I Hoped you guys liked the other chapters, I know it's been awhile, I haven't really been in a writing mood. Well please comment if you like, and please still comment if you don't.

Disclamer: I Do not own Vampire Academy, but I bet I'm not the only one who wishes they did.

It seemed the more I struggled the more of Dimitri's blood I drank, and the more I drank, the more I liked it. It disgusted me.

Eventually, Dimitri pushed me away. I was disappointed. No. I was glad. I didn't want his blood. His delicious, irresistible blood. No. I couldn't think like that. I felt light headed, like I needed to sleep. I looked up at Dimitri. He was smiling, but it was a weak smile.

When a Strigoi or Moroi took blood, they released endorphins. Dhampir's didn't. I had wondered if it hurt Dimitri. I couldn't be sure; after all, I wasn't even completely myself.

I closed my eyes, I felt s tired. I could feel myself getting numb; already I couldn't feel my legs. My breathing became heavier as my body was placed on the mattress. For a while that's all I thought about, all I was aware of – my breathing. That was, until it stopped.

Lissa POV

I had been crying for hours, the teachers had excused me from class. I was with Christian, he hadn't been excused, he was just ditching. He was holding me, he didn't say much and he didn't tell me everything would be all right. I liked that, everyone had said that.

"You'll be alright, Lissa."

"You'll be fine, Lissa"

I was sick of it. Why was it all about ME and why had it taken me so long to figure that out. No one cared about Rose, she was replaceable. That's what they told me.

Adrian had left shortly after I'd told them what happened. I don't know where he is, and I don't care. I just wish I could turn back the clock. It was my fault. I had convinced the guardians to let us go shopping and I had been the reason Rose had jumped out of the car. She was protecting me. The Moroi.

I didn't know if rose was alive or dead. I kind of hopped she was dead, because if she wasn't dead, she'd be Strigoi. I didn't think she could have gotten away, I saw Dimitri bite her. A while back she had told me she thought there was a cure for Strigoi-ness, and that Spirit might have something to do with it. But that's all she said. She thought she had more time.

I longed for the bond to be two way, even for me to just be aware of it. Rose used to always say I wouldn't like it, but at least I'd know if she was alive. I wondered if the bond would still work if she was made Strigoi. I didn't think it would and I hoped it didn't. She could leave other Strigoi right to me.

"Are you alright?" asked Christian

I didn't say anything.

"Sorry, of course you're not alright, stupid question. What I meant was: Are you up for lunch, I'm hungry but I don't want to leave you alone."

"Its fine, you go." I said in a quiet voice.

"Rose would say you need something to eat." He said cautiously.

"Rose isn't here!" I snapped back at him. I watched him get up and open the door.

"You think I don't know that. You're not they only one who misses her. I may think she can be a pain in my ass but-" he didn't finish, he just left.

I started crying all over again.

Rose POV

Pain and nothing. That's all I felt for - well I'm not really sure how long. I had lost all sense of time, all sense of day and night. But when I opened my eyes, I felt different, strange, alien even.

It was pitch black, but I could see. It was kind of, well more than kind of strange. I was in the same room, but it was more detailed. I could be which of the floor boards looked weaker and easier to break, and I could see tiny details in the bricks.

I wasn't sure what time it was, I didn't know if it was day or night. All I knew was that I was in a small room and I could see in the dark. Slowly I moved my fingers up to my mouth where I found two sharp fangs. I sat in silence, shock ruling my body.

I was Strigoi. I was Strigoi. I couldn't be, but I was. I didn't feel Strigoi. Well apart from the night vision and fangs I felt no different than before. I felt nauseas, which wasn't surprising; I mean my body had just gone through major change.

I sat on the mattress for a while, not thinking, just feeling my newly grown fangs with my tongue. I heard the door begin to open and I stood up.

Light flooded in, I hissed at the door and sheltered in the dark, and I used my hand to cover my eyes. The light wasn't burning me, it was just really bright.

Dimitri came through the door and it closed suddenly. He looked amused.

"It's not surprising you didn't like the light." He said calmly. "I mean, you've been in this dark room for days."

DAYS! I'd been in here for DAYS!

I must have shown my shock on my face because Dimitri laughed, "It's only been just over a week. You were asleep for most of it, that's probably why it doesn't feel that long. Anyway as I was saying not only have you been in a dark room, but new bloods are always light sensitive and not just sun light."

"What did you do to me?" I asked him, I could feel my anger growing.

"I awakened you. Made you Strigoi, like me. I would've have thought you'd be smart enough to work that out yourself."

"I wanted conformation" I growled.

"Well," said Dimitri, still amused, "I brought you a snack."

He opened the door again, this time I didn't hiss. He pulled out a young human girl. She looked terrified. He pushed her towards me. Dimitri watched me with no emotion.

I could see the girls blood pump through her veins and I could hear her heartbeat. I felt my mouth start to water and my eyes gaze longingly at her neck.

I gave into the blood lust.

The girl stood still as I walked toward her. Before I could stop myself I bit into her neck. The girl screamed as I felt her blood leave her body and rush into my mouth, and it tasted great. I wanted more. I knew I shouldn't, that it was wrong and evil, but I didn't stop I just kept drinking.

The girl was still screaming, and it was annoying. But the more blood I took, the quieter her shouts became. Eventually she stopped screaming and I could get no more blood, I threw her empty body onto the floor and stared at it in horror.

I had just killed someone. I had just drained them dry. There was blood all down my front. The girls blood. I looked up at Dimitri who smiled that evil smile.

"Welcome to the club." He said before going through the door, locking it and leaving me in the small room with the dead girl's body.