People i am so nervous about this chapter, i dont know why. i guess because it is mostly informative and expressing of Paul's feelings, so there is no nuch action but i promis it will be very exciting later :) disclaimer: i dont own twilight (sigh)
hope u like it everyone and dont forget to review :)
Chapter 3
Diala's POV:
I was silent for a moment... shocked. Although Damon isn't the hottest or the most popular, but he is certainly the sweetest.
Before I could say anything, Paul interrupted. "No she won't, she's mine you bastard!" Paul yelled grabbing Damon from the collar of his shirt, about to punch him. At this point I snapped. Who the fuck gave him the right to make decisions for me?
I placed myself between them separating them, putting a hand on each of the chests. I couldn't help but realize how Paul's tough chest relaxed under my touch. I admit I was flattered, but that doesn't change what he just did. "Who gives you the right to make decisions for me? And how dare you assume that I'm yours? I'm not a possession. I don't even like you!" I said to Paul. "And yes, Damon, I would love to be your girlfriend." I smiled at Damon.
Damon looked like the happiest man on earth while Paul looked like someone just stabbed him in the heart. So I'm guessing that no girl has ever refused the La Push man whore, and boy was he shocked. But it was so strange how he started shaking and ran out of school.
Paul's POV:
I ran out of school shaking. I can't believe it! I just imprinted on the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. But she is so shy and seems innocent. And she hates me because I bullied her. I cringed at the thought. How come I was so stupid and blind that I didn't notice her beauty? but that wasn't why I was so angry. It was the fact that now and right in front of me she gained a boyfriend. I know I shouldn't be surprised, she's beautiful and of course she would have boys roaming around her. But why did she agree? Didn't she feel the pull?
Sam, our alpha, had explained the imprint. It's when we look into our soul mate's eyes for the first time after we phase and we know immediately that she is the one we are meant to be with. We feel the need to protect her and make her happy at any expense. Sam imprinted on Emily and were happy together after facing some drama, but even throughout their problems, Emily felt the pull deep down. Jared who got back a few days ago, imprinted on a girl in his history class called Kim. He got it easy because Kim seems to already love him. So why doesn't my angel at least like me? And why did she agree to be with someone else?
At the thought of that I felt myself shaking more, so ran deeper into the woods to make sure no one sees me and phase to a huge silver wolf. Once I was in wolf form, I could hear Sam in my head. One of the perks of being a werewolf (actually a shape-shifter), is the ability to read each others minds but only in wolf form. Sam sensed my irritation.
What's wrong Paul? Why aren't you at school? - Sam
I imprinted - me
Congratulations boy! Emily will be so happy that there will be another wolf girl - Sam
I don't think she wants too, Sam. It's Diala Faber. She absolutely hates me because I bullied her since childhood, not to mention my reputation in La Push as the biggest man-whore and player. I have a past with almost all girls in the school. Oh, and let's not forget her lovely boyfriend that she agreed to be with right in front of me - me
I replayed everything that happened today from the moment I imprinted on her to Sam.
If you want my point of view, I think she is letting her brain guide her, but deep down in her heart she feels the pull, but she is very confused as to why. - Sam
what do you mean? How do you know? - me
Paul, seriously, how were u a ladies' man when you can't even interpret a girl's actions or know how she thinks? - Sam
I growled, it was not the time for this. Get to the point, Sam. - me
Idiot, didn't you feel how she kissed you back? And how she gets nervous when you are too close? But she is obviously running away from you because she knows you reputation and you bullied her for years! And don't forget that she must be feeling the pull and it might be confusing her. - Sam
I smiled as I remembered our kiss... our first kiss... her lips are so soft and taste delicious, like cherries. They're so addictive that I can't wait to taste them again.
You won't if there's nothing official between you. Even if you were her boyfriend you won't go further than kissing. Don't forget that she's from the Faber family, and her father is a member in the council which will make it easier for you that he will understand you and allow her to be with you, when she agrees. Anyway, they are very traditional and have their children raised very well. Diala is the most decent one. She won't give in easily. - Sam
After that, Sam phased back to go to Emily, and I decided to run around to let out my anger. I needed to think of a plan to gain her trust back... well gain her trust since I never had it. This idea kills me. How come I was so stupid, cruel and most importantly blind? How come I never noticed the beauty of my angel? Will she ever forgive me and trust me? Will she accept me?
I have to do something. I have to show her that I'm not the same idiot that I used to be... I had to prove to her that o changed... that I'm willing to do anything for her... that she is and will always be my one and only. If you told me this would happen to me before, I would've laughed. But now, I'm totally whipped. Oh my god. Me, Paul Meraz, whipped be a girl. But I love it. Diala... her name is so beautiful... she has me wrapped around her finger and she doesn't even know it.
Then I remembered Damon. I know that guy, and I have to admit he is really good and sweet and knows how to treat a girl, unlike me. It's official, I have competition. I have to be sweeter than him and better. If Damon treats her like a princess, I will treat her like she deserves to be treated... like a queen. She is not like all the other girls. All girls always throw themselves at me or give in easily when I approach them, but not Diala... she is special... she is worth going after and be treated with respect. I should try my best and give all I have to win her heart.