M'kay here we go! I updated this semi quickly, so I hope you like it! This is Carlos' back story, which Logan knows nothing of.

Thanks to everyone who reviewed last chapter!

Disclaimer: I own not a thing. :(

Carlos was hurting, him and his ex boyfriend's break up had gone down like this:

Flashback...

"James you can't! What about me, us! "Carlos cried.

"I have to, Carlos! Donovan got me, him, Jessie, Bryan, and Konas this opportunity! " James said.

"Fuck them! They moved from Winconsin one year ago James! I've known you since day care, I've been your boyfriend since sixth grade, and you expect me to take this! " Carlos retorted angrily.

"Don't talk about them like that! You don't know them like I do! I'll hit you if you say it again, " James threatened. "And you're not gonna stop my dream! I'll hit you if necessary, " He raised a fist.

Carlos didn't cower. "James, I'm so pissed and sad that I'm sure that if you hit me, I'll beat the hell out of you! " James lowered his hand. "I swear, I don't know you anymore. " James looked ashamed.

"I'm sorry! " James shouted.

"Don't feed me that bullshit James, " Carlos said disgustedly. He turned and said, "I'll be there tomorrow if you change your mind, which I doubt. " He left the room.

Sure enough, the next day Carlos showed up, and James said he had to take the chance.

"I'm sorry, Carlos, I really am, " James said once more.

"James, in one night, you threatened to hit me and now you're leaving to go to L.A. with your friends of one year, I'm sorry, wait, no I'm not, we're done! " Carlos said with feeling.

"Carlos please, " James pleaded.

"Bye James, " Carlos said leaving the scene. He watched from a distance as James, Donovan, Konas, Bryan, and Jessie entered the limo and sped off toward the airport. Carlos let one tear slide down his cheek.

That was Florida, and shortly after, him and his family moved up north to Minnesota due to the painful memories of Carlos. Carlos gazed at his new school. It looked big, but it he felt it had two words inscribed on it in Carlos' mind, 'New beginning'. He opened the car door of his parents' car, which he didn't want to ride in with his parents because he had his own car, and got out.

"Carlos, you're late already! " Carlos' mom exclaimed.

"Sorry! " And with that, he ran inside, going to the office and getting his schedule before racing to his first class, Spanish. Carlos accidently ran into the door and cursed silently before opening the door. He immediatelty felt the stares of the girls and of a curious looking boy. He was slightly pale, and had bangs that were just above his eyes, which were chocolaty brown. The teacher was vibrant and excited sounding and welcomed Carlos warmly. She told him to sit anywhere and he made a bee line towards the unnamed boy's desk. He sat down and the boy looked suprised. After exchanging some notes he learned the boy's name, which was Logan. He unashamedly went after the boy because unlike James, Logan showed signs of being affectionate and loyal. He smiled thinking about it. He couldn't erase his past, no one could, but Logan could take away the pain, but it would take time.

And he was willing to wait it out.

And there you have it folks! I get Donovan, Konas, Bryan, and Jessie from Go Big Time, which was Big Time Rush before Kendall Schmidt was cast. I've watched it before, talk about awkard! Everybody except Kendall was cast during the pilot. It's on Youtube if you haven't seen it!

Sorry, I usually proofread, but its 3:48 a.m. and I need sleep, like nao, lol.

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