A/N: Ok so I know that I've basically already done this, but I love Ash so much I thought she deserved to give her opinion on her big day…

And for my next chapter I will get onto that very soon… I have the last 3 or 4 chapters already written but then I decided after 1 very nice review (you know who you are!) to write maybe three more. The next one I must admit I'm not too confident in writing but I'll have a stab at it.

Ok so enjoy this chapter and look out for the next!!

Italics are Ashley's counter thoughts… kind of her conscience… but a lil different

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Today is going to be perfect. Today is going to be the best day of my life. The day that I will remember and cherish for the rest of my life. Today is the day that I will want to tell every one I meet about. Because today, today is the day I marry HER. When she truly becomes mine. And I don't mean like she's my possession but, oh you know what I mean. I'm so nervous.

"Wow! You look great Ash!" Aiden exclaimed as he walked into his guest bedroom.

"Do you wanna stop gaping at me and pass me that!" I was wearing a black waistcoat with very extravagant collars that were half way up my neck making it very difficult for me to tilt my head any way but down. I decided to add a little colour to my outfit and wear a white bra. She loves it when my bra stands out from what i'm wearing. My skirt… short black, and my hair was in loose curls with a freshly dyed, blonde fringe.

"AIDEN!"

"Huh what?"

"Urgh! Don't bother I'll get it myself!" I reached and got the last part of my outfit which was… well i'm not quite sure what it was but the people at the store said it finished what I'm wearing very nicely. I pulled it on and it hit the floor. Ok so I don't remembering it being this long! But they were right, the black 'thing' that was like an overcoat but it wasn't. It didn't have sleeves, it was almost see through and made what I was wearing that little bit more perfect.

"You ready to go?" Aiden croaked, only just managing to form words.

"Aid, I know I'm totally hot and all but could you stop looking at me like you're a starving Lion and I'm the delicious steak!" Ok he's really starting to freak me out!

"Yeah I'm sorry but you do look amazing Ash! So you ready"

I let out a deep breath.

"I am doing the right thing aren't I? I mean not that I have any doubts… more if she has any?" I felt tears coming to my eyes.

"Ash she loves you! She's never going to change her mind. You two are solid!" he came over and hugged me. "You know, I will always love you Ash."

"Whoa! Aiden you can not say that to me any more. I'm getting married for god sake!" I pushed him away.

"I know but I wanted to let you know how I feel about you before you go and do the best thing of your life. Come on we are going to be late!"

I checked in the mirror again to make sure that everything was perfect. I wanted everything to be so perfect for her. The way she imagined it. I let her pick out everything. But I'm still not sure if she will do the one thing for me. The one thing that I have always dreamt of. Don't be stupid Ash you know she will! She would do anything for you! But I'm still not sure.

We piled into the limo and arrived in less than half an hour. She had done such a great job decorating this place that I almost didn't recognise it from when I was here 3 days ago.

The theme was white. Everything was white. Every one was wearing white except for me and her bridesmaids, who were wearing red dresses. The aisle was white carpet and flowers covered the aisle and the altar, which was raised off of the floor, so that we would be above everyone so that they could all see the moment when Spencer Carlin becomes MY wife. Forever MINE. I can't freaking believe that this day has finally come. I love her more than I think she'll ever know.

I wander over to Chelsea, Madison and Kyla.

"Hey! Do you guys know when she's going to get here?"

"Yeah," Arthur walked over to us. He had just got off the phone. "I just got off the phone with Paula, and she just arrived at the loft. She going to try and get her here as fast as she can."

"Thanks Dad!"

"It's my pleasure Ashley. And might I add you are looking stunning today!" he said as he hugged me.

"Thanks. Do you think tha…" he cut me off! How Rude!

"I don't really think she cares what you wear Ash. You could wear jeans and a hoodie and she wouldn't care. Not today. But just for your Ego, I think she will love it!"

I smiled at him so widely, my cheeks hurt!

"Come on guys I think its time we all took our places." Aiden shouted. All of our friends and family sat down as we heard the car pull up.

"Crap! She's here Aiden! She's fucking HERE!" I think I'm hyper-ventilating. This doesn't happen to me! I'm Ashley Davies. Ashley friknin' DAVIES!

"Ash calm down!" Aiden demanded as Paula rushed down the aisle and the bridesmaids left.

"Shit!" What if I'm not doing the right thing! What if she changes her mind, runs off now and I never see her again! I hate what this girl has done to me!! But I Love This Girl!

The music starts. I stand up and Aiden follows my lead. She's there! In the middle of the aisle! But she's not moving. Why isn't she moving!

She took a deep breath in and finally moved, after what seemed to be an eternity. She looks so Hot in that dress. A simple full length white dress with only a small amount of decoration on it. Her trail was so long! I would say about three, maybe four feet long. And… SHE WORE IT! Why did you ever think she wouldn't! Dummy!

She's half way down now. Breathe in, breathe out. Calm the heck down!! And if I'm not mistaken, she is totally checking me out. Can't blame her though.

She wouldn't let her dad walk her down the aisle. She told me that she didn't think that it was important. But then I wonder if she didn't want me to feel bad because my dads not here.

Her eyes fixed on my fringe. Shit I forgot to tell her that! When I left her yesterday it was red! As soon as she told me every thing was going to be white, I didn't think I should have red in my hair.

Ok, so she's nearly here and I think I just gave her a really cheesy smile. You know, the on where my nose crinkles. I can't help it though. I'm just so happy and she looks so good. I didn't want this wedding but since she begged. And she did wear the veil.

Aiden nudged me out of my daze for my cue to step forwards to meet MY gorgeous blonde. I put my hand on her back, as low as I could get away with because her family are all watching. Man! I missed her last night! I leaned into her ear.

'You wore it!' I said so quietly, trying to keep the excitement off of my voice, that I didn't think she heard me until she replied,

'I told you I would' she smiled as we stepped up to the vicar.

There was something different about Spencer today. I can't quite put my finger on it. But I like it. I love it. I love her.

"I, Ashley Davies," the vicar said.

Oh no! My vows! How am I supposed to say them when all I can think about are things that I really shouldn't be. Well, at least not with her parents sat a few feet away. Why do I suddenly feel like the whole service knows what I've been thinking?

"Ashley?" the vicar bumped me out of my thoughts. Crap. I'm nervous. And she looks so cute. No not cute. Hot! As in, do her right there and then hot. Not NOW!

"I, Ashley Davies, take you, Spencer Carlin, to be my wife. You have been there for me through thick and thin." Shit she tilted her head. Why!! "Umm…oh! Yeah… Umm… you are truly my best friend, my lover. My life. I will love you forever. Through sickness and health. Until death do us part. I love you Spence." I glared at her, letting her know I wasn't happy with her. Ok so I could never be unhappy with her. Especially not today. But she giggled at me. That innocent little laugh that I try so hard everyday to hear.

Her turn. Shit!

"I, Spencer Carlin, take you Ashley Davies, to be my wife. We have been through a lot of ups and an awful lot of downs but we have always stuck together." I stared rubbing her hands, loving the feel of them fitting perfectly into mine. "You are the best thing that has ever happened to me." and to get you back… Crinkle! I know how it makes her legs go all weird and makes her completely forget what she's doing. "Umm… I… umm… I love you Ash. Always have and always will. When I wake up in the morning, you're the first thing on my mind. You're the last thing that I think of before I fall asleep. I will always be there for you. Through sickness and health. Until death do us part. And even then I don't think that will be enough."

Why didn't I say that!

"Me either." I whispered.

She was staring at me, with some sort of longing in her eyes. I stared back into those beautiful blue orbs that I could have drowned in. I want this thing to be over so soon. So that we can go back to just being us. Us. Wow that sounds better now. US.

"I do." I couldn't help but smile now.

"Spencer do you take Ashley to be your wife?"

"Yeah. I do!" I just want to hold her close to me and kiss her and never stop.

"The rings?" the vicar asked Aiden. Spence told me to pick out the rings.

Aiden presented a dark blue velvet cushion with two silver rings that had diamonds surrounding them. They sparkled in the sun and nearly blinded us and our guests.

I picked one up with a shaking hand. As I did, she lifted up hers and I took hold of it, a strange but familiar warmth rushed through me as I touched her skin and slid the ring onto her finger. I missed that warmth all last night, and I never want to go with out it ever again. She slid the other ring on my finger.

She looked straight into my eyes and smiled. I couldn't help but laugh at how ridiculously Hallmarky this all is.

"I now pronounce you wife and well umm… Wife! You can now kiss the bride."

Urgh! Finally! She tied her arms around my neck, pulling me into her chest.

"Don't ever leave me Ash. Even for the night!" Yeah! She missed me too! Of course she did dummy! You're Ashley Davies. Who wouldn't miss you! Obnoxious much! Just answer her!

"I wont, I promise." I reached up and grabbed the veil, slowly pulled it back over her head and kissed her. Finally I kissed her. Hard and slow, letting her know that from that moment forwards she would always be safe in my arms. Reluctantly I pulled away, knowing that she didn't want me to either, and ran up the aisle towards the marquee. She followed shortly after.

Unable to resist her any longer, I pulled her into me, knowing exactly what to do to make her crave me, I put my head on hers and breathed deeply, feeling her breath change.

"Do we have to stay for this?" she whined at me, her voice barely above a whisper as she stuck her bottom lip out, trying to do her best pout, which she knows I cant refuse. My mind started wandering to all the things we could be doing if I said no.

"We have to at least stay for the meal. I'm starving and you know there's nothing in the fridge. Not since Kyla moved out."

"Fine." She said as she pulled away from me. "I'll go and talk to the caterers and see of they can do it like now!" I pulled her back and kissed her on the nose, spreading a huge grin across her face as she pulled away.

She's only been gone a few minutes and already that's too long. Where is she? I see her come back into the oversized tent that was also decorated with white cloth and balloons.

"So what they say?"

She took a moment to answer, as she seemed to be fighting a the smile that was trying to creep on to her face, her eyes saying 'Take me I'm yours'

"Uhh… they said to get everyone seated and then they will bring it out."

Finally we were on the cake. This dinner is taking forever! To take my mind off of her, I start making stupid small talk with Aiden. I can't take it any more!

I reached over to her and put my hand on her thigh. She shivered with the contact. Rubbing my hand further and further up her thigh, still talking to Aiden, I could see her face starting to turn very red. HA! She puts her hands on mine, stopping me dead, her breath deep and slow.

Aiden stood up to give the 'best man' speech, as Spencer reached over to my leg. She started running her hand up and gown my leg, pressing down a little more each time and completely turning my brain to mush. Eventually it got too much and I had to stop her, as much as I didn't want to. So I settled for playing with her hands under the table. All of OUR guests laughed at Aiden as he finished his speech. There was an awkward silence, so I took that as my cue to say my speech.

"Umm… thank you all for coming out today!" there was a chuckle from the audience at that stupid comment. "Well I wanted to take this chance to tell my darling wife where we are going on our honeymoon." I turned to look at her, taking a deep breath and praying that she will like where we are going. Just spit it out so we can get back to the loft! "We are going to a very picturesque part of Greece for two weeks." She stood up and kissed me as our friends and family clapped, with the odd whoop from her brother.

With my arm around her neck, and hers around my waist, Spencer turned to the crowd and said, "The rest of the reception will take place outside. There will be a buffet in here in two hours. So stay. Have a drink. Crash if you need to. But overall, just have fun!" she ordered. She's so sexy when she's trying to be controlling! The DJ started.

She leaned into me. 'Can we get out of here now?' she whispered.

'I think people will want to congratulate us. Then we'll go.' I whispered back to her, trying to contain the desperation in my voice. Barely succeeding.

I grabbed her hand and pulled her into the crowd, people shouting their congratulations to us, as I just smiled and Spencer tightened her grip.

"What are you two still doing here?" asked Paula.

"What do you mean?" she can be so stupid sometimes, I couldn't help but laugh. I leaned into her and told her what she meant.

"MOM!" Spencer blushed. Aww! She's so cute! But we couldn't stop ourselves laughing at her.

"So we'll see you two in a few weeks? Don't worry we'll make sure all this gets taken care of."

"That will be great, thanks Mr C!" I always did like him. And now even Spencer's Mom is starting to like me. Or at least I think she is.

I grabbed onto Spencer's hand again but she stopped me.

"He's a little busy." She pointed in Aiden's direction. I love how she knows who I was looking for. We started laughing at the sight of Aiden trying to impress one of Spencer's cousins.

"You know what this means?" I turned and walked to the limo without another word.

We fell into the back seat, and I started kissing her. Slowly, teasing her. Almost as a punishment for leaving marks on my leg when I stood to do my speech. I know how much she wants me. I can tell by the way she's kissing me back. It's slightly desperate. The limo pulled out of the parking lot, and I pulled away from Spencer, I know she hates that. I love her so much. My Mrs. My Wifey. My Spencer Carlin-Davies.

Before I had a chance to catch my breath, she slammed me up against the door. I suppose that's what I get for teasing an already horny Spencer. She's kissing me. And aggressively too. I like it. She placed her hand on my on my thigh, moving it slowly towards my bum, up to my hips where they lingered for a while until one hand crept up to undo the buttons on my waistcoat.

OUCH! Shit! I fell out of the car and hit my head on the sidewalk. I glared at her for a moment until she rushed to help me up. I can't stay mad at her. We ran into the building and got into the elevator.

She leant against the back wall of the tiny box, looking so hot as she did. I minced over to her and pressed all of my body onto her, making sure there wasn't an inch of me that wasn't touching her. Well at the front of course. And I kissed her as passionately as I could and she gasped

'PING' she ran out from underneath me and ran to the door.

"Hang on Spence. Don't go in yet!"

"Why not?" she pouted as she swung the door open.

Oh my gosh! She is going to think I'm completely lame! Dude, you sound like you're in high school! You just married the girl for crying out loud! Right!

"Well, I kinda wanna carry you over the threshold."

"Aww… that's sweet." See I told you! "Ok. But answer this for me first."

"Sure" I pressed into her again, pushing her against the wall. What ever she was trying to ask seemed to get stuck in her throat. I leaned in and kissed her. When I pulled back she looked confused and flustered.

She quickly spun us around so that she was the one on top doing the dominating.

"Why did you want me to wear a veil so bad?" I was wondering when she was going to ask that. But honestly I thought that she would ask me a lot sooner so that she could protest my silly reason. I know that she really didn't want to wear one.

"From the day I decided I was gay, it was always my dream, that if I ever found anyone that I cared enough for, loved enough to marry them, I would lift up their veil and kiss them. You made my dream come true Mrs Spencer Carlin Davies. Thank you." I kissed her and spun her back around so I was back on top. "I love you Spence."

"I love you too Ash. Can we go inside now? Please." The desperation in her voce was ridiculous, not to mention what was already on her face. Enough's enough! Stop playing with the poor girl! She has wanted you all day. And you have wanted her. So just take her inside now! Alright!!

So I scooped her up into my arms, kissing her as I go, I took her into our bedroom and placed her on the bed. I ran back out to shut the door, Spencer sighing in protest as I do so. On my way back to my daring wife, I took off all of my clothes, leaving nothing but my underwear. I minced over to her and started unzipping her dress as she stood up to greet my almost naked body. She let the dress fall to the floor as I pushed her back onto the bed. I straddled her, rubbing my hands on her thighs, and sucking on her ear lobe.

"Finally." she breathed.

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