A/N: Hi guys! I know it's been like freaking years since I last updated this story. . . but recently I decided to work on one of my other stories "LIFE IS ANYTHING BUT A DREAM" because I really wanted to finish it. . . and this morning I received a review for this one so I decided to take this baby on board also and try to finish it. Looking back at my old notes for this story i really felt inspired. I don't expect y'all to forgive me for abandoning my stories and now coming back but I hope that if you're back and reading you enjoy this and I can make up for lost time.

As for my other stories I have no idea if I will ever finish them. . . I have a lot going on and I don't want to get ahead of myself and get on board with all my other stories and repeat what happened years ago. I know i can handle two right now so that's what i'll do, I don't want to overwhelm myself with more than I can handle, so for now I will be working on this story and my other one 'life is anything but a dream"

I'm older and hopefully wiser! I am editing the first three chapters, so please make sure to re read if you're coming back to this story. . . i'm no making much changes just a few tweaks and definitely correcting all the bad grammar.

I hope you guys can find it in you to give me another chance. . . thank you and if it's not a lot to ask Please drop me off a review and let me know how I'm doing.

Disclaimer: SM owens the characters I just give them and alternative world.

B pov

"Alice, will you please stop shaking your legs!" I hissed for the fifth time today, we were currently heading to Forks in our rental, my nerves were on end and she was so not helping. She turned and looked at me disapprovingly "sheesh B who pissed in your cereal this morning" I rolled my eyes at her joke and looked out the window, as we passed all the trees. . . seriously so many damn trees.

I know that I did not have anyone else to blame but myself for planning this stupid trip to Forks, seriously when the heck did I think this was a good idea. I had not seen my father in over a year. . . which is why I had felt guilty and decided spontaneously to spend half of my spring break visiting him.

Let me backpedal a second and fill you in, Charlie Swan was my father, he was Chief of Forks Police department. He had remarried to Sue Clearwater two years later after my mother passed away, she had two children of her own, Seth who was three years younger than me, and Leah who was nineteenth, the same age as me. As you can imagine growing up with them I basically consider them my actual siblings. . . family and that's what we were until she ruined it. . .

Can you imagine my shock when I found Leah, the one person who I considered my best friend and sister screwing my boyfriend of four years in the back of my truck on prom night. Yeah. . . I was shocked too, needless to say I literally ran the five miles back home, by the time I arrived my dress was shredded from the bottom, my heels were gone and I was a sobbing mess.

Anyways I'm getting carried away here, let's just say that Charlie and Sue were not shocked to hear that Jacob and Leah had been cheating on me. Turns out that Jake and Leah had just called them apologizing for doing this to them but they couldn't hide their love anymore and that they were running away together after prom. Imagine the rage I felt when Sue took their side claiming that they had fallen in love and didn't have the heart to hurt me? Hah the fucking irony of that.

So they had taken the cowards way out and ran away that night, unfortunately for me my father took Sue's side also saying that he was sorry but that maybe this was a good thing. Psh! Anyways I had spent the whole night bawling my eyes and feeling sorry for myself, so the next day I spoke to my high school and told them if it was okay for them to just mail my diploma since I was done with all my classes, they were shocked since I was valedictorian. . . I did not care telling them that Angela deserved that place more than I did.

Grabbing all my savings I booked a flight that day, but not to New Hampshire where I was supposed to fly this summer, instead I headed to New York. Everyone thought I had only applied to Dartmouth, but they were wrong I had secretly applied to NYU and even had an academic scholarship from them, which I had been planning to break the news to my family after graduation unfortunately we didn't get to that day.

While Sue and Charlie were at work I took a cab to the airport and with that I left that life behind. . . after a year of ignoring Charlie's emails and not talking to him I felt it was time and go back and try to. . . honestly I don't know what I was trying to do I guess mend things up. Although I wasn't too sure if I could forgive him for turning their backs to me.

It wasn't until I saw the 'WELCOME TO FORKS" sign that I felt my hands tighten on the steering wheel and my breath hitched, I felt Alice turned to look at me boring holes on the side of my face but I did not dare look at her too afraid to show my emotions.

"Bella? We don't have to do this. . . what if Leah and Jake are-" I glared at the road ahead of me, feeling every nerve on my body awake as the small town of Forks passed by memories beginning to flood through my head. "I will be fine Alice, that bitch doesn't faze me" I said glaring at Forks Diner as we passed by it. . . Jake had asked me to be his girlfriend there.

Fuck Jacob Black and Leah Clearwater. . .

I refused to let them ruined my spring break for me, I will come out winning.

Unfortunately despite my little speech I was still a coward so I turned into Newtons Sports goods & gas station. I needed to collect myself before I drove to my dad's house, Alice frowned as we pulled into a parking space.

"You okay?" she asked confused, I nodded taking a deep breath. "Yeah let's get something to drink" she looked over at the store and frowned at me. "Ew Bella it's raining and that store looks-" she didn't finish her sentence as she made a face.

"Welcome to Forks Ali, now come on" as soon as I stepped out I heard Alice yelped and then curse. "Fuck! My new shoes" she cried, as she accidently stepped into a puddle of muddy water, she looked like she was about to lose it.

This was not the time to wear her new YSL heels, I looked at her amused as she tried to run into the store to avoid the rain which had started falling harder. Once inside I noticed Alice white pants were splattered with mud, and her thousand dollar shoes were ruined. . .what a shame.

"Bella this is ridiculous, look at my babies" she cried, literally cried as she looked over her shoes. . . if there was something Alice loved the most was her shoes she took them very and I mean very seriously. "Alice I warned you this morning not to wear those-" she pouted looking at me.

"I know B, but I really thought you were joking about it. . ." she slipped the heels off and looked up at me. "Bella I need to change there is no way in hell I am showing up like this to your house" I rolled my eyes at her. "Ali-" she pouted giving me her best puppy dog face, I sighed defeated.

"Fine I'll go outside and grab the suitcase. . . but first let get you to a bathroom-" I looked around and spotted a familiar face. . . Mike Newton, he was staring back at me when he realized who I was and I could see his face growing excited.

"Bella! Wow is that you" he said running over to where Al and I were standing. Great here we go. . . spring break is officially on.

A/N: so here you go another re edited chapter okay here we go people buckle up. . . the ride is fixing to get bumpy! Drop me off a review :)

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