Heyo, as usual I only own new characters and events and ideas. I make no money from my shitty writing and all rights go to the rightful owners. And yes, this chapter is a rather angry one at the end. I'm not a huge fan of twilight but god when Edward said what he had to Bella it struck a chord with me. So, enjoy.

"Good afternoon" Sam smiled as I walked from the room, my sides ached but other than that I felt great. He handed me a cup of coffee and a sub sandwich. "Thought you would be hungry."

"So, so hungry." I moaned as I bit into the sandwich, "So good, Jesus"

"I've talked to Billy; I will come get you tonight. We can only do the ritual during the witching hour."

"Of course." I cracked my back as I finished off the cup of coffee. "Whatever, sounds good. Do you drive? Can you drive me to the motel so I can change clothes? I really don't feel like walking through the woods or up the road in a dress and heels."

"I don't like to drive but I'll have Jacob drive you over there. He doesn't know about any of this yet so please, no talking about what is going on around him."

"Alright, as long as I get to put on something comfortable I don't really care."

After I finished eating Sam walked me over to Jacobs house, he looked like he had just woken up too. He looked around 16, 17 I guess. He had long dark hair and bronze skin.

"Drive her to the motel down the road." it sounded more like a demand. But hey, whatever works. "Her name is Andromeda."

"I prefer to be called Andy though, he doesn't listen too well." I stepped between them, neither looked too happy with each other.

"Yeah, okay." He shrugged and let me into his house, "I need to put on clothes"

"Oh, you're only in pj pants," I laughed, he had a well-defined chest and abdominal muscles. I had to admit, Jacob was a very good looking guy. I wonder if this was the same Jacob Bella grew up with. I could always ask…but then again if I remembered correctly he was a little too in love with her and she was happy with her mate. I didn't want him to spring out and get excited and start blabbering about someone who didn't love him. That was something painful.

"You okay?" he asked through a yawn, "Looks like you're thinking pretty hard"

"Uh…yeah…I guess. Just a little confused I think." I bit my lip and sat on his bed, I hadn't noticed that I had followed him.

"Want to talk about it?"

"I don't know…maybe another time." I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair, finally meeting the dark eyes of Jacob. "I'm sure I'll be hanging around here quite a bit."

"You dating someone around here?" my nose wrinkled and I shook my head.

"No, definitely not." He laughed at me and nodded, he walked into the bathroom to change while I waited.

Soon enough we were on the road, it only took minutes to get to the motel. "How long will you be in town?" he asked as I reached for the handle.

"Um…until I decide to leave I guess. I kinda just live here."

"In a motel room?"

"Yeah"

"Alright, well, we should hang out sometime then. Do you have a phone?" I scribbled my number on an old receipt that was on the floor. I reached into my bra, took out my phone, and let him put his number in. My phone had around 30 messages from Alice and Bella.

"Thanks for the ride, bye Jacob" I waved as he smiled and drove off.

My reflection in my phone screen wasn't a good one, my make-up was smeared and a bruise was slowly disappearing on my cheek. Fuck, what kind of person did Jacob think I was?

As soon as I got into the room I undressed then scrubbed my face clean, brushed through my hair and laid in bed reading through messages.

Days passed, school seemed pretty normal except Alice and Jasper had gone MIA. Bella said they'd be back. I knew it was a lie. I missed school again, I couldn't stop puking, probably wasn't a good idea to eat five-day old pizza. But whatever.

I cleaned myself up and changed into a new set of pj clothes, my phone lit up on the bed. 'Something's wrong, please get to my house now.' It was Bella. "God fucking dammit" I slipped on my shoes and jogged into the forest, shifting once I got a good amount in. I arrived at her house in no time. Edward was just pulling in, even I could tell something was very wrong. He didn't waste time getting into the house.

I texted Bella 'Be there soon' I wanted to wait and see what would happen. Edward came back out as quickly as he went in, sitting back in his car. Minutes passed and Bella arrived. Would it be wrong for me to eavesdrop? Probably. I didn't care.

I moved as close as I could while they walked, Bella's heart was going crazy.

I watched as he left, Bella was crying, speaking softly, but he was gone. I snarled and followed his trail as fast as I could.

"Stop following me" he stopped cold, his voice bitter and taking on a very dark turn. I let myself fold together, back into myself.

"Shut up, you fucking pretentious prick" I snarled, shoving him hard into the ground. "How fucking dare you lie to her face, how dare you rip her heart from her chest and crush it like it never meant anything to you! Get your disgusting, blood sucking ass up and you go back there and you beg for her forgiveness, beg for her! She doesn't deserve what you just did you fucking drama queen. You're in love with that girl and you're just going to fucking tear her down? Fucking destroy any progress she has made! I fucking hate you, and I hope you live for centuries to come, I hope you have to suffer with endless pain knowing you are the reason she is sobbing and broken. I hope you never have the pleasure of dying, you sick fuck!" I screamed, my breathing heavy. "Go and fix the fucking mess you've made!"

"No." he said as he stood, without thinking I sent him flying into a tree.

"No?! You're going to tell me no?! You're going to stand here hiding away any emotions you actually fucking have?! You fucking disgust me, you pretentious pig." I was seething, ready to explode. "She's breaking! And you're standing here like a fucking priss! 'Oh boo-who I'm such a victim, I'm so horrible, god I want to die and abandon the girl who thinks the sun shines out my fucking sparkly ass because I made a fucking mistake!' god I fucking hate you for everything you've done to her!"

"You don't understand, Andromeda"

"Oh fuck you. There is nothing to understand. She fucking does everything for you! And you can't do anything for her because you're fucking preoccupied with your self-loathing! Get over yourself! You're the most self-obsessed, egotistical, pretentious prick I've ever fucking known!"

"Andromeda!" I turned, Sam stood several feet away. I had only turned for seconds but Edward was already gone.

"You son of a bitch!" Sam was now holding me in place, it was dark now.

"He is gone; we must find Bella. Everyone is looking for her, Andromeda." I sighed, my heart and stomach heavy. I had left her when she needed me, I let my anger get the best of me. Again.