I can tell you that this isn't the last chapter and I really want this story to have an end and that even if takes me some time to update. I know i make mistakes but to be able to see this story that litterally hunted me for a year unfold, is really fun and I'm really happy that peaple are reading it! Thank you !

''Rigning sound''

Lazlo was slowly waking up, realising he was sleeping on the floor, remembering he was in Edwards appartment.

He took his phone, which was still rigning and after clearing his troat answered it

-..hi...? he said in a tired, just waking up voice

- There you answer! I tried to reach you yesterday but you didn't even give any signs of life!

-sorry?

- Where were you ?

Lazlo turned his head around to find Edward sleeping, on his couch. His skin was kind of pale, maybe a little bit blue under his eyes, tired, well he still looked really attractive to Lazlo. The night before thay stoped just before it goes to far and Edward fell asleep. Not having anywhere to go Lazlo just decided he would stay there for the night like Edward had suggested earlier in the evening. He'd been staring for a moment now 'Am I being creepy ...?' Then Raj repeted his question

-Where were you?

-Oh ...eh ...

-Well never mind. Can you come over? I think we should talk. I'm not sure of every thing i heard yesterday.

Still talking to Raj, Lazlo was preparing to leave, felt a little bad to just leave like that, but couldn't bring himself to wake Edward up. He had his coat on and was almost ready, the conversation was over when Edward sat down, rubbing his eyes, noticing Lazlo leaving and just waved his hand for a brief good bye, without saying anything, half awake.

Lazlo left the door to go see and kiss him on the forehead

- I'll be back

And left.

Edward stared at the door for a moment 'What just happened'

His face tured bright red as he was remembering what he had said, done, the day before.

He had mixed fellings about this, happiness was being erased by guilt, doubt as he was thinking he was maybe breaking a couple.

Looking at the hour he decided he wouldn't work that day since it was already kind of late.

The day before, Lazlo was lost in his thoughts when Patsy got home.

-What are you doing?

Technically, he wasn't doing anything at the moment, just thinking, about a call few days before, a kiss some weeks before...

-I was kind of lost in my thoughts

Lazlo was acting really weird for a while now, Patsy decided that she would find what was on his mind this time, it couldn't keep on like that.

-Whats the matter?

-?

-Well, you're acting strange recently, what's on your mind?

after a moment of hesitation et answered

-I'm not really sure?

-You don't know?

He did look like he didn't knew actually? Patsy was trying to think of a way to make him react, she wanted attention to be exact .

-What were you thinking about just now?

This time he stayed silent. Patsy was more and more worried and concerned, he was, as she suspected, keeping something from her. That never happened before. What could it be he dosen't what her to know?

'I have to find a way to make him talk, to have a reaction that could help me understand what's wrong' If he dosen't want her to know, maybe it's because it's about her? So she's looking for a question to make him talk or maybe worry about something else, well, what she really wanted was attention from her boyfriend who didn't give her any recently.

-I've been thinking about our relationship you know, like, if it really worked between us you know?

By asking that she was hoping that he would be afraid to loose her maybe, or something. Thinking about what she said and why made her feel horrible, kind of desperate but not beeing looked at for a while now, not feeling loved even when he says he is, she couldn't take it any longer. Trying to provoque him in vain as he simply says in a really calm way

-you did?

That you did meant every thing, basically it was like saying, ''you did too?'' So that what it was...

-Is that what's on your mind? You're thinking of leaving me?

Lazlo looked at her, she was criyng. He didn't expect that at all.

-N.. No what's the matter, what did i say? I 'm sorry!

-Don't lie! You don't love me!

Lazlo was really confused, what was she talking about, why was she suddenly upset, angry? Why would she say that!

- I never feel like you mean it! You don't even react when I'm talking about leaving! Is it beacause that's what you want? Don't you love me?

Lazlo was trying to find something to say, after a short hesitation

-well ...I think i do ?

'Think ...' echoed in there mind

Pasty pushed him away and put her coat on, Lazlo tries to stop her but received a pillow in the face

-Don't follow me!

And she slamed the door behind her. We could hear her footsteps fade away as the pillow fell to the floor.

-Hi

-Lazlo, you're going to tell me what the hell happened yesterday!

Raj seemed kind of angry at him. Apparently the day before, when Patsy left, she called to know if Lazlo was with him, apparently not, she asked if she could come over because Gretchen being kind of far away with Clam and Nina at a familly diner she didn't had anyone to talked to and Raj still was a really good friend. She told him every thing, with alot of details as it seems.

When Raj finished to report what had been reported to him, Lazlo simply answered,

-well, this is pretty much what happened...

Raj looked really shocked

-Why didn't you even tell me that it wasn't going well between you two!

-I didn't knew?

Raj looked at him confused, how can he not know ? Anyway lazlo has always been honest and, it was logical in a way, that if he didn't understand what was going on he wouldn't talk about it. So now, what was he goind to do, what was the probleme to begin with?

-Do you know where she is? I think i should talk to her first?

Patsy was alone in a empty appartement, her boyfriend wasn't home when she got there the day before and he didn't come back. She felt really guilty, and mad, but more guilty as she thought she was unfair with him, that she got angry and he probably was just confused? But it's his fault! He never talked to her how could she knew! It is unfair!

There was someone at the door so she answered it,

-Why did you use the door bell, don't you have keys?

-I have to talk to you.

Lazlo left his coat near the door and they sat in the living room as Patsy apprehended what he was going to say.

I haven't been honest with you, neither with myself actually... I met someone who, without even relising it, i fell in love with. I didn't expect things to turn out this way but...

She knew it, he's leaving her, and for some other random girl? Why!

You made me relise that the strongs feelings i have for you aren't exactly love, but more friendship. I can't make you happy since i can't love you like you do.

He hesitated for a few seconds

I'm sorry Patsy

She was really hurt and obviously started to cry, what did she do wrong, why was that happening. She wasn't able to ask, trying to think about what Lazlo wanted and maybe what was best for them, she did relise it wasn't going to well recently, but thought it would change whit time ...This is so unfair ... The only word she could manage to say were

-Must be an amazing person ...

Humour or sarcasm maybe? But, to be loved by Lazlo like that ... to make him look so serious ...

-I think his the man of my life

'man?' Suddenly what he was saying all that time had a all new meaning.

Edward was behind his desk, noting some random ideas for a futur project, it wasn't really work, it was somthing he liked to do since he started working, starting from nothing but a product and limited instructions and find a way to make it appealing, to make peaple want it. Someone knoked at the door.

-Edward, would you like us to be lovers?

Still outside, Lazlo had a little bit of snow on his hat and shoulders, he probably walked a while so he wasn't coming from the station. He was wearing a large scarfe that was just hiding his chin. He was smiling, but a diffirent smile? maybe?

-but... weren't you with ...

-well

Edward wasn't so sure about being Lazlo's lovers, Lazlo who apparently left his girlfriend and dirrectly walked to go see him. That was sudden, and didn't seem really responsible.

He invited him to come in anyway, he wasn't going to let him stay in the cold... Lalzo was sitting on the couch where Edward actually woke up that day.

- We broke up

As he thougth...

- I mean, it really is diffrent, i'm sure it is and ... I've never felt for anyone what i feel for you and

Lazlo looked a little bit worried, not finding words to explain himself. For him, there was a possibility, that this is all goind to fast for Edward, or maybe he wasn't thinking what he said the day before or didn't mean it, all these things were passing in Lazlos mind as he was waiting for an answer.

Edward was standing near his desk, opposing, a little on the right, the couch were was Lazlo. His arms were crossed but nervously passed his right hand at the back of his head looking away for a second, as if he was uncomftable. Now his right hand was on his mouth as he was thinking about what he was going to say. Lazlo was waiting anxiouly.

-okay

-okay?

-yeah ... eh i mean yes! ...yes ... hm, let's be lovers

Edward looked embarrased ans nervous, maybe blushing a little?

Lazlo was smilling and looked so happy. Edward tried, for a moment, to change the subject

-d...do you want a coffee or anything, you were in the cold for a while i think...

Patsy was alone, again, well, finally she wasn't as sad as she tought she would be. She was! she cried for a while, but not that much, it wasn't like it was her fault and, she couldn't possibly had make Lazlo happy so it's probably better like that, as she was telling herself. The phone was rigning, she didn't answer it so Raj left a message.

Patsy? Lazlo just told me and, I wanted you to know that if you want to talk I'm here. You're as much of a friend to me as he his and I know that your alone and it's really difficult in this situation ... That's all I wanted to say and I hope you're okay.