Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts. This is purely fanmade.

Author's Note: All characters will be out of character. This fanfic is not related to the game whatsoever and will never be related at all. It is rated M for gore and smut. This is a yaoi fanfic, which means boy x boy. If you do not like this type of genre, turn back now. Pairing: Riku x Sora, Riku x Other minor characters

Lost Soul: Chapter 3

Riku didn't usually wake up to the sound of someone screaming in fear; he usually was awake to see it happen and normally he would also be the cause of it, but that morning, he woke up to someone screaming. He sat up quickly, eyes still groggy from sleep. Rubbing his eyes, a blurry image ran out from the bathroom in his room and jumped onto the bed. The figure clung to him, still screaming incoherent words. He felt himself being shaken back and forth, to and fro, but he was still half asleep to even stop it. Finally, getting annoyed of the continuing scream, Riku reached out and held the figure by the shoulder and stared at the fragile being who was sobbing. He blinked a few times before his vision became clear.

"Sora…what are you screaming about so early in the morning for?" he asked confusingly.

"Riiikuuuu! There…there's a cockroach in your bathroom!" he yelled and sobbed before clinging to Riku again.

"…that's it?"

"What do you mean that's it? What if your house becomes infested with roaches? I'll never come back. I hate roaches. They're such disgusting creatures!"

"Why didn't you kill it?"

"Me? Kill it? Are you out of your mind? What if it flies and lands on me? Oh, the horror!"

Sora screamed again and clung even closer to Riku, if that was even possible. Riku sighed and it was then that he realized Sora was wearing nothing but a light blue button up collar shirt, his shirt to be exact. The way Sora sat clinging to him rose the shirt up slightly on his thigh, revealing smooth light tan skin. Riku stared at it for the longest time, ignoring Sora's screams. Smirking, he placed a hand on the inside of Sora's thighs and ran his fingers upwards. He felt the young brunette shake slightly from his light touches, stifling his screams. Immediately, Riku pushed him down and pinned him by the hands. He licked his lips, relishing the view of him.

"Sexy," he whispered into Sora's ear.

"Mm, Riku…ah," moaned Sora as Riku fondled his lower region, "Ah! Wai-wait! This is not the time to be doing this! Kill that cockroach!"

He stared at Sora in disbelief. He couldn't believe that he was just brushed off by the brunette and so easily. Sighing in defeat, he pulled away and got up. He just couldn't go against that pouting face of his. Riku strolled towards the bathroom, picking up a random shoe before waltzing in. Looking around, he spotted the roach on the counter of the white sink. The antennas were twitching and it was almost the size of his thumb. He had to agree with Sora about the roach being huge now after seeing it. In one swift movement, he squashed the roach under the shoe and squeezed it some more just in case it didn't die yet. Riku could almost feel a bit of excitement rushing through his body by just killing it. He removed the shoe and there lied the squashed body of the roach with its guts spilled and body flattened. He was satisfied, but another scream from Sora startled him, making him think there was another one. Yet, as he turned around, he saw Sora pointing at the shoe instead.

"What?" asked Riku as he raised a brow at the brunette.

"That…is my shoe! Noooo! Why did you have to kill it with my shoe? Why didn't you pick up one of yours? Ewww, I don't want to wear them anymore," whined Sora.

His gaze drifted from Sora to the shoe and then back to Sora. A laugh escaped his lips and he started laughing hysterically. He could tell Sora was becoming flustered by his laughing. Wiping away the tears, he dropped he shoe and reached out to Sora, pulling him into an embrace.

"I'll buy you a new pair," he said sweetly, "So, now that the cockroach is dead…you owe me a nice, steamy, with lots of tongue action kiss."

"Such vulgar words," muttered Sora, "I would rather you have said a passionate kiss."

"Vulgar? Sora, that's not even the least bit vulgar. Now vulgar is me saying, I want to get down on you right now and fuck you senseless. Now that's vulgar!"

"Riku!"

A red flush appeared across Sora's face as he pried away from Riku's embrace and smacked him on the arm. Arching a brow at him, Riku wrapped his hands around Sora's tiny wrists and pushed him against the wall. His knee moved forward and spread Sora's legs so it rested between them.

Leaning forward, his lips hovered just centimeters away from the brunette's lips as he whispered huskily, "Now Sora, why are we getting all shy and innocent for? You and I have done plenty of lewd activities together already. You shouldn't forget the time in we spent hours in the bathroom. I loved hearing your voice echo against these white walls and especially how you got so turned on by just looking at yourself in the mirror as I thrust into you hard and fast. Oh and don't forget the times we spent days in my bed not even leaving it once. You writhed in pleasure and begged for more with that sweet melodic voice of yours."

"Don't…do you have to be so descriptive?" mumbled Sora as he tried to hide his blushing face, "Riku…stop. Don't stare at me like that…"

"I can't help it. I want to treat you like you're the most precious thing in the world, but I want to ravage your body, taste every part of your skin, and make you scream and beg for more, over…and over…and over…"

Their breathing had become irregular and their lips were so close to touching. Riku licked Sora's bottom lips slowly as though it was the sweetest thing he ever tasted, but just as their lips were about to connect, a ringing sound interrupted them. The atmosphere completely dropped as Sora pried away from Riku to answer his ringing cell phone. Riku leaned against the wall, disappointed again that he was unable to finish their kiss.

"Stupid phone," he muttered.

Releasing another sigh, he glanced over to the trash bin where the bloodied shirt should have been. It was no longer there. Some time in the middle of the night, Riku had gotten up and burned the evidence, scattering its gray ashes into the wind. His gaze swept across the tiled floor and he could see the cream tiled floor marked with blood stains. Red hand prints were smeared and footsteps were here and there. His eyes slowly moved to the tub where a pool of scarlet water spilled over the edge. In the tub laid a woman in her late thirties with long blond hair. Besides the edge of the tub was his mother who sat while laughing hysterically as she carved into the arm of the dead woman.

"That's what you get for trying to steal my boyfriend. I won't let anyone take my man away from me again…no man or woman will come between us!" yelled his mother.

"-ku? Riku?" called out Sora.

Snapping out of his daze, he glanced down as Sora. A pair of sapphire eyes stared up at him worriedly. He smiled and leaned down, placing a small kiss on his forehead.

"Sorry, I was daydreaming of how many different positions I could try with you," he teased.

"Riku!" exclaimed Sora with a pout, "Goodness, you're always so…perverted. Anyways, I'm going out."

"Going out? Where? I thought we were going to spend the day together?"

"Oh, I'm sorry, but I really want to meet up with the person who just called me."

"Who is this person?"

"No need to be jealous. He's just a friend from high school. You've never met him huh? His name is Axel. He's a really cool guy. If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be where I am today. We finally contacted each other after so many years! I have to meet him! Besides, it's such a coincidence that he ended up dating my cousin."

"Your cousin?"

"Uh huh, so you don't mind if I go meet him right?"

"I don't know…"

"Are you so distrusting of me?"

"I didn't mean it like that Sora. I just wanted to spend the day with you, but since you said you're so eager and happy to go see this Axel guy, I'll let you go…on one condition."

"What's the condition?"

"I want my kiss."

Sora rolled his eyes, but he wrapped his arms around Riku's neck and kissed him, long and deep. Riku smiled into it, pulling him closer to deepen the kiss. However, it wasn't too long before they broke away for air. Sora leaned upward and placed a chaste kiss on Riku's cheek.

"Thanks for understanding. I'll make it up to you on our next day off together," he said before smiling mischievously, "Maybe I'll let you do something special. You know…like those kinky stuff you like so much."

Riku's eyebrows rose with surprise, but he regained his composure quickly and smirked, "Really? You would let me do that? Tie you up in leather straps and use all sorts of sex toys on you."

"…You know, if you put it that way, I almost don't want to anymore."

"Hey! You better not forget the words you just said! I'm really going to tie you up in leather straps."

Sora crossed his arms across his chest and pouted, causing Riku to laugh. He walked over to him and placed his forehead against his. His hands cupped Sora's cheeks as he closed his eyes. He could feel the warmth emanating from Sora, enveloping him in it.

"You owe me Sora," he whispered.

"Mm hmm…I have to get ready now," muttered Sora as he leaned forward and kissed Riku on the lips, "Sorry about today."

Stepping back, Riku released Sora to allow him to get ready. He turned around, listening to the rustle of clothes as Sora changed. A small smiled played across his face as he walked back into the bathroom.

The house had darken somewhat. The only light was the red orange hue of the setting sun. Sora hadn't returned yet, leaving Riku alone in the house. He never realized how silent it could be or how eerie it felt when he was alone. He could hear nothing except for his breathing. Sora hadn't come back yet and Riku was sick of waiting. He had spent the whole day inside the house, so he needed to get out. Suddenly, he got up and grabbed his car keys. Walking out of the house, he stepped into his car and stared the ignition. Riku didn't know where he was going to go, but he just needed to get out.

He drove aimlessly with no destination in mind. Stopping his car in front of the red light, he spotted a bookstore and decided to visit the little shop. He drove into their parking lot and parked his car. As soon as he stepped into the bookstore, he was bombarded with the aroma of coffee. Small whispers echoed through out the book store as people roamed around or sat at the tables. Walking to a seat, Riku sat down and laid his gaze upon a silver-grayed hair man. His gaze turned cold as he continued to stare, watching every movement of the male. The other male looked up from the book he was reading and their eyes connected. Riku could see the same cold stare glaring back at him before dropping his eyes back to the text. A smile played across his face as he stood up and strolled over to the silver-grayed youngster. He seated himself next to the man, who ignored his presence. Riku continued to look at him silently, taking in every detail of the man's face. Their eyes connected once more, causing Riku's lips to twitch slightly at the sight of him.

"Is there something you need?" asked the youngster with an annoyed tone.

"No, nothing at all," replied Riku, "I'm just enjoying the view of you."

"Well, please stop. It's annoying."

"What if I said no?"

"I'll report you to the security."

"Oh? Then, what if I asked you out for a drink?"

"No, I'm not interested. In fact, I already have someone."

"A man?"

"Yeah…and I'd like you stop staring."

"One drink won't hurt."

"My answer is no and I'm actually waiting."

"Really? How long have you been waiting?"

"…I don't need to answer that."

Shrugging, Riku got up slowly. He stared down at the man and smiled softly.

"If you change your mind…just catch up with me," he said.

Riku turned and left the bookstore. He purposely walked to his car slowly. Only a mere few minutes passed before he heard the bookstore's door opening and some footsteps following him. Glancing over his shoulder, he spotted the same man from earlier only a few feet away from him. Turning around so he could face the other fully, Riku arched a brow at him. The silver-grayed male was looking away from eye contact with a flush on his face.

"He canceled on me just now," whispered the man, "I wouldn't mind a few drinks."

Smiling, Riku answered, "Let's go in my car."

They never really got to their drink. Riku had somehow persuaded the stubborn fellow into coming home with him. While driving in silence, Riku would glance over to the other every few seconds. He was fidgeting with his hands and biting his lips. He was nervous and Riku agreed that he should be because they weren't really going to his house. Riku had chosen him as his next victim and he was actually taking the other male to an abandon warehouse. It was only a few minutes away and when they reached his destination, the other man was confused. With a puzzled look, he stepped out of the car with his back facing the car. Still in the car, Riku took out his bottle of chloroform, a cloth, and a pair of gloves. Slipping on the gloves, he kept his watch on the other male. Dabbing some chloroform onto the white cloth, he stepped out of the car and quietly crept from behind the other. Swiftly, he covered the cloth over the young man's face. He struggled for a while, but eventually stopped. Riku dragged the body into the warehouse before grabbing some ropes and a blindfold from the back of his trunk. He blindfolded and tied the man against a wooden beam. After that, it was a matter of waiting till he woke up before he had his fun and it didn't take very long until he did. Riku could hear the heavy breathing of the other male. Fear and panic, two very noticeable emotions he detected in the younger male. Riku grinned deviously and slowly stalked towards him. He squatted down before him and rummaged through the other man's jacket. He found his wallet and read the name on the I.D.

"So your name is Zexion," he muttered, "What a very peculiar name."

There was no response to his comment, only heavy breathing. Riku sighed and reached a hand out to touch his face. His cold fingers ran down Zexion's left cheek as though he was caressing him. He leaned in closer, unbuttoning Zexion's shirt as he placed light kisses from his temple and down to his shoulders. Carefully, Riku pushed the shirt apart, leaving only a third of the shirt buttoned. He nibbled and licked across his chest, leaving behind a trail of saliva. From above him, he could hear Zexion muffling down moans. He smirked and bit into the flesh, drawing blood. Zexion hissed in pain, clenching his teethes together tightly, but even with the pain, it didn't hide the visible bulge in his pants. Riku readjusted himself and sat on top on Zexion's lap, crushing their erections together. He began to slowly rotate his hips, causing Zexion to let out a stifling moan. Needing more friction, Riku enclosed whatever spaced they had left between them. He could feel himself breathing against Zexion's skin as he continued to grind and thrust. Leaning to the side, he bit Zexion's earlobe, giving a shaky sigh.

"Do you have any last words?" he asked quietly.

Riku felt the warm wet tears of Zexion's as he cried out in broken sentences, "So-..-rry, I-…ne-…hu-…-rt…you…I-…sorr-…-y. Pl-…-se…le-…see…-im…on-…ti-…-me. I on-...-ly...-nted...to...ma-...-ke...jea-...-ous...-ver...mea-...-nt...che-...at. So-...-ry. I...lo-...-ve...-ou...De-...-yx."

Zexion let out a small gasp. He continued to apologize, chanting it over and over as though it would save him. Riku reached out to a rock besides them and grabbed it. As he continued to grind himself into Zexion, he raised his hand with the rock into the air and swiftly with all his strength, thrust the rock down and smashed it into Zexion's face. Stopping his grinding, Riku continued to pound the rock into Zexion's head until his face was crushed, his eyes were ripped, and his skull was smashed in. Bits and pieces of the brain and blood splattered against Riku's white jacket as he raised the rock in his hand up and smashed it back down against the broken face. After what seemed like hours, Riku finally stopped and took a good look at the damage he had done. Zexion's face was no longer recognizable. Blood pooled down, dripping onto the cold grey cement and his clothes. Standing up, Riku unzipped his dirtied jacket and started walking back to his car. He was glad that he had worn black jeans and gloves. Blood stains were unnoticeable with those colors.

As soon as he reached his car, he tossed his bloodied jacket into the trunk and got inside in his car. He sat inside the car in silence and turned his head to take one last look at the dead body. A few seconds passed before he turned on the ignition and began driving on his way back home.

He awoke to the light shining right into his eyes. Groaning, Riku sat up and rubbed his eyes open. He didn't remember how he got inside the house, but he had somehow made it back safely. He looked down at himself and found a blanket wrapped around him. Arching a brow, he pulled the corner of the blanket up and smelled it. Sora's scent was all over it and it caused him to smile slightly. He stood up and walked down the hall to his room. At the end of the hallway, he made a short left and stopped at a door. He knocked on it, but no one answered. Riku assumed that Sora was still asleep, so he slowly turned the knob. The door opened with a quiet creak as he swung it open slowly. He stepped inside the room and looked over to the bed. Instantly, his smile was wiped off his face as he noticed that there was not one lump in his bed, but two. Riku stared at the two bodies that were covered by the thin sheet of blanket. He contemplated on what to with the second body and maybe, as well as Sora's…