Disclaimer: I Do NOT own Naruto.

This is just a fan fiction :)

WARNING!: Has scene of rape (which i HATED writing but it had to be put in) Please read with caution. I will put a * when its about to start so you can skip it if you want and a * when its ended.

It was a pretty ordinary day she had just finished all her lectures for the day and was going to drive down from Uni to visit her parents for the weekend and a certain raven haired boy. She was running late, her lectures had gone on and on, honestly the lecturer obviously liked the sound of their own voice Sakura thought. So now she was pounding down the motorway excitement filled her whole body as she thought of seeing Sasuke again, her Sasuke. They had been an official couple for a few months; he was now almost ready to completely take over the Organization. There was going to be a huge ceremony soon for the official take over. Right now she was just getting started her first year of University in advanced medicine. Of course Sasuke had been against this, it meant she would be away in the week, not with him. He did however put up very little fight against her when she argued her case.

She was turning onto the road for her house. And it's funny really, it all happened so slowly and it all felt very unreal to her, like she was completely disconnected from the scene. When you see you house being blown into a thousand million pieces you don't think of your family, or of anything really at all, your mind just goes blank. Her mind went blank and instincts kicked in, the car stopped and her body reacting on its own as she ducked below the windshield as her eyes registered a huge chunk of house being flung towards the car, there was quite a lot actually her mind thought afterwards. Her ears didn't seem to pick up on the deafening sound of a crack as the stone busted through the glass, nor did she feel the pain as the car toppled over several times from the sheer power of the blast and of the deadly debris hitting the car at terrifying speeds. Her mind was completely separate from her body at this moment in time, as if she had momentarily been pulled from her physical form. It was about several seconds before this feeling went and mind and body connected and at that time everything had finished. She was vaguely aware she was completely trapped inside her car the seats wrapped around her body that pressed tightly against her lungs, she couldn't even feel her legs her head was pounding and the hot wet trickle of blood could be felt running down the side of her face but her arms were trapped behind her head. All she thought before her mind decided that the pain was too unbearable, the shock too much, the overwhelming sense of desperation and loss and trauma was just too much that it wanted to shut itself down , that last thought a memory only moments ago. Her house, shattering into a thousand pieces gone within an instant, her parents along with it.

For what felt like week her mind started to wake up again. Her body responding to her need to wake up, her eyes very slowly opened adjusting to the light as it went. It must have been a bright day, the pristine white walls were very bright and carried faint colors of green from the trees outside been reflected from the glass off the window. The second sense that hit her was smell, she smelt flowers, cherry blossoms and pink roses and…. Next to her were wild daisies. The next sense she got was noise, the faint over voice from the projector outside, telling nurses and doctors which emergency to attend to, the chatter of medical talk outside on the ward and the deliciously deep, black-coffee-smooth voice that was calling her name. And then came the soft dulling ach of pain that washed over her like a harsh wake up call. And then worst of all, memories, that scene being played out in her head. The loss.

"Sasuke," she said and was shocked at how weak her voice sounded, it was cracked and broken and spluttered the words.

"Shhh, I'm here, don't talk," His face coming into her view. God he was beautiful it made her want to cry from relief of seeing him. Having him here was a huge comfort to her. She still had him. Tears ran down her face, what shocked her was that she could feel very little of their hot wetness of her face.

"Don't cry, I'm here, everything is going to okay Sakura, Jesus, I'm just glad you're okay. Don't ever scare me like that again… I thought… God I though I had lost you," His voice was rough and broken and a desperate sort of happiness and relief came from his voice.

"They're gone," Was all she could whisper out it hurt to move her mouth. His contorted into one of extreme sadness and worry.

"I know and I swear to you, I'm doing everything I can do to find the bastards who did this, shit you could have been in there Lil," His hands fiercely held onto hers his eyes bore into hers in an intense stare. Suddenly all she felt like doing was pulling him towards her and telling him everything was fine, that she was alive at least. Yes she thought, I'm alive at least and I still have him by my side.

"Okay," Is all she said again and fell straight back asleep.

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"Wow, he is sick," Ino concluded. Her arms folded against her chest looking completely disgusted. Sakura for her part was feeling rather stupid, she was never proud that she had stayed with him for so long, that she had been fooled for so long by him.

"It never crossed my mind, I didn't even know my family heritage and what threat that held over the Organization so in my mind this was some rebel attack against him, my family was targeted because of my families connection to him," She explained.

"How did you find out?" Hinata asked.

"Ah well I was just coming to that. Now my family had been murdered when I was 18, it took me four years to find out. After the incident I went to get combat and defense training I was so convinced that they were going to come after me, so I convinced Sasuke it was the best thing for me. I lived with him for four years, completely oblivious to the fact that he was my parent's killer, I watched him become Leader, and I watched him become this dangerous, calculating and cold person. To me though he was always so kind and affectionate…"

It was a miserable day outside and she was completely soaked from head to toe her long hair falling across her face darkening into a deep pink from the rain. She was breathing hard and fast her body bent over her clothes stained with mud.

"That's enough for today, well done," Her combat trainer told her throwing her a towel once inside she nodded and dried herself off. She was walking to her room when she noticed that Sasuke's office was open. Strange he never leaves his office open she thought and went over to check everything was okay and gasped at the sheer state of it when her head peeped through the door. It was a complete and utter mess! How could anyone work in here? No wonder Sasuke never wanted her in there he was secretly a messy person! Oh she was going to tease him so much about this later on. She thought over and over in her head whether it would be wise to mess with his work but her curiosity took over her completely as she slowly wondered into his office. She had always wondered what he actually got up to, though he told her the basics of what his plans were he never gave too much away especially top secret stuff , he was very tight lipped about that. Running her fingers over all the documents that lay open she peeked inside and found nothing but boring politics and war tactics. She crept over to the huge filing cabinet and opened the draws flicking through finding nothing of interest. She tried to furiously search for the key for the locked draw. She found some quiet shockingly lying under some paperwork. Her heart leapt as she opened it, adrenaline coursed through her she could feel the blood pump in her ears.

One name stood out to her Kohona… Everyone knew it was the surname of the last dynasty that ruled before they were overthrown by the revolution, that lead to the ultimate dictatorship of the Organization. She opened the document to find a very detailed family tree. She sat down studying it her eyes running over the names. Feeling the stopping of her heart as her eyes landed on the names of her mother and father with the words *terminated* next to their names. Her mind racing at the million miles an hour trying to connect the dots to piece the puzzle together. She looked through the file to find a report.

Top Secret. Report…. The date was four years ago…. The year her parents died. Her hands trembled and her mind willed her to stop reading but her eyes read on her breathing becoming labored her whole body shaking and trembling the bile rose in her throat and she quickly threw up over the floor on her hands and knees. There the sentence held it all.

'The Targets Mr and Mrs Haruno, also Known as Mr and Mrs Kohona were successfully killed yesterday afternoon at 5:00pm. Their daughter Miss Sakura Kohona was not among them.'

The order was issued and signed by Sasuke himself. She looked on in horror. Sasuke had wanted her parents dead because of the threat their heritage held. The report stated the Sakura knew nothing of her heritage and was Sasuke's lover and future wife, because of this she caused no threat and she could be used in their favor.

She was his puppet. He swore to her that he would find the person who killed them. He killed them. He issued the whole thing. He lied. He hurt her. He destroyed her home. He took away her family.

He. Would. Pay.

She was seething, scared, suicidal, manic and completely enraged. She threw papers, ripped up documents upturned desks and broke windows she kicked in doors as she screamed in pure rage she pulled out a gun from her desk and loaded a bullet. She screamed at the guards to get Sasuke. They looked scared stiff and scurried off. And she sat in his study deathly and dangerous. A woman with nothing to lose and everything to gain with inside knowledge of the Organizations top secret operations and that made her the most dangerous woman in the world.

He walked in looking wildly at the scene before him. Files, documents all upturned and ripped the shreds… and her sitting at the back of the chaos her eyes he had never seen them like that before, lit up like with fire that even the most dreaded of beasts couldn't muster. She was beyond furious, beyond anything.

"Sakura, would you like to explain what on earth is going on," He drawled out watching her carefully. She was in his study and he knew instantly what she knew.

"I found out some very interesting family history today," She said lightly crossing her legs as if she was having a very normal conversation with him.

"Hm? Really how fascinating," He remarked back, sounding equally mundane.

"Yes it was but really that wasn't the most interesting part you see, I finally found out who killed my parents, I must say I was rather surprised to say the least," She carried on sounding as if she was asking him what he wanted for dinner.

"Sakura…," Sasuke used his warning voice.

But Sakura didn't give him a chance she took out her gun and smiled at him.

"I trusted you, I loved you, I gave my everything to you, and all this time? Your sick, you're the devil himself I hope you burn in hell you disgust me," Her voice deadly calm only her eyes gave away the seething anger and hatred that had consumed her. And like that her finger pulled on the trigger and shot the bullet straight into his chest. His body recoiled from the shock fell against the wall with this she got up and ran past him. She had to get out quickly and started to run down the hall way she heard shouting as she opened the window and ran through the garden to the main entrance towards her car pulling out her keys. She could hear footsteps running behind her and male voices shouting.

In her car she sped away only to find her way blocked with another car, the way too small for her to swerve. She stomped on the breaks and opened her door running onto the moving car and held on before it stopped sliding back down and making a mad dash again. In a blind hope of faith she would be free but a shot was fired and she felt a sickening amount of electricity hit her as she fell to her knees. The feeling of hands on her their nails digging into her skin, voices shouting at her.

"NO NO NOOO! Get off me! DON'T TAKE ME BACK! KILL ME NOW ANYTHING DON'T TAKE ME BACK TO HIM!" She screamed so loud her throat felt raw. Tears streamed down her face and then he walked out.

"Oh dear, so much drama, escort her back in, and see if she has any weapons on her, I don't want another incident like that happening again,"

She screamed and kicked and bit anything that came near her. She had no idea where she was being taken to until she looked out the window… ah that lake, it was hers he had commissioned it to be made for her after a holiday they went on together, the villa they stayed at had a lake which she loved to look at every morning. She knew you could only get in Sasuke's room.

She noticed she was completely alone with just him in. She noticed an old bed lamp. He walked towards her and she grabbed the lamp about to knock it over his head but he caught it in his hands.

"Ah, ah now Sakura you can fool me once but not twice, now come here," He grabbed her roughly and pushed her against the wall she screamed and ear piercing scream her nails clawing at him desperately.

"GET OFF ME! GET OFF ME!"

"Now now Sakura, stop this now, I did what I had to do, but I couldn't let them take you away from me, do you understand? I love you too much I would never let anything happen to you," He sounded so desperate and his voice had softened just a little his eyes looking straight into hers. She thought it was ridiculous, he didn't want to hurt her and yet he had taken away her family.

She simply spat in his face and very carefully said the three words that ripped his heart out.

"I hate you," Her voice showed him all the venom and hate she held for him, her eyes locked onto his. Something in him snapped as he heard those words and saw those eyes. He realized that he no longer had her anymore, not her mind or her love. No more smiles, no more laughs, no more playful teasing. She was his most precious person and his only escape from the cold hearted world he was born into.

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"Well I may not have your love but I have your body, but I'm going to make you feel it," At this his body grinded against hers pressing his crotch against her core making her bite her lips determined not to let out a moan.

His fingers ripped off her clothes and pulled down her jeans, he threw her to the bed and turned her around. His huge girth pushed deep inside of her and moved in and out at the rapid pace, easily aided by her wetness.

"NO! NO! NO! HELP ME! GOD GET OUT STOP STOP STOP!"

Her screams and pleas filled the room but he kept on going.

"Mouth says no but body says yes," His nasty little voice said and she cried helplessly clutching the sheets and pressure built up inside of her hating herself, loathing herself that her body responded in this way. The hurt, the anger and the hatred oozing out of her along with the pleasure of it all.

"Oh God Sakura, you feel good,"

"I HATE YOU! NO! STOP IT! I HATE YOU" She screamed over and over until her release came along with his.

She sat on the bed weeping her body shaky. He walked towards her his hands gripped her face roughly and held it there holding her gaze.

"Now Sakura, you don't leave this room, I've got it completely locked and guarded, we move to the city tomorrow, you will never leave me again," He said harshly and threw her back down and walked out. The door slammed.

*finish

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Ino and Hinata sat there completely stunned in silence as Sakura finished her story. Her voice had a slight tremor in it and tears had fallen from her eyes without her noticing. Hinata and Ino went over to her and hugged her.

"My God, this is terrible, that bastard, geeze, Sakura we have got to make him pay, not just for his crimes but for what he did to you, he is completely messed up," Ino said smoothing Sakura's shoulders in small little circles.

"I agree, I'm so sorry Sakura," Hinata whispered doing the same as Ino.

"Yeah it's pretty gruesome, I … don't really think about it now though but he must be stopped at all costs,"

"How did you find us?" Hinata asked.

"Ha, it took a year of researching and covering my tracks, I planned so carefully everything I would do in order to escape, until finally the day had come, luckily I got away, and have never looked back," She gave a small smile.

"We have to tell Naruto about this though once he is back,"

"Of course Ino I will tell him the whole story don't you worry,"

He was getting changed into his battle gear, which included his bullet proof vest that had served him so well; he looked at the small bullet in it…. From where she had shot, she had meant to kill him. Her screams filled him head again; they plagued his dreams every night.

He needed her now. And it wouldn't be long before he would get his wish.

Author note:

Okay really, really hated writing this chapter, it was horrid. Struggled with it a lot and took me ages to edit it, if it's not good and hard to read I'm so sorry, but yeah made me feel sick.

I hope you guys enjoyed it. Review, constructive critism is always welcome.

xx Fairlylights