SORRY! I'VE BEEN SOO BUSY WITH SCHOOL AND CHRISTMAS! I'M SORRY! *SOB*
DISCLAIMER: MERRY CHRISTMAS! I don't own twilight or any character, I just control them in my plot... !
EPOV
Previously: I smiled and said, "Aaron and I have some news." I saw Uncle Marcus smile out of the corner of my eye.
"We're together." He said finally. That is when dad freaked out.
I can't believe that he would freak out like that. It is three months later, and he's still mad at Aaron and I. I remember it like it was yesterday.
Flashback
"YOU'RE WHAT?!" Dad yelled—well more like screamed.
"We're together daddy. You know like dating." I said softly.
"T-Together?" He said looking at mom, shocked.
She nodded her head and he screamed again, "WHEN THE HELL DID THIS HAPPEN?!"
This went on for a few hours in mom and dad's room. Mom was trying to calm him down.
End Flashback
He hasn't talked, or looked at Aaron or I since. He doesn't acknowledge me as his daughter either; he just has a son, who hangs out with some girl that he doesn't know. It hurts. You can't imagine how bad that hurts someone.
I have slowly have became more depressed and these last months have been torture. I am enduring more pain than everyone in this house combined.
Everyone had left on one major shopping trip so I sat in my room, thinking of the multiple ways I could kill myself. I was just in so much pain. I don't know how to deal with it.
I had unconsciously walked into the kitchen and grabbed a chef's knife.
I'm sorry daddy. Was my last thought before the smell of my own blood caused me to blacked out.
ZPOV (Zach POV Yay!)
I'm sorry daddy. Was all I heard before I felt strangely empty inside. I tried to check my sister's thoughts, but nothing. HELL NO! This can't be happening. It can't be, she wouldn't have.
I know my sister had been extremely depressed by my doushe of a dad's actions towards her and Aaron together. I didn't think it would end up like this though. I high-tailed it out of the store, where mom asked me where I was going. I had no time to waste.
I smelt blood right when I reached the house, it was coming from the kitchen. When I entered I saw my sister on the floor, blood pouring from her wrist. She tried to fucking kill herself.
"Come on, don't leave me. You have to wake up." I whispered as I put pressure on her wrist to slow the bleeding, but I had a feeling that she only had minutes left. I'm not a doctor. I was very afraid; I didn't want my sister to die. I heard someone gasp behind me and I turned to see mom in the doorway, looking at us.
"Mom." I said, my eyes filling up and my voice cracking. She rushed over and looked around. She almost started to cry when she saw the chef's knife. She held it together though and picked her up.
"You clean this up and make some calls. I'll teleport her to the hospital. Once you're done try to calm Aaron down and get yourselves to the hospital."
"Ok." I whispered quietly, grabbing the bleach. After she left I got to work, crying the whole time.
Once I was done, I started to sob, wondering what was going to happen with my sister. My phone rang and I saw that it was Aaron. I loved him like a brother, and was happy when he and my sister started going out.
"Hello?" I answered, voice cracking once again.
"What's wrong bro?" He said worried immediately.
"She—She—" I couldn't get the sentence out.
"What's. Wrong." He said again, knowing exactly whom I was talking about.
"The thought, the blood, the knife… It was so horrible…" I said, my thoughts all running together.
"Ok, so tell me what exactly happened. Slowly and to the point." He murmured again.
"Aaron, brace yourself." I whispered into the phone. "She attempted suicide."
I could hear the phone drop and someone walk over and pick up the phone.
"What's wrong with him?" My dad's voice came through the phone. I became extremely angry with my father. It's all his fault that she did this. I had to keep myself strong though, I had to remain calm.
"She tried to fucking kill herself dad. That's what's the matter. You've been so oblivious to what's going on with her the last three fucking months dad, and now she could be—" I couldn't get myself to say the word, she couldn't be.
Of course she could be dead. She inflicted this upon herself. A nasty voice that strangely sounded like Dousheward said inside my head.
"How?" He whispered, and I could hear the hurt; the guilt in his voice.
"The k-kitchen. W-with a c-chef's knife across the w-wrist. The only reason I was able to find out was her last thought." I felt the tears rolling down my face as I said this. Trying not to cry again.
"What were he last thoughts." He responded after a few seconds. I knew he was in soldier mode now.
"I'm sorry daddy." I said in a low voice.
I could hear an intake of breath and Aaron say in the background, "Should I call Aunt Bella to see where she is?"
"I know that one dad." Answering Aar's question. "The closest one to the castle; the easiest for mom to teleport her to. See you there." With that I closed the phone and prayed for the first time in what seemed like forever.
I walked into her room and saw a letter addressed to me, in her handwriting. With shaking hands I picked it up and read.
Dear Baby Bro,
If you're reading this, I am most likely dead. Don't cry for me my little brother. I'm in a happier place.
If I'm not dead and you're reading this; you caught on to my last thought. I knew that today would be a good day to do it. I just didn't know how.
These were the choices I thought of:
Smothering myself with a pillow
Stealing some of Ethan's sleeping pills. (He has a lot of trouble sleeping by the way)
Stabbing myself in the chest.
Slitting my wrist.
The second one would be so easy. I am sorry my baby bro. The truth is that I've been depressed longer than Aaron and I have been together. You can just say that when dad took me out of his life, is when I fell off the edge.
DON'T YOU DARE BLAME DADDY! He loves me. It's just a lot to take in. The fact that his little girl isn't so little is killing him. Don't get me wrong, it hurt; like a mother trucker, but I forgive him.
I want—I don't know what I want, but for you to take care of my Aaron for me.
Love you,
Your Sister Elsie
I started to sob right there and then. I can't believe that she would do this. I found a notebook under her pillow and I found a new song on the first page.
(My Immortal, Evanescence)
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
But if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
but you still have...all of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face, it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice, it's chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have...all of me
All of me
All of me
All...
This song was about dad. I'm positive. When he was sad, and mom was on a mission Els, would always be there to make him stop dry sobbing. Those two have a bond that I wish I could have with my dad. I can't even believe he would do this. That it would even lead to this.
I got into my car, with the notebook under my arm. I think she would need it when she wakes up. If she wakes. The harsh voice said in the back of my head.
I drove off, hurrying to the hospital. I needed my sister, my other half. It would be Alec without Jane. Just not right.