hey ppl!
wat?
srry it took me sooo darn long... i never had eeny time to get over here so i could get on the internet so i could post! but i promise i have the next couple chappies type i jus need to post them && i'll try to get over here nxt weeked to post chappie 4! i would say 'i promise' but then i wud be lying becuz i suck at keeping promises! i will try my best to get over here nxt weekend and have the nxt chappie posted.
well, here we go...
SHOUTOUTS:
Mystik Genie: i promise that the Raoul's Story will be in chappie 5... srry! but it will be up soon. hope you like this chappie... ur gonna laugh ur butt off! R/R
mrsgerrybutler13: wow! ashley feels srry for raoul?! WOW! no i'm jus joking! eenyways... i hope you like it and i will update soon. ur gonna laugh ur butt off! luv ya R/R
outstanding outsiders: i now raoul needed to tell her... but he's going to and u'll finally figure out wat's wrong with him!i kant wait till u update! i'll have to review u in skewl again! tehe! hope u enjoy and laugh ur butt off! R/R
Chapter Three
She's Back
Dear Miss Pages,
3 DAYS! I don't know how much longer I can take it. Meg has been "missing" for 3 DAYS! I'm almost positive I know where she went . . . but I thought she'd be back by now. I apologized the best I could. I mean, what else did she expect me to do. I knew she'd run, but I thought she'd be back.
How can Erik and Christine be so excepting of Meg when they know I'm here waiting for her to come back. And I know what you're thinking: Why don't you just go get her? Try apologizing again?But by doing that I prove I'm weaker. And I know that sounds conceded, but what else should I do. I apologized 5 or 6 times, at least, and I tried to explain myself as best as I could. I thought she understood. That's why I'm not giving into her.
And I know what you're thinking: Go and get her and try again! Keep apologizing until she understands. Explain it to her again and again, until she realizes; understands what she means to you! But what if she doesn't end up ever understanding. What else is there for me to do. If she doesn't get it, and I'm left alone. I mean, I know I probably deserve it, but, I love her... and you know I can't . . . I can't live without her.
Miss Pages, I can't handle this stress. It's giving me a thought-shattering migraine. Ouch! I can't think right now. I'm going to take a nap and think this through. I'll be back when I wake.
Your loving owner,
Raoulཅ
--lapse of time--
Dear Miss Pages,
Sorry I took so long, I didn't mean to sleep as long as I did. But I'm glad I did. While I was asleep my migraine went away and I had time to "think" over your's and my sides. But the down side to sleeping, I must say, is dreaming. Sleeping with lots of stuff on your mind is a very, very bad idea. Because in doing so you have dreams, and even more commonly . . . NIGHTMARES!!!!
Miss Pages, it was horrible. As you probably are guessing it had to do with Meg . . . but it didn't. It almost makes me cry just thinking about it.
It was about me and Christine!
And it upset me because . . . your not gonna believe this . . . but the dream upset me because I ended up with Christine. And I know that sounds different for me since I always love the dreams where I end up with Christine, but I think that my heart has finally caught up with my head. I always knew that Christine and I were over, but I always kept hoping I was wrong. When I asked Meg to marry me, I knew I loved her, loved her almost as much as Christine, but I still hoped Christine might come back. But after spending so much time with my Meg, my heart finally feels the way its supposed to.
Anyways . . . so here's the main gist of the dream:
Meg had just found out about my . . . my "problem" . . . she left me, I had no one to run to except Christine. She was so nice and caring and we became close. I shared everything with her and visa versa. But one day her topic to talk to me about was her and Erik's relationship. I really didn't want to get in the middle of it but I was supposed to be there for her no matter what, so I had no choice. It seemed that the two weren't really getting along, I couldn't believe it. And Erik was being overprotective when it came to the pregnancy, which was cute and sweet the first hundred times but was now just annoying. Well I told her to relax, they could work though the rough spots, and to take the overprotectiveness as a sign of how much he cared about her. But Christine told me that she wanted to have a "good time" without Erik for once; she wanted me. I reminded her of my "problem." she said she didn't care, there is more than one way to pleasure a woman, I agreed. She came over every other day or every couple of days and she taught me her ways, and they worked. She was extremely pleased . . . as was I (for the first few weeks). After the first couple of weeks though, all the love Christine was giving me made me think of Meg. I became extremely upset and I broke it off with Christine. She got extremely pissed off and demanded an explanation. I told her 1) because I was in love with Meg, not her and 2) because she was married and going to have a child with Erik. This pissed her off and she ran to Erik, and told him I forced her into it and that it was all my idea . . . she was innocent. Of course he believed her and he basically cut me off from everyone I knew and cared for. I was not allowed into the Opera Populaire but that didn't stop Christine from coming to see me. She felt horrible about what she did and wanted to continue with our "affair." For some reason, I agreed.
I don't really know what happened after that, because I woke up . . . in tears. Miss Pages I can't do this. If Meg decides to leave . . . BAH! I can't even think about it.
THAT'S IT! I CAN'T STAND IT ANY LONGER!
I am going after Meg, and I will get down on my hands and knees and beg. But I am not leaving until she is in my arms and happy again. Sorry, I'm in a hurry. I'll write back later.
Your loving owner,
Raoulཅ