–It is quiet here. The room, or the universe, or his head, whatever you call this dimension, it always stays quiet–

–Except in his imagination–

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–And the colors too, there is something odd about them. They don't seem to be here at all times. As if they are being attached to objects by intent, rather than laying in the object itself, being able to be, without any necessity for a conscious being of a perceiving state–

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–Color in this realm is not in the object, it is only sometimes here, as long as it was seen–

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–Touch has gone abnormal too. You may touch whatever you like, as long as you don't induce the feeling of touch with all your mind's power, you won't feel a thing. About smell and taste there is no need to talk about at all. Those two belonged to the realm where he came from and will go to after a few hours–

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–Still here. What was he talking about the last ti–

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–A girl with light hair is standing right in front of Jace. It feels as if his entire existence consists solely of her naked body. Jace looks up to get a face. He knows her, he has seen her before, at the Clave. The girl's face gets filled with color and her teal blue eyes reveal themselves to Jace. But her goldlike braids blind him the most. Suddenly the notion of his heart racing like crazy becomes known to him–

–Jace and the girl are kissing. That's all Jace sees. Although he does not see them kissing through his own eyes. He has an out of body experience, he looks at and from his own perspective. The world is still quiet–

–Give it to me. She says looking him in the eyes. He doesn't actually see her mouth move, he only sees her face. He just knows that she said that. His perspective turns to himself. His eyes, each a different color. He thinks yes but he doesn't say it to her–

–He is laying on the bed and the girl is going up and down on him. He doesn't feel her sliding down but he sees it. He knows that it happens and he is so turned on. It goes on and on. It seems as if he has a dark red color filter before his eyes. He notes that he is dreaming–

He wondered what was happening with him so he moved his hand to his weiner. He realized that his member was hard and pushing against his underwear. He could feel the blood pumping through it. He was getting harder and harder. It almost felt as if his member wanted to get somewhere, like his body wanted something he wasn't aware of. He felt out of control, but he enjoyed where his body was taking him. He fell to black again.

–They were still in the same position. The world appears chaotic to Jace, as if there is a war going on. While virtually nothing is changing in his sight, there is just this idea of pure chaos in his head. Though chaos is terrorizing his head, a euphoric feeling of perfection is keeping him more busy. All his engines are working, his universe explodes–

This was it. This exact moment, his dream reality intertwined with the physical world. Until this time they were separated but now, like a dragon, his dream tore his body apart. He felt poisonous, extraterrestrial. Like there were a million electric snakes racing through each and every nerve in his body. From head and toe to his dick. Every time this gulf of snakes had reached their destination he could feel his body try to push something out. Right after each push his body felt like it was being moved further down the universally ethereal matter of pure and immortal euphoria.

The first two pushes were almost identical, it was only the third one when he felt something extra coming from the electricity from his balls. They were bringing a heavy traveller with them. They went by his shaft and instead of dying, the electricity pushed something out his cock. Jace felt something fluid being shot out. Seconds after he noticed something warm being pressed on his leg by his underwear. A second electric wave was rushing towards the exit. The interval was a little longer this time, and the engines in his head were slowing down. The maroon, thick cloud that was polluting his conscience was slowly disappearing. After the second shot his body started to elevate up from it's exotically warm place. Elevate back up to the here and now. The wet spot pressing to his leg had become larger. He thought it was over but soon, a few, faint snakes rushed to get out. Jace felt that only a really small amount of the hot fluid left his body this last time.

Did I just come? Jace only just managed to think before being pulled back to black again.

"Jace." Alec spoke to his brother to wake him up. He waited for a reaction but nothing came. He looked at the clock and quickly got out of bed when he saw how late it was. "Get up, we're going to be late for breakfast." Alec said after he had thrown his pillow to Jace. Alec wasn't used to seeing Jace still being asleep after he had woken up. "C'mon man, hurry." He said with a faint eye roll when Jace had opened his eyes. He went to Jace's bed to get his pillow and started making his bed.

Jace's vision was still a little blurry when his roommate came to bet his pillow. He wondered why Alec was in such a hurry and moved up a little to check the time. Shit. Was it so late already. Why had I slept so... Then it hit him. What had happened last night. He stared in front of him with glass eyes. That girl, who was she. Why her? Jace didn't understand why his brain would dream something like that about her. They hadn't even exchanged a hello with each other. Jace couldn't remember her name but he was pretty sure it was that girl from two years ago at the Clave, where they first took him after his father died. Yes, he thought she was beautiful but nothing special. He jumped at hearing Alec's voice.

Alec wanted to go but saw his brother sitting like a statue in his bed. He set a step closer. When he didn't see any difference he went up to his brother. "Jace! Are you okay?" He really started to get worried, first the sleepiness and now this...

He turned to Alec. "Yes." He said shaking it off. He didn't wanna go around and tell what had happened right away. Although he realized Alec might know more about what had happened to him last night than he did. "I had the strangest dream." Jace decided to say without much emotion.

Alec frowned, all this because of a dream? Could it be that he had that kind of dream? "What did you see?" He inquired, a faint expression of relief took over his features. Relief because it wasn't something harmful.

"I don't know." Jace said with a shrug, still kinda reluctant to pour it all out to Alec. "Have you ever had a dream where you... like..." He eyed his friend's reaction. He didn't seem to be judgmental, yet. "Did a girl?" Jace said with a frown.

Alec looked away. He exhaled and tried to suppress his smirk. "Yes." He said and swallowed. Somehow he was happy for Jace. Maybe also for himself. Himself because Jace was more like him now, older, mature. "Did you..." He nodded towards Jace's crotch. "...you know?" He tried to ask as casually as possible, not to sound too interested. His brother replied affirmatively. A smile was now more apparent on his face. "You are a real man now." He said with a nod. All the while he couldn't help but wonder who it was he had seen. Jace and Alec didn't talk a lot about girls in the first place, so Alec still needed to figure out how open he had to be with him, how open they were going to be with each other.

Jace realized that he had done the right thing by telling Alec. After he had taken a moment to realize what he had just said he smiled for the shortest second. "I need to take a shower." He spoke without much emotion and got out of bed. He froze briefly at the feeling of the cold semen on his undies again. In the mean time Alec had started to perambulate in the room, without any real goal in mind.

He was already headed towards the shower when he realized he still had to do his bed. He shrugged. He looked up when his attention was called for.

"Jace." Alec waited till he had his brother's complete attention. "What do I tell mom and dad?" He inquired. He could see Jace thinking about something else to tell them. Something different than the truth.

"Just say that I hit the showers because I still felt kinda sleepy or something." He narrowed his eyes slightly. "I'm sure you'll be able to come up with something." Jace said. He normally wouldn't talk this definitively to Alec. But Alec needed the motivation, since he wasn't the one who would stray from the right path easily.

Alec thought about it. He didn't want to lie to his parents, but it wasn't often that Jace asked something from him. Besides, maybe it wasn't even a lie, right? He was tired after all. He nodded to Jace and stepped towards the door, still eyeing him. Jace pulled off his shirt and threw it on the pile. He noticed that Alec was still in the room. He didn't say anything and went in the bathroom. He slightly pulled the door with him but it was still not entirely closed. Alec left the room, this was getting too awkward for him.

Jace heard the door outside close, Alec must have left. He pulled down his boxers. The wet spot was much smaller than it felt like in the night. He smelled it, curious if it was much different than urine. He only needed to lift it a tad and he already sensed a distinct salty and creamlike smell. It was highly unpleasant and he quickly threw it away. He stepped inside the cabin and turned on the water. The beam was initially ice cold, he jumped back. After a few seconds the water's temperature turned to normal and he let the water come down his face. He closed his eyes. He forgot the world, he forgot the dream, he forgot his worries. It was as if he was momentarily nowhere.