The Fear Of Leaving
I am starting to miss that shell that protected me
From this new hell.
I can tell
That I am not actually free.
It was better being in there,
At least I had somepony that actually cared.
Bad or good nothing is still understood.
For me to stay, I would leave if I could.
Happiness, life, taken away
Again.
From me today
In the end.
Her sun shines on me till I burn,
And suffer more...
Till I learn
How to make myself endore.
Leaving you behind was a mistake
Can't you tell?
How much of pain do I have to take
As I sell?
My body and sanity in me
Just so you and I could finally be free!
My mind is gone,
What've I done this time?
It's laying here, staring at the sun...
While I still heard your mellifluous hymn.
The fear of leaving controls
Everything I do, trying to
Find you
In that dark, deep, cold hole.
But I will find you someday even
As you walk and fade away.
Can't you hear me calling out for you to stay?