Hello! People of earth. Thank you so much for reading and your comments .I hope you like this chapter. I do not own twilight I wish I did but I don't but the wonderful Sm does .

Chapter 3

Shattered glass & a broken heart.

Oh my god! Jenny is that really you .It has been so long .I ran to give her hug and I held her tight to me it's been so long since I had a good hug. After our happy, hello moment .I started to unload my stuff from the truck .

I had my family all around me helping and some family members I have never seen before. They were making me feel more at home like I belong here and I really do think I made the right choice by coming here it's beautiful and I am surely feeling loved by my family .Wow ! Family I thought to myself it's been awhile for me to even say that, I actually have a family again.

Jenny walked me to my room showing me where I will be from now on and I liked its big but cozy it had a big bay window with a seat and pillows covering every inch of it .My bed was white a fluffy .Tulips everywhere pink ,yellow ,blue .My room was simple

I started to unpack my cloths and putting them into beautiful oak finished dressers. I stacked books on shelf's having a few falling on my foot causing intense pain to my poor toe's.

Once I was done packing .I decide to relax a little ,has I was going to sit down there was a knock on my door .

"come in!'

"Hey bells"

"Hey jenny what's up "

"just wanted to se how my favorite cousin is settling into her new home ."

"I am okay ,just really tired and excited"

"that's great I am happy to hear you like it here ."

"Ha-ha I do .What is there to around here"

"There is a lot to do around here horseback riding, dirt bikes, four wheeling, movies, concerts and there is more."

"Dirt bikes?"

"Yes it's a lot of fun .I will take you one day if you want"

"I would like that a lot when could we go?"

"We could go Monday morning because I have things to do this weekend."

"Sounds great to me" giving a big fake smile.

This Monday would have been Edward and I one year anniversary. Thank god I will be learning how to ride a dirt bike keep my mind off that day, but my heart will never stop aching for him.

Then gran came into the room telling jenny and I that dinner is done, so we headed down stairs into the beautiful dinning table was made of oak and not cheap looking either it was huge it sat maybe about 20 or more people how many people are actually here living with us now .

We al sat around talking about the old times we had before we were separated .uncle Benny & aunt Anna were laughing has my little twin cousin fought over who would hug me first pushing and punching like typical boys.

The whole family was almost here all my cousin's aunt's grandmothers and grandfathers I can only imagine this place around the holidays. It actually sounds fun to me having that big old family like that.

It was nice being here I felt at home .I helped clean the dishes with aunt Anna ,while we were doing that grandma was telling us a story how one the twins climbed in the cabinet and couldn't find them for hours .

I was laughing so hard by the time the story was over .Tears streaming out my eyes.

I went up to my room and realized I still had a box to unpack ,I walked over looked at realizing it was pictures in there .I picked dup the box carrying it to my bed .I placed it carefully on my bed opening up to se the contents. I picked up one frame that had a picture of Edward and I .Edward was holding me bridal style with the biggest smile one his face like he just one a million dollars .We looked so happy there .

I found another picture of Edward .It was when I caught him by surprise .I ran up to him with so much force knocking him onto my bed and gave him the most passionate kiss I could.

Tears started to form in my eyes my heart is aching looking at all the pictures of him .I can't even breath it feels like glass is stuck in my throat and every time I try to breath I goes in a little dipper then should .

I am sick of feeling like this I need to move the fuck on. I through the picture at the well glass shattering everywhere. I ripped up his sweatshirt he let me where, even though he never did get cold .

I stood up and walked over to my jewelry box gran gave me I dropped the locket he gave and locked it in a tiny compartment, never to be seen again.

I walked back over and put the pictures up of me and my dad and mom .I even put one up of Alice. I finished unpacking the boxes I was done .

I am ready for change tomorrow will be different I will be different too.