I gave my father a hard look and took a deep breath before turning around to face God himself.
"Doctor Masen, welcome. I wish you good luck. Now if you excuse me I have some patients to see. Good day."
I turn to my father and gave him another murderous look before bolting out the room and first time I didn't trip!
Once I reach my office I was met by Rosalie.
"God! What happen to you?" She al but yelled at me.
"Don't yell! I might be a klutz but I have perfect earing!"
I walk to my desk and sit on my chair putting my head in my hands. I tried to calm my erratic breathing before answering.
" I went to my fathers' office to give him a piece of my mind but happen that today isn't my lucky day and he walked in". I heard hold her breath. I laugh without humor. " But hey! I didn't trip when I bolt out the office!" I said sarcastically.
She laughed a little at my attempt to joke out the situation.
"Are you alright honey?" She asked
I took another deep breath
"I don't know Rose. It stings" at this stage I was in verge of tears. I put my hand in my chest - " Right here". I chuckled " I always thought that if he , one day, came back I would make him see the pain that he caused me, but here I am and I just can't do anything. Anything that could hurt him. I can't!" I didn't realize that I was crying until Rose wrapped me in Emmett bear like hug, I scoot closer to her " Oh Rose he is so beautiful. So, so beautiful!" I cried in her shoulder.
"What did I do wrong? What?"
She petted my head.
" Sshh honey you didn't do anything wrong. You were perfect, he was just a dumb fuck who don't know what a great woman he lost. Ssshhh calm down, take deep breaths hon."
She continue to stroke my hair until my breathing was normal. Then she rub my cheeks.
"Now I want you to go home, take a bath and eat lots of ice cream."
She put a finger in front of my face to silence my protests.
"For the first time in your life do what I tell you to do. I'll do your patients and I'll talk to Charlie. Go home!" She shooed me with her hand smiling.
I tried to smile but I wasn't succeed so I gave her a hug.
"Tanks Rose!" I whispered in her ear.
"Don't mention it!"
I laugh and when she shooed me again I put my hands up in surrender.
"I'm going! I'm going!"
I head towards the locker room, change my clothes, got my purse and some papers and almost run out the building.
In the parking lot as I was unlocking my car some one called me, I turn around to met Elizabeth Masens' green eyes. When she reach me she launch herself at me.
"Oh my god! Darling I missed you so much! How are you? Oh my you are so beautiful!" She then muttered something that I couldn't comprehend. But t didn't mater. She was like a 3rd mother to me. Seeing that I already have my mother and step- mother.
"Oh Liz I missed you so much!"
She put her hands on my cheeks and smiled at me with tears in her eyes. Then she became worried.
"Oh dear what happened to you? Your eyes are red! Have you been crying?"
And then, probably overwhelmed by all day emotions, I begun to cry.
"Oh honey you saw him dind't you?" She asked as she rub my cheeks.Isabella Swan get a grip girl!!!I took deep even breaths, calming myself.
When I was sure I was under better control I smiled softly at her.
"Yes I saw him today."
She smiled sadly.
"Sometimes we make mistakes, even if they are unforgivable. That is part of being humans."
I shrugged.
"It doesn't matter. It's all in the past."
Elizabeths' phone rang. She smiled at me and gave me another hug.
"Bella you are like a daughter to me, and listen to me when I say everything happen for some reason, and if destiny as brought us together again is for some reason. Just don't close your heart." She gave me a kiss on the cheek. "now go to your life, that I have to go see the eldest doctor."
I smiled at her and opened the drivers seat door.
"Bye Bella, and think about what I said. Drive safe honey!"
"Bye Liz!" I called at herand she waved behind her back.
Destiny. I shook my head and drive out the parcking lot.
I was near my house building when my cell ring. I put on speaker when I saw it was my dear brother calling.
"Hey Em!" I called
"Hey Bells Cells what do you tells? " He answered in a 50 CENT voice.
I burst out laughing at his childishness.
"Oh Em only you to make me laugh!"
"That's one of the reasons Rosie loves me so much!"
"Yeah yeah whatever you say, so why are you calling?"
"I miss my little sis!"
I laugh and decided to play with him a little.
"which one?"
"Oh please you are my little sis the other one is my pixie sis so no problem in recognition!"
I laughed again.
" Now seriously Em why did you call? I know you and that isn't the right answer to my question."
He took a deep breath and changed to brothers mode.
"How are you holding up hon? Rose told me they were back and that you and Ed... uh... him saw each other."
This must be a record. It's what the fifth time people ask me how am I holding up!!
My shoulders slumped like they were carrying an enormous weight.
"I'll survive, just like I did 8 years ago. So don't worry be happy" I tried to joke with the last sentence but I wasn't very succeed.
"You know you have me here if you need me right? And Rose too."
"Yeah I know, thank you." I said and push the boton to open my garage gate, park my car and turn off the engine.
"So do you want me to come to your house so we can have some girly movie and eat ice- cream and chocolate and cry when they end up together and because the junk food is over?"
I turn off the speaker, put my head in my car seat and close my eyes.
"I appreciate that Em, but right now I want to take a bath , eat something and sleep."
"Don't worry about that. We'll talk tomorrow. Bisous ma chérie. Je t'aime beaucoup. "
"Love you too brother bear, and thank you"
"Anything for my little sis! Now rest! "
I chuckled and we hung up.
I got out of the car taking my things and head home. When I reach it I was attacked by a white fur ball. I lift Snowflacke and pet her head, she purr at the sensation.
"Hello my darling. How are you?"
She look at me with her beautiful blue eyes and mewled.
I walked to my room and put her on her basket. Next I gather my things and went to the bath room. I turn on the water and took off my clothes. When the hot water touched my skin it was like the weight disappear completely. I put my head against the wall and remember what Liz told me. Everything rang out in my head but nothing made sense. Was she thinking that i would forgive her son? Was he really remorseful about what he did to me? At some point in my thinking the water run cold. I sighed and turn it off. I put some baggy pants and shirt and went to the kitchen where I made tea and some toasts. When the last were done I put butter in them and grabbed the tea and went to my comfy bed. I lied down and look out the window. The rain was strong but something in its sound made me sleepy so I put my tea in the bed side table and at last put my head in my pillow. Slowly I begun to drift to sleep lulled by the rains sound, I put the covers over my shoulders and closed my eyes. Before I loosed all my conscience I made the decision to put me in destiny's hands and see were it would lead me.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I have something to say: I don't own twilight or any of the characters!! I forgot to tell it in the prologue and first chapter but it goes now. Hope you like. Xxxx