Agatha was a coward. She knew that now. She could have told him, but she didn't, instead making up an excuse that cast him as the villain instead of her. How hard could it be, to tell him that she had been wrong about herself, and it wasn't his fault?
Agatha had never really known if she loved. She was certainly attracted to boys, but did she love them? She hadn't really ever been sure, feelings were so confusing. She felt something, but was it love?
She had never really loved Simon, she knew that now. She didn't think that she had ever really loved anyone.
She must be broken, because everyone loves, doesn't they?
She should have just told Simon. He would have been hurt, but would it have been better to be honest, say that she thought the problem was with her?
Instead she had told him that he wasn't exciting or romantic enough, and that was why she was ending it. That was a lie, but it neatly kept her out of the role of the villain.
She should have told him.
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