Okay, this is a wee bit longer than the others. And this is my third chap today. I am on a rooollll. xD Read and review! :D
Cured
Dear Diary,
I tried to ignore all the pain today. I went to the library. Books were always my escape. They distract me from my problems, my emotions. They're even great enough to distract me from Ron. I wasn't as upset as I was yesterday. Ignoring the feeling is a good method for me now. I realized that I only feel pain when I see him. Oh, did I mention that I saw Malfoy today? He was in the library. I don't think I can feel anything other than hurt anymore so I didn't mind him. He called me "mudblood" but I didn't get mad. I don't care anymore. He noticed my reaction and I was surprised he didn't make a scene in the library. Knowing him, I thought he would. There was also another thing different with Malfoy today. After he saw no reaction from me after calling me "mudblood" he actually asked what was wrong. Well, in the best possible way Malfoy could say it anyway. His exact words were "What the bloody hell is wrong with you, Granger? No 'ferret', no 'go away', no 'rescue me, Potter'?" Of course he said it in a half-mocking voice. I just gave him a fake laugh after that. He told me I was acting odd. Again, I didn't care. I don't care about enemies anymore. Ron drained all the emotions in me. You know, Diary, I only saw him once today. I didn't look at him though. I didn't want him to see the pain in my eyes. I wonder when he'll finally realize I love him.
-Hermione-