Chapter 3. Never felt like this.

''When you are important to another person
that person will always find a way
to make time for you.
No excuses
No lies
No broken promises.''

He pushed the door open and saw something what made him very concerned. No he were actually scared. He walked in and that feeling only got worst.

The mess: broken mirrors, table chair and blood on the floor. A lot of blood. He just wanted to run out and never come back. He just hoped that he were hallucinating , or that was just a bad dream. But how much further he went as much he knew how true this all was.

He stated to took pictures as fast as he could , because he wanted out.

After that he just locked the door and ran to his car. He dialed Rossi's number.

'' Agent Rossi.'' he heard him say.

'' Dave! '' Hotch said and started driving.

'' Hotch, you sound worried, is everythi.. '' Hotch didn't let him finish.

'' David, listen to me. Is everyone already there? If not , call them , immediately. '' He says, almost yells to Rossi and don't wait him to answer before hanging up.

Hotch felt like crying , but he couldn't. '' You have to keep focused if you want to help her. '' he thinked the whole drive.

When he finally got to the parking lot, he just ran as fast as he could to get to his team.

He just ran and ran and ran up stairs. when he got up, he were so out of breath, but he didn't care. And that pain in his chest, he wasn't sure did it came because of a lack of oxygen or because he were scared.

One more stairs and he were at the conference room. The whole team were already there.

'' What were so important to wake me up on a Saturday morning. I though I had my weekend off.'' Reid said and looked so tired and grumpy.

'' You have , but I'm sure you want to stay here.'' Hotch said to him. '' And Garcia, I send to you a few photos, please, put them on the screen.'' He didn't have to tell her twice.

He took a deep breath before starting. But It felt like there were no words.

'' Sir. Where are these photos taken? '' Garcia asks and looks very frightening.

'' JJ's apartment. '' he said and looked at the screen. But turned immediately back. '' JJ's missing. ''

'' For how long? '' Morgan asked shocked.

'' She left from my place when I left for work and it was .. almost. '' he said and looked their reaction. They hadn't told them that they were dating or anything like that.

'' So, You've been ..dating?'' Emily questioned and he nodded. '' Wow. But I have to say that we kind of expected that already. For how long? '' Emily looked the others members of the team.

'' Yeah. Almost 5 month.'' he said and that pain inside him just got worst in every breath he took.

'' So , where do we start? '' Garcia asked.

'' There is two jobs and you can share it. Check the Crime scene , aka JJ's house and talk to the neighbors.'' Hotch said.

'' Then what are you going to do? '' Reid asks.

'' I'm starting to call to the hospitals if someone has brought her there.'' he says and watch to his team mates. He just wanted to scream and shout and just go crazy. He just wanted her to come back, he just wanted to see her again. He has never felt like this.

And when they saw Hotch's eye , they knew. They knew how much he loves her , and how much he misses her. How much he want this to end.