Hikaru X Kaoru

Because my last chapter was a little dry I decided to throw in a little heat. ;) Hope you enjoy!

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"Let's play the 'Which One is Hikaru?' game!"

Kaoru tilted the hat further down so no one would be able to tell which side he parted his hair. The three girls at the table squealed with delight. They smiled and looked back and forth between the twins. Kaoru wanted to roll his eyes and take off the damn hat but this game amused his customers and brought in more money for the Host Club. Kaoru waited for one of the girls to start guessing but then one of them stood and called to Haruhi from across the room.

"Haruhi-kun," one of the girls shouted, "Come play with us. We don't know which one is which."

Kaoru found himself fighting back a glare. What made this girl think she was so special that she got to call Haruhi, Haruhi-kun? No one was familiar enough with Haruhi to get away with that. And yet Haruhi left Tamaki to come over and stand by the girls.

"You can always tell them apart right Haruhi-kun?" The brunet smiled and moved closer to Haruhi. Haruhi smiled and opened her mouth to speak but before any sound came out Hikaru was on her right leaning against her and putting himself neatly between Haruhi and the offending girl. Kaoru noted the smile that Hikaru gave the brunet. There was something… feral in that smile. Kaoru felt a tight ball gather in his chest.

Was Hikaru jealous that the girl was so familiar towards Haruhi? Kaoru didn't want the girl familiarizing herself with Haruhi because he thought of Haruhi as the Host Club's. Not as an object but she was friends with all of them. She was… she was the only one who could tell that he wasn't Hikaru and Hikaru wasn't him. She was special but no one called her Haruhi-kun. The only one who really gave her a nick name (besides Tamaki calling her his "little girl") was Honey. He called her Haru-chan. But why would Hikaru be jealous? Did he… did he like Haruhi?

Kaoru couldn't understand why that thought made the tight ball in his chest squeeze harder. He couldn't breathe. The air was gone out of the room and suddenly it was very hot. The hell? What was going on? Hikaru looked up at him with a smile. Quickly the smile was gone and his face was filled with concern. Kaoru didn't want him to be concerned; he wanted Hikaru to be with him. Hikaru was his. Not Haruhi's. Kaoru wasn't supposed to love anyone else.

Kaoru suddenly got very cold. I love him. I love him. Kaoru turned quickly to flee the Music Room; before he got to the door he managed an "I don't feel well." before closing it swiftly behind him.

In the bathroom he leaned against the sink and put his head against the mirror. Closing his eyes he told himself to breathe. After a long moment he opened his eyes and looked at himself in the mirror. All of the blood had rushed out of his face leaving it an even paler white. His eyes were over bright and shone starkly out with his red hair. Was this really him?

He wasn't pleased. Hikaru did this to him but he didn't have the same effect on Hikaru. His twin! Kaoru understood that this was wrong on a lot of levels, but what was he to do? How was he going to face his brother? He couldn't tell him. No way in hell, could he ever tell him. Would he care at all? Kaoru shook his head at himself. No, Hikaru would make a game out of it. He'd said that he was getting bored and he'd soon be looking for a new game. Kaoru would be the perfect target.

No. He wouldn't be one of Hikaru's toys. He'd be… he'd be his brother. Suddenly Kaoru felt sick to his stomach and ran into the nearest stall. A moment later the door opened up almost hesitatingly. "Kaoru?"

Kaoru sighed. "I'm fine Hikaru."

He heard Hikaru come all the way in the bathroom and lean against the stall door. Clearly you're fine. "What happened? Did you get sick? Does it hurt somewhere? Do I need to take you to the school nurse?"

A grin that held little humor graced the younger twin's lips. "No to all. I just didn't feel well for a moment. I'll be out in a moment."

"I'm worried about you Kaoru."

Kaoru shook his head. "Don't be. Trust me, I'll be fine."

"You didn't have to see all of the blood drain from your face. And you had this look." There was a long pause. "I've never seen that look before. It scared me, Kaoru."

Kaoru looked at the door, keeping his head against the wall. "Don't worry so much. I promise I'll be fine."

"I can't help it. You're my little brother."

Kaoru cringed at the words. "Yeah."

Kaoru tossed in his bed. He was lonely and missed his brother's warmth. Sighing he got out of bed and walked into the living room portion of his rooms to the door that joined his and Hikaru's bedrooms together. When he saw Hikaru lying in bed Kaoru smiled. Was it any wonder he was in love with his brother? Quietly he crept to the other side of the bed and gently lift the covers to lay next to his brother.

After a moment Hikaru rolled over and began spooning Kaoru. Kaoru stiffened until he realized that he was still asleep. Relaxing he put his arm out and put it around Hikaru's shoulders. It was nice that he got to comfort Hikaru for a change. Closing his eyes he got ready to sleep. Suddenly there was a warms over him. It felt heavy but comfortably so. Suddenly the warmth was pressing against his lips then… in his mouth.

Kaoru opened his eyes to find Hikaru lying above him. "W-what are you doing?"

Hikaru chuckled. "If you have to ask clearly I'm not doing it right." Hikaru bent his head down and kissed Kaoru again this time with more force. Kaoru moaned into Hikaru's mouth, his hands slowly rising to rest on Hikaru's shoulders. With a grin Hikaru pulled his mouth from Kaoru's and began to kiss the younger twin, around his jaw, down his neck, to nip at the collar bone. Kaoru gasped.

His lips trailed across Kaoru's chest stopping to tease and play with each nipple. Kaoru's hips were bucking beneath him slightly. Oh God it felt so good, Kaoru thought. How could something wrong and disgusting fell so... "Ah!" Hikaru's lips pressed into the skin above Kaoru's hard member. "H-Hikaru."

"What is it Kaoru?"

"Please…."

"Please what?" Kaoru jumped at the feel of Hikaru's hot breath against his erect member through the thin silk boxers. "What do you want?"

"You. I want you… Hikaru." Kaoru expected a smart ass comment to come from his brother but was surprised when Hikaru pulled the boxers down and placed his mouth on the tip of his erection. "D-don't do that. That's dirty."

"Nothing is dirty about my Kaoru." Kaoru jumped when he felt half of his manhood being sucked into Kaoru's mouth. "H-Hikaru! Aahh. Ngh." Kaoru heard the noises coming out of his mouth and couldn't believe it was coming from him.

"Kaoru. Kaoru I-"

Kaoru opened his eyes and flew into a sitting position. Oh God. Oh wow. Looking down he lifted the covers to look at his boxers. Sure enough, there was a stain on the front of them. Shit. Kaoru flung himself back and settled with his arms out to his sides. He was in his own bed tonight and Hikaru wasn't present. A fact that he was grateful for at the moment.

What was he supposed to do about this? He'd been having similar dreams for the last two weeks, ever since he'd realized he'd fallen in love with his brother. Laying an arm over his eyes he tried to get the pictures of seductive Hikaru out of his mind. It wasn't working. This was going to be an issue.