AN: HI! I'm back! School was being a pain again so yeah. Sorry I couldn't update sooner.

Again thank you to everyone who's bothered to take their time to read my fanfics! This chapter isn't really continuing with the story, but to show what Hiro was thinking before and after the accident.

There are some swear words, so... DOn't say I didn't warn you.

Enjoy!

Trigger warning: Depressing/suicidal thoughts

Hiro couldn't breathe.

He ran and ran, away from Tadashi, away from Aunt Cass, away from his life.

You're not wanted.

Hiro choked back his tears. His class members were right- he didn't deserve to be Tadashi's brother, he wasn't wanted…

Hiro finally stopped running, and gasped for air, panting. He leaned his back against the cool wall of the building behind him. People rushed by, not giving the boy any notice.

Nobody cares.

'Sometimes I wished you weren't my brother. Just get out of my face.'

Hiro stared blankly in front of him. He was done crying- there was no point…

Hiro really didn't deserve Tadashi.

Tadashi programmed a medical robot to help so many people, contributing to society, actually trying to make the world a better place.

Hiro frickin bot fights to make illegal money.

Zero

Useless

Hiro should've been smarter- he should have told somewhat what was happening, that he was being bullied…

But no. He just had to keep it to himself, like the cowardly idiot he was.

Another reason why he didn't deserve Tadashi.

Tadashi was smart and brave, once running into a burning building to rescue his mentor.

And Hiro? He didn't even have the fucking guts to speak out.

Hiro took a few steps forward.

You're useless.

Nobody wants you.

'Was that what they said?' Hiro could honestly not remember, if those were the words of his bullies…

Or his mind.

Another step.

Tadashi and Aunt Cass just keep you because you're related. They don't give a shit about you.

Hiro took another step.

You don't deserve to be Tadashi's brother.

He said it with his own mouth, didn't he? He doesn't want a brother like you.

Hiro, with a blank expression on his face, took a step onto the road. He ignored the people yelling at him to get off the road.

Go kill yourself.

SLAM!

Hiro felt himself airborne, before he landed onto the ground. Time seemed to slow as pain roared through his body. People had begun to crowd around him, sirens getting louder and louder each second.

He felt something warm and wet seeping out of his side. He carefully moved his uninjured arm to the area and looked at what it was.

Blood.

And Hiro smiled.

He was dying.

Paramedics kneeled down next to him and murmured words that meant nothing to Hiro. He was being moved onto a stretcher when a sharp pain was felt on his side. He gave a gasp of pain. He was loaded onto an ambulance rushed to the hospital.

Hiro was given morphine to numb the pain. But the tears weren't from the physical pain.

Why couldn't they just let him die?

When Hiro woke up, he didn't feel anything. A faint beeping noise continued in the background. He stared forward, blanking out.

"Hiro?" Tadashi had reached for Hiro's hand, but he flinched away. He gave him a quick glance before staring at his lap, biting his lower lip.

Shame filled Hiro's mind.

He tried to do one thing right- leave Tadashi and Aunt Cass so they'll be happier without him.

And he failed at that too. Miserably.

A doctor had come in to check up on him, before wheeling him away to get an MRI done. It was the perfect chance for Tadashi to leave.

So Hiro was surprised to see Tadashi was still in the room. Hiro pretended to be asleep as the doctor and Tadashi quietly whispered in the background.

After what felt like a long time, Hiro heard the door shut and a sigh from Tadashi.

He carefully opened his eyes and stared at Tadashi in disbelief.

'He said he didn't want me, why's he still-'

Tears started to stream down Hiro's eyes against his wishes. Even his own body didn't listen to him anymore.

'Why', Hiro croaked, his voice raw from disuse.

He watched as Tadashi turn around with a huge smile, and watched as it transformed into a look of concern.

Hiro opened his mouth, his voice stronger and clearer than before,

'Why are you still here?'

AN: Wow. That was... more depressing than I wanted it to be. Thank you for reading it to the end.

IF you know anyone or are going through some tough times, please remember that it's okay to reach out- you won't be judged.

If you do get judged that person's an asshole

Until next time!