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As their screams stop it only increases my panic. I have no noise to follow to their location anymore and so I'm running on instincts.

Why would their screams just suddenly stop like that? What could of happened to them? Dammit why wasn't I faster. I should of been with them by now. And now I have no sound to follow.

Mom, Prim!

I call out to them as they had to me. But there is still no response from them. Only silence and the sounds of rustling leaves and as trample them. I'm running frantically. I have no idea whether I'm still running in circles. It's messing with my mind.

The tears are rushing down my cheek, and my legs feel weak as though they might collapse. I've been running with my all my physical and emotional energy, and it feels like I've got no where. Everything looks the same.

Suddenly the trees look a little different. I dont think i've been in this bit before.

I'm not running in circles anymore I realise.

Mom! Prim! I shout again. Still no response. I shout once more, and silence follows as expected.

As I reach a clearing, I spot them in the distance. They're laying down on the ground. Their bodies look lifeless, and I can feel in my heart that they are gone from me forever.

Oh god, I was too late.

I then see the vibrant, red splatters of blood leaving their bodies and escaping onto the bright green grass. Surrounding them are two mutts, with a trident each in their stomach. They're dead too. Someone intercepted this and killed the mutts, but they were too late as well. At least they did better than me.

I can't believe I'm too late, too late to save them. I could've saved them but I didn't. It's tearing me apart. My heart is ripping up, i can feel it physically hurting me.

I've lost everything, everyone. I have nothing to live for anymore. I scream at the top of my lungs; there is no rational thing I can do at this point.

But I'm interrupted once again by someone shaking me, the salty smell hits me once more. Finnick.

"-Katniss! Katniss! Peeta and Johanna want to see you" he says, as my eyes flutter open he stops shaking me so violently. My vision is initially blurred but soon I see the faint outlines of two familiar faces in the doorway of my hospital room; Peeta and Johanna.

I smile faintly at their presence and they use it as an excuse to come running over an hugging me, Finnick pulls them back slightly. He's very protective over me. He should just let me go, they all should. I'm no good to anyone and especially not myself. I want to leave this world.

"Katniss you have no idea how happy I am that your ok-" Peeta starts, but I interrupt him.

"-and you have no idea how unhappy I am that I'm ok. I want to die. Let me die." I screech.

"I thought we were finally getting somewhere, Katniss. We had a rational conversation yesterday, and now its back to screeching and wanting to be dead?" Finnick sneers.

"I'm not Annie, Finnick." I say through my teeth. He looks deeply angered by my comment. I don't care. Just because Annie saw someone get killed and went a bit crazy, doesn't mean it's the same situation. She couldn't of saved them, they weren't the bait for her. Finnick can't help me, no one can.

"Don't you think I know that? Who do you think I'd rather be with right now? Annie or little miss everything's about me? You think you know everything Katniss but you don't."

"My mother and my sister that meant the world to me were killed because I couldn't get to them in time, it was my fault. They were my bait and I couldn't help them. Sorry if I feel a little bit down, and sorry the attentions not all on you for once Finnick."

"I don't want the attention! I just want you to think. You are strong Katniss, I know you are. Your the girl on fire and well, life goes on."

"They were my life. There's no reason to go on without them." I say, as I notice Peeta and Johanna slowly edging towards the door to leave. I didn't mean to scare them away.

"Well then find something worth living for. You still have Gale, Peeta, Johanna, Haymitch and even me..."

I appreciate that Finnick is trying, and maybe he feels like this is his personal duty because of how he helped Annie or some other reason, I don't know. All I know is that Prim and my mother were my world, and now that there gone my world is falling apart and destroying itself from the inside; through my mind.

"I just don't think I can. It's just-" I begin, but Finnick interrupts me.

"-easier to shut down? I know it is Katniss. It's easier to shut down and retreat into yourself than it is to fight for your life back. To fight for your sanity. But I'm going to help you. I'm going to show you what you have to live for, and prove to you that the world always keeps on spinning."

"How are you going to show me?"

"Well first stop is district 12. C'mon, Peeta, Johanna and I are taking you to see Gale. Lets get you out of the mental hospital shit hole. It's not doing you any good." He flashes me a classic Finnick Odair smile, and its mildly reassuring.

I smile back. And it must be the first time I've smiled since, well since then.

I can do this.

I'm Katniss Everdeen.

I've lost my mother and my sister, But I will not lose my mind.

I am strong, and I will not be defeated.

Life goes on.