Discs.:You know I´m not owning WaT...

A/N: Finally I was able (and also willing) to continue. Please don´t misunderstand the part with "willing", of course I wanted to continue,but... I don´t know... At first I wasn´t on the internet for a long time,then I was only spending maybe a half to one hour on the pc and actually I´m now very focused on Criminal Minds, I wrote two fics for that show (Elle/Hotch pairing) but it seems no-one is interested in these so I decided to give them a break and continue here...There are spoilers for the first two seasons and of course season three!!!Well I want to thank once again everbody who reviewed for the last two chapters and I also want to thank you for your patience.

Well, I think that was enough,now enjoy the new chapter of Beginnings and endings!

Beginnings and endings

3.Unsure

He was unable to think about something else than her. Whenever he was close to her he felt the urge to kiss her. That was ridiculous, wasn´t it? It happened because of the fact that Jack left…She wanted distraction, right? And he had been there…

Martin couldn´t stop to wonder what that night had meant to Sam. And that was the reason why he had decided to don´t hope for another time. Because, if he started to think that the night they spent together was just a beginning and he was wrong, he knew it would break his heart the second time… To be more exact it would break those parts of it he had been able to fix in the last to weeks.

Flashback, two weeks ago :

He had never seen her crying. She had been close to tears that day when she had killed these two guys and Jack had sent her home, but…this time it was different – she was crying after Jack had announced he would leave New York. Suddenly all his suspicions came back to his mind, conversations he had with both of them, images of the way they behaved around each other – especially when they thought they were alone, he always calling her Sam, things Van Doren said during the Sydney Harrison case, and what he did after she had been shot. When he saw the tears on her face he tried to deny the knowledge – there had to be another reason. When he asked her about it, he hoped she would tell him it was just because they were good friends. But when she told him they had really an affair he felt like his heart shattered into millions of pieces.

He had went to a bar trying to forget, what he had found out about his boss and Samantha – the woman he had fallen for, the moment he had seen her for the first time…He couldn´t believe it , and there was nobody he could talk with about it.

End flashback

Last night had been what he had wanted so much, but the fact under which circumstances it happened made him doubt it could be more than an one-night-stand. Of course he hoped they could have more but he also knew that she had been sexual involved with their married boss – actually she seemed to have loved him – he had no chance against Jack…He didn´t wanted to be just her second choice! And he also didn´t wanted to risk their friendship, because he had feelings for her, which were running much deeper as they should…Was it really worth to loose her, because of a crush he had? He wished he had not asked her about Jack, because if she hadn´t told him he could pretend that there never had been more than a very good friendship between these two, but now that was impossible.

She was not sure what she should think and even more important what she should do after what happened the night before with Martin. Had she taken advantage of him? She had known he was interested in her, but wasn´t sure how deep his feelings for her were running. Why had it actually happened at all? Well, yeah, he was a really attractive, smart and nice guy but he was a friend of her, a colleague. Jack had just left and she felt so lonely because of the thought to having lost him forever…Had Martin just been a distraction from the pain it had caused her to loose Jack in that kind of way? Was she really the type of person who was doing something like this? She wasn´t sure anymore and that was the problem. She still had feelings for Jack, she hadn´t lied to Martin – they had faded, but Jack had been something special for her and now he was gone…

Later that day :

They had solved the case and now, after Danny had left they were alone. Finally Sam asked : "Well, you just got your head handed to you?" "It wouldn´t be the first time," Martin felt the urge to run, to run from her, from the conversation which was going to come now – but at the same time he wanted nothing more than to grab her and to kiss her hard, letting her know that it could never be only an one- night-stand for him. When she continued he wasn´t sure if he really wanted to hear whatever she was going to say. "I guess some things around here won´t change too much." He was not able to stop himself from saying : "I thought some things will though," he trailed off, too afraid by the fact where this talk was heading, but there was no turning back he realised the moment he heard Sam asking : "What do you mean?" He was thinking about how to answer that for a moment before deciding it would be best to tell her the truth. "I mean you and me," after a moment of regret he decided that there was nothing to loose anymore so he went on, "we, um, sort of got interrupted this morning," he trailed off again watching her closely, afraid of how she was going to react to this, he was even considering the possibility that she would slap him into the face for that but then he was positive surprised when she said : "Yeah we did." They smiled at each other before he offered : "I´ll walk out ahead of you." She only answered with a short "Okay."

Martin was relieved when he arrived at the parking lot and drove off to get to Sam´s place. Maybe this was really only the beginning of what he really wanted so badly.

Samantha wasn´t sure if it had been a good idea to lead Martin on even if she wasn´t sure about how she felt. But Martin was just that special type of guy, who could offer her more than she could accept. He would do everything for her, that was for sure, because now she knew he was really liking her very much. And after all, she was sure she deserved at least the chance to try to be happy with him, right?

Tbc

A/N:Hope you liked it!Please make me happy and send me a lot of REVIEWS!!!I hope I will soon be able to update, so please be patient once again...