A couple weeks have passed since Oliver and Tommy were kidnapped.

A couple weeks have passed since Laurel saw Oliver's scars.

A week since the Queen twins found out that Sara and Tommy were dating.

And now Jaelyn was stuck at a party with her sister and brother. The party was at home, but everyone convinced her that she should come out to the party.

And now she was standing in a short purple dress with a drink in her hand. She hasn't touched it. Everyone tried to make her have fun, and enjoy the party, but she couldn't.

"Since when do you not enjoy parties?"

It was Thea.

"I don't know. It feels to crowded. I was alone for so many years, that I'm not used to big crowds."

Thea nodded.

"Well that's ok I guess. But can I ask you of a favor?"

Jaelyn nodded. It was suspicious, but ok.

"I want to have one drink. Only one. Promise not to tell mom."

Jaelyn put her drink on the table. Her sister has already been drinking, she could smell it. But she couldn't say no, because her sister was just being like she was in her teenage years. She couldn't blame her.

"Fine Speedy. But if you get drunk, the I'll make sure you're grounded."

Thea hugged her and ran away.

After the party Laurel, Sara, Tommy and the Queen twins went to Laurel's apartment to eat ice cream. They were quietly sitting and talking.

Suddenly Oliver and Jaelyn heard a noise from the fire escape.

Oliver stood up, while Jaelyn took the kitchen knife.

A moment later people crashed through the door. They were all trying to run and escape the bullets. Suddenly Oliver noticed Chien Na Wei.

Jaelyn recognized her from what Oliver told her about Hong Kong.

The white haired woman ran at Oliver.

Jaelyn saw a bullet going at Tommy when he was turned to the other side, and jumped in front of him. The bullet hit her. Luckily no one saw that.

They were fighting for a few seconds before, Diggle showed up. He was Moira's bodyguard.

He shot two of the guys. Chien Na Wei pushed Oliver away and attacked John. She was about to stab him, when Jaelyn threw a knife at her while covering the bullet hole with her hand. The knife flew perfectly.

The assassin was stabbed in the hand with the knife. She looked surprised and ran away.

Laurel ran to Ollie.

John asked.

"Are you all ok?"

Oliver answered. "Yes"

Everyone nodded.

Tommy looked around and noticed that Jaelyn was gone.

"Wait, where's Jaelyn?"

Everyone looked to the place where Jaelyn was standing.

"Jaelyn!?"

Oliver called out her name. He was starting to panic.

Then he noticed the blood stain on the floor.

Sara closed her mouth with her arms.

They walked to the next room. And there she was.

"Hey. What happened?"

She was sitting on the ground.

Then they noticed it.

There was blood on her stomach that was going through the shirt.

She was sitting there in the corner, and crying.

"I failed him, Ollie."

There was a tear running down her cheek.

"You mean Slade? Hey, you didn't. He wanted you to live on."

She closed her eyes.

"I don't deserve to live on."

"What do you mean?"

Everyone was quiet. The Lance sisters and Tommy were shocked by the sight but decided that since Jaelyn wasn't in panic mode, then she would be ok.

"I should have told you Ollie, the moment I found out… I should have…."

He sat down beside her.

"It's gonna be ok. Just stand up slowly. We'll get you to the hospital."

She shook her head.

"I can stitch it up myself. I don't need extra questions. And other stuff…."

He helped her stand up. She seemed even more broken then when she lost Slade.

"Slade wanted you to be happy. He wanted you to move on. Live your life. If you die now, what will he think?"

"It doesn't matter. At least not anymore."

And with that she walked away.

She wanted to run away, but the moment she left the house, there was an ambulance waiting for her. And of course Moira, Walter and Thea. Lance was there. And she noticed Malcolm arrive.

She had no choice but to go to the hospital. During the ride everyone told her to stay calm, and that everything will be fine. But she knew that nothing will ever be fine.

Physically, she will be fine. But emotionally, not at all.

What were the chances of the baby's survival? She guessed there were none.

Oliver came to the hospital. Tommy was forced to leave with his dad, and Lance asked his daughters to stay for questioning.

Jaelyn didn't allow a surgery, and told the doctors to simply take the bullet out, or she will do it herself. Moira had to even turn away. She couldn't watch her daughter have a bullet removed while she was conscious. Jaelyn didn't scream or even hiss in pain. Her face remained blank the whole time. Later she didn't even allow the doctors to stitch it up. The doctors insisted and so did her family but she turned away and did the stitch herself.

Moira though she was going to have a heart attack. What in the world was her daughter thinking? What was she doing?

Oliver kept staring at his sister. Not understanding why she did something so reckless. She could easily blow their cover if they kept on going like this.

She didn't care anymore. She had her brother, sister and mother, yes. But she lost Slade and now the baby. What kind of person does that. Why did she jump in front of the bullet? To save Tommy, but by doing so, she lost the last thing she had as a memory of Slade.

That moment she knew she just wanted to stop living. That was it. The last of hope, the last of something to care for. She should just leave. Or go back to the league.

That's exactly what she would do. Go back to the league. There was no more light inside of her. Only a broken woman, that lost almost everything in her life. In the league she would be Taer al Safer.

Oliver tried confronting her. Asking what was happening. He thought he deserved to know after what they went through.

But instead, he found a note in her room, saying that she will be with the league, right where she belongs.