Here's the first proper chapter, It took me quite a long time to write, but I hope it was worth it (review pleasee) :)

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I woke up suddenly from a world of dreams. He was coming back to me, today, today I would see him again. I quickly got changed, making a real effort with my appearance for the first time in months. The soft grey jumper, over a blue and white striped shirt with a denim miniskirt and tights enhanced the slender shape of my body. I let my bronze curls hang free over my shoulders, reaching just below my waist now. I twisted several strands around my fingers to separate the ringlets. I remembered Jacob liked me better with very little makeup, so I only curled my eyelashes, and applied a hint of chocolate brown mascara. After a final check in the mirror I was happy with what I saw, so headed downstairs for some breakfast.

Esme, Bella and Edward were all at the table when I got downstairs. They looked up to see me and smiled. "You look so beautiful Renesmee" Bella smiled. Although not a fan of shopping herself, she loved to see me looking nice, and enjoyed seeing the gorgeous things Alice liked to dress me in. Edward and Esme simply smiled at me, looks of happiness, and relief that I would soon be happy again on their faces. A few moments passed in silence. My thoughts of course wandered back to Jacob, until Esme spoke, offering me breakfast. The honey coated toast did look very appetizing, so I took my seat next to Bella and began to eat. I heard voices, and looked up to see Alice and Jasper entering the room, closely followed by Carlisle, Rosalie and Emmet. Everyone seemed in a much better mood, anticipating Jacobs return.

I didn't want to spend any time doing anything other than waiting for Jacob, but although I had had my fill of human food for the morning, I was thirsty. I hadn't hunted in days. Alice offered to come with me, while the others stayed behind waiting. I tried to push the thought out of my mind of him coming back and me being out hunting, knowing that he wouldn't be back before noon, and we would be back long before then.

We stayed very near the house, occasionally talking. After I'd finished off a few dear, we sat down on a rock to enjoy a rare moment of sunlight. "It's going to be so good to have you back Nessa" Alice spoke."I've really missed you." Her comment took me by surprise, I hadn't really realised how distant I'd become from my family over the last few months. I didn't know what to say. "Thanks Alice" I finally spoke, "I've missed you too, I'm sorry I've been so distant, but all that will change when Jacob is back". "Good" she said brightly, "I haven't been able to drag you out shopping in ages!" I groaned. It's not that I didn't enjoy shopping; it's just that shopping with Alice wasn't just shopping; it was shopping on a huge scale. We came back from every trip with enough clothes to run a small clothes store for a year. But I did want to spend some time with Alice. "Okay, we'll go shopping sometime soon, okay?" Her face broke into a wide smile "Thank you Nessa! You just wait to see the gorgeous summer pieces we're going to buy!" I surrendered with a sigh. "Race you back!" I shouted, already 10 meters ahead of her, "You know I'll beat you Nessa!" she shouted back, and with that we flew back through the forest.

When we got back, the whole family was in the living room. Jasper and Rosalie were playing chess, Carlisle, Esme, Bella and Emmet were playing Monopoly, and Edward was sitting alone in the corner of the room, reading, as everyone refused to play with him as he used his mind reading talents to cheat. Alice laughed, "left on your own again Edward?" he looked up at her with false annoyance on his face. "Come on then, I'll play you" Alice spoke again, "I bet I'll win". "We'll see about that" Edward said, a cocky smirk playing on his lips. They settled down to play Checkers, and I went to sit in the window seat to wait.

After a few hours, I grew restless. Maybe he wasn't coming. Maybe he no longer loved me the way he said he did. The horror of this thought washed through me, as I realised how very plausible this sounded. Why did I let myself imagine for a second that he could possibly love me as much as I loved him. I knew why. I always trusted Jacob on everything he said, no matter how ridiculous it sounded to me. I had been such a fool to believe all the things he'd told me. Of course I knew about imprinting, but maybe somehow the spell that held him to me had broken, caused by him being away from me for so long. Surely if he felt the same way about me as I did about him, he would not been able to bear it, run home, run back to me. The only thing that had stopped me from running away to find him was the complete unknown of his whereabouts. It was 7.00 pm now, and I was getting tired. Several times, my family members had come into the room to offer me snacks, or a drink, or a book to read, their faces creased with worry, probably realising themselves too that Jacob could have never loved me. My eyes slowly drifted closed, as I lay curled up, tears running down my face, making wet marks on the silk cushion I held tight in my arms.

I awoke to the sound of Edwards voice, calling me. "Renesmee, Renesmee, Wake up, come into the kitchen a moment". My eyes half closed with tiredness, my feet unsteady from being curled up on the uncomfortable window seat for so long, my face stiff from my salty tears, I got up and I wandered into the kitchen. As I passed the clock in the hall, I read the time. 11.50 pm. My whole family was gathered around the kitchen window smiling at something. And seeing them all so happy like that, I knew he was back. My Jacob was home. I sprinted out of the front door as fast as I could. That's when I saw him. Russet skin glistening in the moonlight, standing across the river, barely 30 metres away from me. Looking at me.

JPOV

There she was, My Renesmee, the girl that had only existed in my dreams for the last eight months. Her Bronze ringlets, hanging right down to her waist now, blowing lightly in the wind, her skin taking on the subtle sparkle it had, pale, but glowing. Her flawless face, her lips pink and full, the slight roses of her cheeks. I saved her eyes for last. Finally our gaze met, and I fell into the beauty of her deep, chocolate brown eyes, glistening with excitement, framed by a dark fringe of long eyelashes. She started running towards me, so graceful, she could have been dancing. I started running to meet her. The cold water of the river didn't affect me in the slightest. All I wanted was Renesmee, to take her into my arms, to feel her close to me, in the way I hadn't in so long. She flew into my arms with all the force of car running at 100 miles per hour, yet I felt none of it. I wrapped my arms around her slender body, breathed in her roses and honey smell, and took her face into my hands. I leant down to touch my lips to hers. This was the girl I had been waiting to love for 9 years. The perfect girl, the only one I could ever love. Our lips finally broke apart, and we pulled back to look at each other. "You can't imagine how much I've missed you" I whispered to her. After a few seconds she replied, "I can only imagine I've missed you more".

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