Hey everyone! thanks for reading here is another chapter..it may not be very long because i have school and i have another story i am working on and may have another in the near future..well here you go lovelies :)

Allys P.O.V i wake up and feel all the pain i went through last night if your wondering what happened well i got beaten..badly and the reminder that im a no good lut and should go die in a hole...maybe he was right..but i cant do that to mom and trish.

i can already tell today will be a long very long day A) because i can barley walk and i feel like shit B) today is when i have to reply to the proposition blondie gave me..
im not sure i want to but im not gonna lie, he is a really good kisser and i wanna live a little so what the hell why not...
i decide it is finally time to get up and get in the shower, after about 20 minutes i get out and blow dry and straighten my hair i apply a little bit of make up here and there not forgetting to put some cove up on the bruses on my face. after that is over i go to my closet and try to make a half decent outfit out of the pieces of cloth i got...i end up wearing a tan/orange/and black baggy sweater with a whiter tanktop under and warn out skinny jeans with a pair of my many ugly shoes grab my backpack an quickly but quietly head out the door before getting caught by the monster i call dad.
(allys outfit: cgi/set?id=78320248 just imagine it more worn out)
I am now at school waiting for Trish at her locker, i havent seen her since the party and iknow her big mouth will be talking about me and blondie..speaking of her, here she is "heyyy girlyyy hows everything going?" sh asked in a ridiculous fake preppy girl voice i decide to play along "omg like i went home and worked and went to sleep totally rad isnt it" i said trying to look cool in the process but epically failing "umm Ally no one says that any-" trish tries to say but got intrupted by a voice who i immediatly knew was the only and only Austin Freaking Moon.. just great..note the sarcasm "Dawson whats wrong looks like you got a stick in your ass" he says while plastering that annoying smirk on his face realizing that i was still trying to look preppy i change my position and put my hands on my hips and if looks could kill he would have been brutally murdered by now "oh shut up blondie" i say before trying to push past and the next thing i know i face plant in to the floor and everyone is laughing so hard they could pee their selves i am about to say something but before i can Trish does for me "YOU FUCKING JERK WHATS YOUR PROBLEM?" then she grabs my arm and we run to class to be honest since the whole 'we could make out and shit for fun' i thought he would atleast be a little nicer to me but i guess the whole 'in private' meant we only were decent to eachother when no one was around and really it hurt really bad and i dont know why...
**couple hours later**
It is now free block so i am on my way to the library when all of a sudden a ambeing pulled in to the janiors closet i am about to scream bloody murder when a voice says "just chill its me" and then i knew who it was "so Dawson do you have an answer to my proposition?" he asked i nodded my head then he gave me look that said 'well then tell me'
"ummm sure?" i say unsurely he nods "then what ae we waiting for" he asks, i was about to question him but then i get the memo when i feel his lips on mine i almost immediatly kiss back, the kiss is rough and full of pure lust we kiss like that for about a minute until i feel the need to gofurther i quickly slide my toungue across his bottom lip he chuckles and almost imidiatley opens his mouth i then deepen the kiss letting a moan escape my lips he smirks then we fight for dominace of course he wins but hey, i dont mind...
he then moves to my neck and im scared because if he kisses me what if my make up comes off and my dads strangle marks show,(ha ik unikely but lets give ally a major case of paranoia) oh gosh i have to end this a gently push him back and he looks at me and i can see his honey brown eyes have turned deep and now look indulged of want but i cant, if he knew he would just bully me about it and i cant let that happen...
"what the hell,why did you stop me that was just the beginning" he said with more of a whinny voice than one of anger "im sorry but i have to do homework so i wont have to at work" i say and quickly his face goes blank "oh yeah i forgot Dawson is a goody-two-shoes...go" he says quickly then comes closer bends down till his mouth is to my ear and says "but we will do this again" huskily then kisses me onec more then like a light he is out.
********************* a couple weeks later*********************************************
Well good news the beatings have occured less and my dad is on a trip for a couple of weeks so i am on my own...its not like i am sad though cause i mean who would miss someone who abuses them?
and about the Austin thing...we have made out alot in the pass couple weeks whether it was in his car,janitors closet, or even under the bleachers near the track field. he still picks on me in school but he has lightend up a little bit the only thing is he keeps joking about having sex and stuff...oh well i guess it will end eventually.
well now i guess i should get dressed (Allys Outift and hair cgi/set?id=78324112)
i am on my way to schol and when i finally get there go to my locker get my stuff i spot none othere than blondie...with a girl making out...why does my heart feel so broken? this was all just a game i am not in love with him so it shouldnt matter right?
so i just shake it off and walk down the hall towards trishs locker but of course me being a the clutz i am bump in to a rock hard wall and fall to the ground, just great i look up to find that it wasnt a wall i knoked in to it was a person a mighty fine person might i add he has brown hair and dark eyes that you could get lost in for days "oh my gosh i am so sorry, i should hav been paying attention to where i was going" i say quickly he smiles and picks me up off the ground and says "dont be it was all my fault..my name is Dallas by the way what about you?" "Ally, Ally Dawson" i say and all of a sudden i feel a pair of eyes burning a hole in the back of my head i quickly turn around to fing blondie not only looking at me but glaring at Dallas... i wonder why? oh well, i finally turn back to dallas and he says "well that is a very pretty name for a very pretty girl" he says while booping my nose wow we just met and he is al touchy haaha a blush starts to creep on my face and i mumble a thanks "its cute when you blush" he says while moving a stray piece of hair out of my face "by the way do you wanna go to the movies friday?" he asks me quietly i blush again and go to say something when a loud voice comes form behind me "oh there you are baby i thought you were sick when i didnt fing you at my locker" the voice said and by the immidiate headache i got i could thell it was Austin...i looked at hime questionably and then Dallas said "it doesnt look like she had a boyfriend" Blondie was about to reply when i quickly say "um, i dont and i would love to see you friday" i say walking away leaving austin and dalllas behind what was that all about i am so angry, the first boy to ask me out in my 2 years of highschool and tried to ruin it...uggghhh Austin Freaking Moon.