I must thank everyone for the reviews. And I'm gonna promise two chapters today! I've been soo busy writing my other stories. These music ones are sorta just excuses to neglect my other stories, though I do enjoy them. Oh, and luckily I've finished JH and am about to finish the Terrorist spoof.
All again for you by We the Kings.
--Akihiko
"Dedicated to the one I'll always love. The one who really messed me up."
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Akihiko finally got up around noon. He was still not a morning person, but somehow he managed to wake up before Aikawa showed up to harass him. Some things would never change, he thought. Then he remembered how much had changed.
Even though it had been six years, Akihiko hadn't yet moved on. He couldn't just pretend everything was all right and start up another relationship. Not when his heart still belonged to Misaki.
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"Now what's left are the memories."
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So what if they'd been apart longer than they'd been together. Those three years meant more to Akihiko than anything ever had.
Of course, life didn't have much a meaning anymore. Had it ever? No, it was all meaningless before Misaki showed up. And now that he was gone, Akihiko was back in the same hole he'd been in as a kid. Only it was worse now that he'd had a taste of happiness.
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"You were everything that's bad for me, make no apologies."
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Akihiko continued writing. It was the only thing he had left. It was his out-lit.
When he was writing, he could forget about the world and everything that happened with Misaki. Sadly, his dreams weren't as kind to him. Misaki showed up in them constantly. Sometimes they were good, sometimes they were bad. But no matter what, they'd always end. And that was the part that really messed him up.
He couldn't live without Misaki. Hadn't he said that once? It was true.
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"When you were mine… You know, we had it all in front of us. You were the one. I was in love. But you always hurt the one you lost. I couldn't get enough…"
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Akihiko knew that Misaki had moved on. And it was probably for the best. He hoped that one day he'd be able to. He'd moved after Takahiro after all. But for now, the fact that Misaki had moved on was enough. He wanted Misaki to be happy after all.
Even though he was still jealous, and miserable.
It doesn't matter. He's happy now.
Then Misaki showed up at his apartment.
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"I'm crushed black and blue but you know I'd do it all again for you."
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Yep, this was basically just bringing you up to speed with Akihiko. What happens now that Misaki is back is in the next chapter: Memory.