Summary: Zack is in love with Cody but won't tell him because what happen in the past. But what if the past comes back to haunt him. Later Twincest, Rape, Cutting.

Disclaimer: DON'T NOT OWN SUITE LIFE OF ZACK AND CODY

Chapter 3: Zack thoughts becomes a reality

Zack's POV

So we are now in her office and I am nervous because I don't want anything to happen to him.

"Okay, well we check Cody and there are some real bad things about him."

"Well what are you talking about? Cody is one of the cleanest boys I have ever seen." Stated my mother in shock.

"Okay, right now, Cody is in a coma. I'm guessing probably getting hit in the head by something really hard. There is a mark from something indicating that he was hit pretty badly"

"When do you think he will wake up??" I had to ask that. There is no way I want to loose my baby brother.

"I don't know; it's whenever he wants to get up. Also according to the test, he has been raped. We don't know who did but there was DNA left behind and we sent it down to the police to find out who did it."

No! It can't be, my baby brother, has been raped again. I couldn't do anything about it. THIS IS ALL MY FAULT.

"Are you kidding me, this happens to him and I just found out that this same thing happened to him along time ago." My mom stated out loud.

"I'm sorry along time ago. You mean he has been a raped victim before?" asked the doctor who wasn't really expecting that.

"Yes. My dad raped him when we were little. He tried it with me but I knocked him out. He was drunk and he has no idea that he has done this to him either." I stated because I know the whole story.

"Well then that could probably explain the cuts scars on his wrist."

"WAIT! What?" both me and my mom exclaimed as this was a real shock to us. The goody to-shoo, the perfect teenager, my baby brother was a cutter.

"Yes he has multiple marks on his wrist indicating that he had to have cut himself, and I'm guessing from a past event or maybe just stress." The doctor explained to us.

"That's impossible. One of us would have had to seen him or know he was because I share a room with him and we live in a small suite." I stated not wanting to believe this.

"That doesn't mean he did it at home. He could have gone some where else to do this." Stated the doctor.

No my baby brother was hurting himself because of what happen along time ago

"According to the scars that he hasn't done it for a while. There were no recent marks besides the bruises around his wrist."

"Okay, well then doctor can we go see him?" asked my Mom hoping that they could.

"Yes you may, he is down the hall, last door on the left. If you like I can also register you and your son in and you can stay the night here."

"Oh, thank you doctor, that would be wonderful." Exclaimed my Mom while shaking her hand.

I shook her hand and left because I couldn't wait any longer. I need to see him. My Mom went to the front desk to register us so we can stay the night there. I went straight to the room to see him, and I couldn't believe what I saw. My brother, hooked to a whole bunch of machines. There were bruises and cuts on his face. I went to his bedside and saw his wrist; the doctor was right. There were marks on wrist from cutting… I can't believe this. My Mom walked into the room and she stopped and stared at him. She couldn't help but cry; she came to the same side I was on and just kept crying. I couldn't help my self either. I started to cry with her.

"Mom… this is… a-all my ff-fault", I stated in between sobs.

"No it's not honey. You could never have predicted that this would ever happen."

"But Mom…. I promised I would never let anyone hurt him and look what happened. He got raped… I don't know where… I don't know by whom… but all I know is that if I was at school when he was, this would have never happened."

"Listen to me Zack. This is not your fault. I was happy to hear that you didn't have to stay at school because your there a lot due to all the detentions you get. But this happened because someone was mean and not a good person and probably likes to see people in pain. Just to say this might have still happened if you with him."

"Well yeah… but what about the cutting… why wouldn't he tell me that he was still upset about what happened when we were younger? I would have been there to help him through anything. And if he was stressed, I still would have helped him…"

"Maybe he's trying to prove that he didn't need your help and wanted to handle it on his own… he just got lost and did it in a way that could make him feel better but hurt him in the process. "

"You're right but still… I don't him to think that there's nothing he could tell me."

"I know Zack… but you know Cody, he's smart and he will figure out the right way to handle it."

"Thanks Mom." I said and gave her a hug.

"You're welcome Zack, now it's late Zack. Let's go ask for some blankets and pillows and we'll go to sleep"

"Ok, let's hope he gets out soon."

"Yes… let's hope."