For Carol; my nagging person (;
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Disclaimer: I own nothing... Although I wish I did... I don't know how to spell that guys name from 10 ways to... blahh. And the nursery characters and cartoons aren't mine... grrr! Like i said. I don't own anything but my weird mind (; coz if I did... We'd all notice a change in WaT episodes... Catch my drift?
Enough with the ramblings...
Martin sat down with a sigh. He would really rather be somewhere else than looking through the diaries of Samantha Spade. To be honest, he didn't really think he should be doing such thing. For one, it was Sam's privacy and two... He really didn't want to read anything that was going on in her complex mind. He'd had enough trying to figure it out and he was afraid the diaries would confuse him even more. He didn't need that; nobody did. But he didn't have a choice, it was his job and no matter how everything in him was saying that it was wrong looking through Sam's diary, he couldn't do anything about it.
He started with the second page. He figured that Danny had already started with the first one and came up with nothing. He insisted it was nothing then, after all, it seemed that Danny would know about Sam that he did. They've been friends for far longer and even though they were never close like Martin and Sam had once been, he figured that what little Sam told him was nothing compared to what Danny knew about her.
I'm all smiles today. Don't ask why! Well, you probably already know because I wrote it down not too long ago.
I LOVE MARTIN ANDRE FITZGERALD!!!
(so fxcken much!)
I didn't tell him though. I think he knows. Or maybe not? He surely knows. I mean, he should the way we get crazy and passionate and tender and all these things at night sigh. I don't know how I'll live without him. I don't even plan too. I love him to much and I think he loves me... Or he cares about me too much too! He wouldn't hurt me like Grumpy nor would he use me like Mickey Mouse. Like Goldilocks said... He's not too this, he's not too that. He's just right. PERFECT. And he's mine! MINE!!!
Possessive much? Oh well. He seems to like the hickies I leave on his neck and all around his body...
I know I should tell him soon... But I don't think I can. I know he won't hurt me and it's just the stupid neurotic brain/self/heart that's saying he'll hurt me in the end like all the other... I think it's because he likes to run from me instead of facing me? I don't know.. Enough with the serious! I'm done with serious! I'm not at work so... But swear I'll work on it. Those little... (or big) problems of moe... I guess I'll have to...For Marty...
Martin stared at it in disbelief. Sam was in love with him?! Head over heals in love... Boy was he glad that Danny only read the first entry. He hoped that there wasn't hints of their sexual details in there like this one. He never imagined Sam to write these things here. But of course she would! She was a girl and as closed of she was... She needed to let things out still like a normal person. She let's it out here as it looked like.
Seeing as there were more writing; Martin continued reading. He really was learning so many new things about Sam and in only one entry. Imagine if he read the whole thing!
The case today was easy. There was no case at all and the only time I wasn't bored was when Danny had pointed out that the empty interrogation room should be put to good use. Seems like nobody at all had a case today! Except for those high-maintenance WCC guys (Marty use to be one but he's not anymore) who don't even use our interrogation rooms so that was okay. Me and my hot hot hot (hotter than Brad Pitt and Matthew Maconehay... Okay, so I don't know about the second one...) boyfriend put in good use... You know what I'm saying? Too much details probably. But like I said, if I ever have amnesia... I want to remember that! Should probably start writing dates on here to know when it happened. Oh well! I'll do it next time...
Oh, yesterday. Martin shared with me the most beautiful place in New York and it was breathtaking! It wasn't a tourist spot where there were loud teenagers running around having fun (although that would be refreshing to see after a hard case) this was too! It was just woods. None of those city noises and... I would gladly live there if I had a choice. Maybe in retirement? With Marty of course...
My baby's calling me. I'll write more later.
Yours,
Mrs. Fitzgerald
(I like how it sounds!)
(You should too!)
(I love Martin!!!)
Taking a few moments to think about what she wrote there, a smile came on his face. He would want to remember that day too! The one where they did it in the interrogation room 3. It was such a new thing for him and it wasn't the end... It was a refreshing thing to remember the good parts of their relationship... It was almost the end of it too as he remembered this incident being no more than two months from that day.
He looked over at Danny who had a smile on his face nodding. As much as he was curious at what Danny was reading, he focused on the one in front of him. It seemed to be the latest one she has been writing in and hopefully before the end of her entries, they would get a clue as to where she is... There were no signs of struggle in her apartment which he didn't know how to take. At least if there were they wouldn't be clue less as to what the hell they're up against... As ironic as it sounded, he would gladly trade Sam being taken rather than not knowing where the hell she was and why the hell she was nowhere around...
Flipping the notebook, he saw there were quite a few more entries he had to go through, he really needed to start reading before it was too late...
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