I decided to update because I have nothing better to do.

I'm still trying to find some direction so if you have ideas, PM me!

Disclaimer:

ME: Lissa, you don't have an excuse because now you're in the story. Do the Disclaimer.

LISSA: Have you no sympathy woman? My BEST FRIEND just DIED!

ME: Excuses, excuses. Adrian?

ADRIAN: I'm still depressed. Try the cradle robber.

ME: Dimitri?

DIMITRI: Why should I? You killed off the woman I love.

ME: Because, you owe it Rose. If you loved her, you'd do the Disclaimer!

DIMITRI: Okay, okay! Breatheifyoufinddimitrihot doesn't own Vampire Academy. She is however, responsible for killing off my beloved.

ME: Get over your badass Russia self, You ass.

Lissa's POV

Blood.

Crimson Red Blood.

Staining the carpet.

I stood, staring at the very spot where my best friend had claimed her life. Was it really my fault, as Adrian said? I didn't think so.

Maybe I was a small part of her reasoning but the bigger picture of her death certainly didn't revolve around me.

Rose should have know that I'd only been helping Dimitri. She could, after all, read my mind. It wasn't as though my intentions towards him were romantic. We weren't even friends. The only reason that I had brought him back to life and was helping him was because of Rose.

Because she was my best friend.

Tears slowly began to run down my face.

What would happen now?

Who would be my Guardian?

Who would I talk to about my problems?

Who would be my rock?

Maybe I had taken Rose for granted. Maybe if I'd been nicer to her – more understanding of her situation she would still be here.

I decided I needed comfort. Who better to go to that Rose's ex? Someone who may have been feeling the same turmoil as me.

As I made my way down the corridor, Dimitri's room came into sight. I knocked softly.

He answered.

Looking back, I thought he had looked horrible when I'd first changed him back. At the time I had been shocked to see the ever-stoic Guardian show so much emotion. He had been guilt-ridden at the time and wallowing in sadness. I hadn't thought he could look much worse.

Staring at him now, it was quite obvious that I had been wrong. Studying him, he looked like he'd been crying. His eyes were red and swollen and his dark eyes were swimming so many emotions.

Guilt. Anger. Sadness. Love. Torture.

I flung my self forward into his arms and held onto him, sobbing into his chest. Instead of wrapping his arms around me as he should have, he pushed me back gently and shook his head.

"I'm sorry, Princess, but I can't do this."

I looked up at him through my tears. "I-I just n-need comfort. I'm not m-making a m-move on you." I moved towards him again but again he moved away from me. He ran a hand through his hair.

"Don't you see? Don't you understand, Lissa? This is why she did it. It doesn't matter that we're not involved with each other in that way, it doesn't. Lissa, Rose did what she did because she was hurt. You and me, we did it to her. We pushed her away together. I…I can't be around you. I'm sorry, I'm still grateful for what you did, but I just can't do this." And then he shut the door on me.

He. Just. Shut. The. Door. On. Me.

Where the hell was I meant to go now? Rose was dead. Adrian was pissed off. Eddie and Mia wouldn't look at me. Christian was previously mad at me, no doubt he was even more so now.

I slumped down against Dimitri's doors, bringing my knees into my chest and resting my head on them. Loud sobs racked my body, but if Dimitri could hear, he most certainly didn't acknowledge it.

I was alone.

I couldn't even go to my 'friends' because Rose was gone. It was too late to make up with them.

Too Late

Shoutouts:

Badass Hathaway for the ideas! I took your advice and Did LPOV. I'll also do a ghost RPOV down the track. Again thanks!

Vampirejewels: Thanks for the first review! And your nice encouragement.

Crazy Sarcastic Bitch: I figured I should update before you harass me! Haha, Love you, Sis.