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Renesmee POV;
"Why is the whole pack here Jake?" I asked him as he pulled me into the kitchen. He stared at me with those eyes; eyes that meant something is wrong… I gasped "What's wrong?" I asked frantically.
"Calm down Ness." He soothed, sitting down at the kitchen table, pulling me onto his lap. "Nothings really wrong… we found the scent of a newborn by the Canadian border yesterday; after I tucked you into bed. It didn't look harmful, but we still want to check it out to make sure…" He answered, not meeting my gaze.
I lifted his head up. "There's more isn't there?" I wondered, afraid of what he might say. He shook his head.
"No, I swear Ness that's it." He promised. He suddenly bent down and swiftly kissed my cheek. I felt like I had been struck by lightning again; every time he touched me it was like being electrocuted. I blushed, as I brushed my cool fingers against his lips. He kissed them before I dropped my hand.
He sighed. "I just hate being away from you Nessie…" He honestly admitted. I blushed even more (if that was even possible.) "This might be for more than a couple of days, and I hate it. It kills me; being away from you for any amount of time." He confessed, looking down again, embarrassed maybe.
"I'm gonna miss you." I declared with sincerity. He wrapped his arms around my waist and hugged me firmly.
"Do you really have to go?" I asked my mom as she tucked me in for bed that night. She smiled her beautiful smile and kissed my cheek.
"Sorry Ness, I have to go; if this newborn is dangerous, we might be in some trouble." She frowned, indifferent.
I frowned as well, "Be careful, alright?" I asked her, expecting an immediate reply. She smiled again.
"Of course Renesmee, and you be safe here too." She looked sternly at me. This made me giggle. "Uncle Jasper has some games, and fun things set up for you to do here." She informed me. I rolled my eyes.
"Yeah, there's nothing more fun than having an empath play games with you…" I responded, sarcastically. She glared at me, clearly not laughing. "Sorry, that was bad." I smiled sheepishly.
"Goodnight, Renesmee. Have fun with your uncle tomorrow. I love you." She told me, emphasizing on the word ' fun '. I closed my eyes, and rolled over.
"Night, mom." I answered, just as she shut the door. I heard talking outside my door and concentrated on it very hard.
"Edward I don't feel comfortable leaving Renesmee here." She told him in a worried tone. There was a short silence.
"Bella, Jasper is going to be here. There is nothing to worry about." He soothed my mom.
"That's my problem though. Has Jasper hunted in a while?" She sounded worried.
"Yes, he went yesterday actually." He confirmed.
"Okay, I just don't want the same thing to happen to her that happened to me on my eighteenth birthday party…" She admitted.
I was confused. What happened at her eighteenth birthday party with Jasper? What hasn't she told me?
My dad laughed quietly, and interrupted my thoughts. "Bella, he's gotten more self control than that since sixteen years ago…" He told her matter-of-factly. "If Jasper were to get thirsty while he was watching Nessie, the worst he will do is run out the door and go hunting. I trust my brother." He finished.
And that was it for that conversation. What happened with Jasper? I wondered once again. I rolled over and squeezed my eyes shut in hope of sleep. None came.
I was still awake when I saw the light starting to shine through my window. I sighed and jumped out of bed.
I ran down stairs hoping someone was still here. I spotted the love of my life sitting on the couch with his head in his hands. I ran to him and sat down next to him on the couch.
"Jake?" I asked, concerned. He lifted his head up slightly, and stared at me; it was like he wasn't even seeing me. I frowned.
"Ness I'm fine, I'm fine. I hate being away from you like I told you yesterday. It's driving me crazy. But I can't leave the pack…" He explained. I threw my arms around him and squeezed him tightly. He inhaled the scent of my hair.
"Bye Ness." He whispered pulling away, and walking toward the door.
"Be careful." I mouthed, but he was already out the door. I sank into the couch, and curled up into a ball, and started to cry. A few minutes later, I felt the feeling of ease washed through me. Jasper…
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