Heloooooooo so new chapter this chapter contain strong vocabulary and a sex scene if you feel like you can't read it don't but please do lol also remember this is my first fanfic so don't be so hard. Enjoy. Also there is a video that you can play is meant to be like a contrast because the video refers more to when they were one and in love but now they are so broken. and the picture is hermione and rons aparment on the magic world

I couldn't believe it he just shot the door on my face and didn't even give me time to prepare a remarkable answer this is absurd. I don't think I can handle this much longer now is on both places in my house is like Ron and I are invisible to each other and on my work Malfoy just see me as the stupid secretary that can bring him coffee whenever he want. And then it was when she heard the moanings probably Tasha receiving an unforgettable night but she felt so indignant and outraged that he didn't even have the decency of putting a silent spell. Hermione roll her eyes and left the room she went down to get coffee for herself and Malfoy could screw himself. She sat at one of the little chairs by the window and she didn't even realize when someone sat next to hero

"Hello Hermione why so alone in here" said Harry she saw heaven when she saw him she was feeling so alone lately that it was drowning her slowly

"Hi Harry is been ages how are you, and Ginny"

"We're good working alot but well that normal and you and Ron how are things going" said Harry with a look of concern on his face.

"We are... oh Harry we are falling apart each day we just say the polite thing 'good morning' 'have a nice day' and 'good night' is so frustrating after all those years of not realizing we were in love and all we went through and how we help build each other after my parents memory lost and the death of his brother now we are just like two stranger" she let escape a tear that roll down her eyes and didn't have to time to even touch her lips Harry catched and touch her cheek with such delicacy that she thought she was going to fall.

"Hermione please get help you guys need help if you want to get out of that hole that you are into is tearing me apart how you i see you every day and not be able to help Ron is normal it seems like he doesn't have any problems like if anything had change but if it wasn't for you i will think that you guys are happy what is going on Hermione?" said Harry with a look of confusion mark all over his face.

"I don't know Harry we've been in this situation for over 3 years and with evrything that is going on now I'm tthe secretary of that stupid cabbage head of minisrty can you belive it he wants me to bring him coffee and wait outside when he is having sex with his lovers is... is irrational and discredited"

"Cabbage head?" said Harry confuse

"Oh yes sorry I call Malfoy cabbage head today was his and mine first day and he was supposed to be here at 6 he came at 8:00 and the presentation of the ministry, that by the way I can't belive he is the ministry of magic there must be a reason behind this, was going to be at 7:00 well I had to postpone ahhh I want to scream" said Hermione that just remembering that moment and what he said later made her cheek go a little bit red.

"Oh Hermione how I wish I could do something" he said with an apologetic voice.

"Is alright I'll see what the future brings.. well Harry look at the time I think tha malfoy had enough time with that corrupted woman. It was so nice seeing you Harry you just made my day" said the witch with a smile on her face.

"Well Hermione take care and remeber you are not alone"

"Good bye Harry"

"Good bye Hermione"

Hermione entered the corridor where she knew the last door at the end was waiting for her to be open and enter and start a fight all over again. When she was getting close she didn't hear anything so she put her ear to close to the door but nothing not even a whisper but in that moment the door opened and she went directly to the floor and Malfoy just burst in laugh

"Oh Granger were you listening? you should have just asked I would have let you watch" Said Malfoy with an arrogant smile on his face.

"I wasn't listening... I was just um uh well I just wanted to know...

"Granger stop it go to your desk and start working thats what I pay you for"

"You are a stupid arsehole I will not allow you to speak in that tone with me...But she didn't finish he grab her arm and pick her up from the floor his eyes were screaming danger and they turned black in just a second.

"Granger stop fighting I am the one that will not allow you to raise your voice to me, maybe in school was alright because you had those stupid body guard of scar face and carrot head but in here I am the one that gives the orders I say you do with no answer back from you UNDERSTOOD Ms GRANGER" she just could speak she was stunned and his grab on her arm was hurting her he repeated again in case she didn't understand the first time but she did she heard but it was like if he stole her voice.

"AM I UNDERSTOOD GRANGER, ANSWER ME"

"Yes sir" that's the only thing she said and he release her and went to his desk to scribble something on a parchment and tie it to a black owl with beautiful grey eyes like his. She just went to her desk and that is how they spend the day in total silence.

"Ron I'm home, where are you?" as She entered the room and saw him seating on her sofa with his head on his hands and balancing his body like if he was crying. She walked slowly to were he was and when she was about to touch him he looked up and said.

"Don't touch me" he said almost in a whisper."Why didn't you tell me you were going to work for Malfoy ahh WHY DIDN'T YOU HERMIONE" she jumped at his outburst. "You don't talk to me anymore our marriage is falling apart we don't even touch each other you are distant...

"I'm distant?! you shut me down three years ago Ronald! you don't talk to me or look at me in the eyes now I'm just going with the current " she cupped his face on her hands and said really quiet. "Please Ron what is going on are you cheating on me or you have problems on your work we were more than alright we were happy and then you just changed" said Hermione.

"Cheating on you? I could never cheat on you! but I feel like if everything is cold and the flame is extinguishing and i don't wan to" said Ron in a low tone.

"kiss me Ron" he looked at her in confusion. "Just kiss me for today lets pretend that nothing has changed and then will see tomorrow"

He kissed her but something wasn't right it was a dull kiss. And with clumsy hands he started touching her a little to desperate like if in that way he will give her passion but it wasn't like that she just was uncomfortable but she didn't say anything because she wanted to save her relationship and if that made him feel good she would let him do whatever he wanted. In a moment they were on their room and he removed her blouse and skirt leaving her only on her underwear and bra and with another abrupt move he jolt her on the bed and he was on her kissing her and leaving her exposed to him. Ron was her first and only man and he always was delicate with her and the way they made love but this time he was desperate and she knew that this was just to satisfy his more dark fantasies. He introduced two fingers on her but it was so rude that she made a sound that sounded like a cry but he thought it was a sound of pleasure and then he was moving fast and inserting his finger more and more rougher and touching her breast and squeezing it. She tried to remembered that this was for him not her but that thought was fading away every time he touch her. He just kept going until he went down leaving rough kisses down her stomach and touch that spot of hers with his tongue and after two minutes that felt like centuries he penetrated her in an indelicate way. Every lunge was killing her, they were like that for quite a long time until he came and with a rough move he was out of her not even preoccupied if she wasn't ready or not with a rough move that made her make a face of pain he broke their connection and went to his side of the bed and within a minute he was asleep. She stood up and entered the bathroom she went to the shower and let the water run through her body mixing her tears with it she couldn't stop she felt insulted violated dirty. Definitely that wasn't her Ron anymore. But she couldn't leave him not yet.

He seating on his patio reading the Daily Prophet and remembering what Tasha said earlier that day.

"Drako why don't you leave yourr wife I'm better than herr you know that" said Tasha with that comment he burst into laugh.

"Tasha don't make me laugh dear you are just the entertainment like all the others or did you think that it was only you darling. Pansy is a women, respectable with class and a statue on society higher than yours she is a pure blood and you are half blood this is the only thing you are good at.. sex."

Tasha raised her hand to slap him but he catched her hand and said in threatening tone.

"Don't you dear do that again or next time your hand won't live to tell the gossip" said Draco.

"I will destroy you Drako I will I swear" she said with tears on her eyes.

"Don't be pathetic can't you see where I am now I'm at the top where no one can touch me not even you now get the fuck out you bored me already.. time for a change." She got dressed and left the room with tears on her face so repulsive.

"Draco what are you doing get dressed we have to go to the gala of the new Ministry of Magic in half an hour" said Pansy like if scolding a child.

"I'm going" he stood up and went to his room. After the war he destroyed the mansion there was so much memory in those four walls and so much pain that he couldn't handle it. He sell the land and sent a bombarda spell to the house that explode reducing the house to ruins. Then he bought a mansion even bigger and more beautiful, his mother went to live with him after his father's death.

"Do we really need to go this is absurd I'm already the Ministry everyone know that" said Draco like if he was still a child.

"Of course darling that's why you need to go because you are the sensation of the gala you are the youngest Minister of all time and the first one so yes dear you have to go" said Narcisa with motherly look on her face. For Draco she was still beautiful with those eyes sparkling like when he was a kid and her beautiful hair even though she had some wrinkles around her eyes and some gray hair that made her look more wise.

Pansy was on his side wearing a green dress and his mother at the other side wearing an elegant black dress. When they entered the room everyone looked at them and started clapping. The room was big extremely big with a stage at the end that was occupied by musicians playing a soft melody. And at the left side of the room was a table full of food and a tower of champagne that will refill whenever a glass was emty, and the trays with snack were levitating around so people could take one and the it will continue its trajectory.

"Oh Mr Malfoy do you know were Ms Granger is I haven't see her and i was one of the first one to arrive" said kingsley, like if he knew what that mudblood do with her pathetic life, but he couldn't say that so instead he put on an act and said with a little bit of sarcasm that kingsley didn't noyiced.

"My faithful secretary I haven't see her but she'll come around she is very... orginezed" he said that not even sure if that was the right word to describe that stupid bull head. But she never came and he was furious she was supposed to write his speech so he had to improvised wich wasn't scuh big deal because he was always really good with words but just the fact that she didn't do her work made him go nut and the next day she was going to know what he was capable of.

Hermione woke up the other day with black bags on her eyes and an insupportable pain between her thighs she had to drink one her pain potions to be able to go to work. She just got a pair of jeans and a vlack t-shirt with a black coat a flat shoes she was tired and without force to be pretty.

She entered the room and saw Malfoy on his desk with his feet on the desk and his hand on the back of his head in a relax kind of way she said good morning but he didn't answer her back she just went o her desk and pretende that she was writing but Malfoy stood up and went to her desk and slamed his fist on the table and said to her.

"Why weren't you at the gala last night Granger" she completely last night she was supposed to write his speech and stand next to him while he was giving it.

"I'm sorry I had a problem I couldn't assist but I will make it up" she said with a low tone but he didn't care that she was different today, he did noticed that she wasn't wearing any make up or any classy clothe she was just simple you could easily say she was student from Hogwarts and maybe that was what she wanted to pretend.

"Why do you look like shit Granger did you hit it hard with Weasly last night, you know I don't think you are enough woman for him but what am I saying he is another starving soul in this world you guys are perfect trash for each other" he said with a hate look on his face.

"Stop it Malfoy shut it" she said in a low voice.

"Why Granger? does it hurt you to know that you are not a woman on bed or what, or is it that Weasly is to rough" and that was the drop that spill the cup.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP" she said so loud that she even scared herself she was now standing in front of him and she saw how his jaw twitched, she was about to walked away when she felt an undescribable pain from her thighs and her world was spening and she felt that she was heading straight to the floor and was ready to feel the pain but it never came he catch her.

Their faces were really close and the last thing she saw were his eyes before fainting.

So what up another chapter this one is really lonnggggg but thats good because there is nothing more annoying that reading a chapter really short that always infurited me jiijiji so let me kno what you guys think and if you like it also leave me comments and votes peace out guys! ;)