Journal

by obik16

"I hate this! I hate being his padawan! He criticizes everything I do and he probably wouldn't notice if I went missing for a year. Master says he does this to get the darkness out of me. Am I dark? Is that why no one else will take me, why no one but my four friends like me? What if I am? What if I wasn't meant to be a Jedi, and I should just quit right now?

3. Chapter 3

Journal-

I said I would only write something when it was important. So I am.

Master hit me today. It wasn't anything big, just a small slap on my arm. But it still hurt. He yells at me if I do anything wrong, and in front of others he will use a sickly sweet tone that I know means 'you're in trouble, padawan'. And it's always padawan! Not Obi-Wan, just padawan. It's so frustrating, especially since I don't know if things are ever going to get better.

Sometimes I wonder why he even chose me in the first place.