5 months later

When I came back I was looking more like myself minus my hair. I know things were back to normal. I still hated Mike and knew he hated me too. When I walked through the door Vinny threw his arms around me holding tight.

"I'm so glad your back babe. I missed you so much. I happy that things are back to normal."

"I missed you baby I'm not leaving again." He pulled my hand up the stairs, he was gonna welcome me home. When we got the bedroom we locked the door as Vinny threw me down the bed getting on up of me. Soon we making out. I loved it when Vinny was kissing my chest that made my jeans feel tighter. He smiled at me while winking.

"Babe which would you like better. Me giving you head or me fucking you."

"Fuck me. We haven't done that in a while. I want you to make me scream." At first Vinny was massaging me through my jeans. Then he slowly pulled off my pants and boxers leaving me hot and naked on the bed. He pulled off his clothes, he looked so hot standing there naked. Once again he crawled on up of me kissing chest moving downwards to my cock kissing it I could feel my body twitch.

"That feels good right babe. Well it's about to get better." I got on back as he spread my legs as he moved his cock inside of me. This was our second time. Vinny turned to kissing when rocking my hips. I could feel my body getting for an orgasm.

"Baby I'm getting ready to cum. Harder Vinny make me it feel better."

"You like this babe." I could feel him moving faster and harder, god I never felt this good.

"Oh Vinny yes you're so amazing I love the way you make feel right now." At the moment I cumed right on his chest. At the time I could tell that Vinny looked so hard.

"Pauly I want you fuck nice and hard." Vinny got on his back as I got ready to fuck his brains out. I slowly moved my cock inside of him. The way his body moved I could tell he liked it. When we were down having sex we went to take a shower. Then got the shower we ended up having hot sex again. When I went downstairs everyone was glad to see me. Each of the girls took turns hugging me. I could see Mike in the corner he looked like didn't give a fuck. Deanna pulled me aside to talk me to she was glad to see me.

"So this means no more drugs. The normal Pauly is back."

"Yes I'm clean and I'm back. You don't have to worry about me." Mike went over to me to smiling devilishly at me.

"Listen Pauly I still don't like you. I'm at least glad to everything is better with you."

"Thanks. I feel the same way too." I felt like telling Mike that most of things I said to him I said when I was high. But I part of me wanted to say those to him. That night I went to the club to have fun. I had some drinks and dance on the dance floor with Vinny. Since everyone knew about us I didn't hid it. I started move my hand between his legs and just rubbed, Vinny took my hand and down his pants as he just kissed me. Vinny was grinning himself against me and that made me hot. Whispered to for us to go to our spot so he would "help" me. When we got in the back got down on his knees as my pulled my pants and he sucked me off. Everyone was it was happy. I had no idea things would get worst. The next day everyone but Mike and I were gone, Mike sat next to me I wondered what he wanted.

"Pauly tell me something."

"What do you wanna know?"

"What happened to you and Zach? You seemed to be happy with him and then out of blue you came back here." I felt real sick like I was gonna be sick. I tried holding back my tears.

"I don't wanna talk about it."

"Why? What you realized you should have chose Vinny. Or did he found out about your little problem and dump you."

"You don't understand."

"Tell me." I lost it I was now crying so I just screamed.

"Zach died that night. Happy now. Fuck you."

"I'm sorry. I didn't know."

"Like you fucking care." I walked away as my mind was reeling, I was hurting all over. I went to my bed room sat on the floor rocking back and forth. I was crying so hard I couldn't breathe. I put on a hoodie drying my tears and walked out of the house. I went to a bar just taking shots. I got drunk and must of passed out because when I woke up I in the car and Vinny was here looking mad.

"Why did get drunk and call me to pick you up."

"Mike got me all upset talking about Zach. I just got to the point where I couldn't deal. I'm sorry babe."

"I understand. What he say baby."

"He was asking what happened. He just pushed me intill I told him everything then had the nerve to say sorry. "

"I'm here to make everything better. He just held me tight as he jerked me off. When he got the house I ran to the bathroom and got really sick. As was I was getting sick I heard Vinny talking to Mike.

"Listen why do you love pushing people in the house to their breaking points and lost control."

"I just wanna to know the truth.'

"Bullshit. Leave Pauly alone."

"I didn't do anything." Vinny punched him in his face and walked to my aid.

"How do you feel?"

"Like crap. I'll feel better after I finish all this throwing up. Thanks for being there for me."

"I'd anything for you." 10 minutes later I crawled into bed since I felt so sick and Vinny just held me tight. Snooki popped her head in the door she noticed something was up

"What's wrong with Pauly?"

"He got really drunk after Mike pushed him about something really personal."

"I'm sorry. Feel better Pauly." When Snooki saw Mike swollen face she knew something went down.

"Mike what happened did Pauly punch you again."

"No Vinny did he was mad for me upsetting Pauly." The next day I felt better but I still had a headache I went to up to talk up Mike I saw what Vinny did to him.

"Mike why can't you stay out of my business. If I wanna tell things I will."

"Come on you leave the house with out telling anyone and then return without telling anyone. Someone is bond to talk."

"Not like you do you. You break people down intill they got all upset."

"What you want to feel bad because I hurt your feeling."

"Asshole one day you're gonna push someone too far.

"It my fault you to damn sensitive."

"Fuck you." Mike slapped me in the face I punched him and he fell down and he hit his head. He kicked me on soon we were fighting. I just punched him not realizing the blood on my hand. He got up slammed into the table. I don't remember how it ended. I just woke up in the hospital. I saw Vinny I was puzzled.

"What happened?"

"You and Mike got into fight and you passed to because you lost too much blood. You two must hate each other." "All wanted was him to stop talking about me."

"What was the last thing you remember?"

"I started feel dizzy so I walked away. I didn't wanna fight anymore. As I walking away Mike grabbed me by the wrist when I tried to break free he slammed me on the ground."

"Did you tell him you were leaving?"

"No I just walked away. "

"How did you lose all this blood?"

"When fell I fell on glass and I most started bleeding real bad." Mike walked into my room for the first time, he really looked sorry.

"I'm sorry I hurt you. I didn't know I hurt you so bad. He had a black eye, fat lip, two broken fingers and his face looked really bad.

"I know you're sorry. I know we'll push each other again so one of us has to move out."

"I agree with you."

"Listen I want you to leave." I was a little scared and I just wanted to have time with Vinny.

"Babe I wish I was there to protect you. If he comes at again I'll fuck him up."

"Thanks baby but no more fighting. I don't to see you get hurt. Maybe we can both move out to our own place. I know I can't stay in the house with Mike."

"I know I like that idea. I know Mike ain't going anywhere. When we go back home we start looking at places. I know that would make Mike happy. When I got home all the girls gave me hugs. Mike wasn't happy to see me I could tell. Snooki went up to me.

"Pauly I'm so glad to see your home. I can't believe he did that to you." As she was talking Mike looked mad and stormed out.

"I know. Soon I'm leaving the house for good with Vinny."

"Why."

"I can't be in the house with Mike. We'll just fight."

"I understand that. The last thing anyone wants is more fighting in this house. "Later that night I couldn't go out because I didn't feel good so Vinny stayed with me. Everything seemed getting better when Mike walked up to Vinny to talk. I could hear them talk.

"I can't believe your little lover boy is leaving because he's not man enough to be in the house with me."

"I don't blame him. He nearly dead because you took a fight too far. I know you're not gonna change. Listen just leave Pauly alone."

"Oh so no he got you talking for him."

"Whatever Mike." Vinny walked away to our bedroom closing and locking the door. We started to make out which made me feel good. I felt Vinny's hand go between my legs rubbing my crotch. He moved down sucking my cock, I laid on the bed gripping the sheets in pleasure. When Vinny was done I could he was all nice and hard so I jerked him off. The next day everyone but Vinny and Mike went to work. I worked somewhere else at another Jersey store. Vinny was still in bed when Mike walked in his room.

"Vinny can we talk."

"Sure. Even though I don't feel too good."

"I'm sorry. You really love Pauly right."

"Yeah with all my heart."

"Why would all the sudden you take Pauly back knowing he was with someone else?"

"Because he needed me and I knew he still loved me."

"Even though you didn't hear from intill him that day."

"Shut up Mike I didn't care. We're together that all that matter." Vinny was getting ad at Mike for getting in his business.

"Listen Mike my head hurts I want to go back bed."

"So you don't think Pauly will cheat on you again."

"I'm no answering that. Please just leave me alone."

"Tell me."

"Pauly was happy when he was away and all that mattered to me."

"Geez Vinny don't get mad and yell at me."

"I told you I'm sick and I now I want rest. Plus this is our problems not yours."

"You know once a cheater always a cheater. He love you intill he finds another boyfriend."

"We both made mistakes but he made up for it." Vinny got up and smacked Mike across the face.

"What was that for?"

"Because I don't want to insult Pauly when you don't know the whole story."

"Tell me that story."

"No you liked wouldn't you."

"I just wanna know what happened. Maybe I'll leave you alone."

"Oh please." Vinny moved on the other side of the bed with his back turned to him. Mike left him alone. Later that night we went to the club, I didn't that was gonna be a fight. Vinny and I were at the bar drinking. We would hear Mike taking about Pauly and I to a bunch of girls. Vinny walked up to Mike tapping on the shoulder.

"What the fuck Mike telling people what happened between Pauly and I."

"Don't get mad I didn't even use your names." Vinny punched Mike in the face almost knocking him down. Mike punched him back and soon they were fighting. I wanted to go over there and stop it but I know Mike would just take out on me. The bouncers came and broke up the fight and kicked everyone out. The fighting didn't stop, as they were fighting Mike pushed Vinny down and he hit his head on the gravel. There was blood on the sidewalk when roommates saw that they were in shock. Jenni went to him looking upset and.

"Can't believe you could this again. You need to keep your angry in check." I ran over to Vinny I picked him putting him in my car and driving him to the hospital. I went to up Mike I was pissed.

"Asshole." When we got to the hospital I had to wait an hour to find out if he was ok. He came out and he said he could go home. When we got home Mike came up to me he looked upset.

"Listen I don't wait to hear you're sorry. Just leave. You make me sick." Everyone else wanted to know if Vinny was ok, we just said we wanted to be alone.

"I fought for you. He called you a cheater. Pauly I found an apartment for us." When Vinny showed me the paper I got all white and looked sick.

"You ok babe."

"No. we can't move there that was Zach's place."

"I'm sorry I didn't know." I started to cry and Vinny put his arm around me holding tight. At moment I felt like was gonna be sick

"Baby make me feel better. I put his hand by my crotch, Vinny reached his hand side my pants message me through my underwear. Soon he reached his hand my underwear that made me feel better.

"Harder baby." I felt so good I just smiled at him as he put his hand on my cock jerking me off. When it was all over we fell asleep. In the middle of the night I woke up screaming feeling sick. I turned to Vinny but his still sleeping but Jenni heard me walking into the room.

"You ok Pauly."

"No I'm not. I was dreaming about Zach it felt so real." By the time I was crying so she hugged me, I put my head on her shoulder and just cried.

"It'll be ok I promise you. What happened?"

"Earlier Vinny found the listening to Zach's place and brought bad memories." She left I couldn't to back to sleep. I wanted to drink but I didn't. I wanted to wake up Vinny but he was sick and hurt and didn't want to bother him. I just cried myself sleep. Around 5 I woke up in sweat at least I wasn't screaming but did I feel sick. Soon after Vinny woke up turning to me.

"No I'm having nightmares about Zach. I feel sick."

"I'm sorry babe what was the dreams about."

"We were together and happy and then I think about the last time we were together. The night that he died. Please help me."

"I'll help you. I don't wanna see you upset." He held in his arms while we held hands. I didn't want let him go."

"Baby do you think I was your fault that he died." At the moment I felt sick and threw up in the trashcan.

"Maybe there was something I could've done with got home early that night. Maybe I could've saved his life."

"Babe it wasn't your fault. He died of drug overdose. Maybe he wanted to go that night."

"I understand baby. I don't want these thoughts to end."