Disclaimer: I do NOT own Naruto or any of it's characters!!

Warnings: This is a slash, a yaoi, a maleXmale fanfiction and will involve graphic sex/rape and violent scenes in future chapters.

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Ibiki's glare hardened towards Kakashi and stood up, slamming his hands on the table, "Shut the f*** up, you whore!" he yelled.

Iruka jumped slightly and backed up and away from the two, "S-Stop it you two....your scaring me," he whimpered glancing back from Ibiki to Kakashi.

Kakashi hopped down from the window and walked over to where Iruka used to be sitting, completely igorning him as he glared back at Ibiki, "You know that....why not tell your way too over-protected brother here what you did, why he would hate you if he ever found out, huh? Or should I, Ibiki-san," he said coldly.

Ibiki took a deep and ragged breath, "I will tell him 'cause knowing you you'll switch it on him just to mess around with Iruka afterward, you pervert," he said before glancing at Iruka who was shaking like a small leaf in the fall trying to stay onto his limb. He sighed and sat back down, "I'm sorry, Iruka-kun....please sat back down....Kakashi will move for you," he said more gently.

Kakashi softened his glare and moved out of the way, leaning back against the window he entered in watching Iruka slowly sit back down and glance between Kakashi and Ibiki once more, silent.

Ibiki closed his eyes and breathed out a slight breath, "....I lied, Iruka-kun....my parents did not die on a high ranked mission from rouges....i found them brutally mudered...their fingers cut off, their hands, arms, and legs broken and shattered in multiple places....their mouths were literally sewn shut and...their eyes were bleeding from their minds beign tortured as well as....they had whip and chains marks all over their bodies...in a few places there was even chunks of skin missing...it...it was horrible and i'm sorry for telling you all this, but....you need to know what did that to them," he said as he opened his eyes looking at Kakashi.

Iruka was shocked and scared, 'what could have done that? that's....that's just horrible!' he thought looking at his hands which were folded together in his lap, waiting to hear more.

Ibiki was silent for awhile just staring at Kakashi, Kakashi not even caring just looking out the window. Ibiki soon just sighed and began speaking again, "I wish you would at least look at me, you whore...whatever, i dont care....listen Iruka....Kakashi is the one who murdered my parents...he went insane and killed them," he said, seriously.

Iruka's eyes widened and his head shot up now staring at Kakashi, not believing it.

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Kakashi smirked widely, you could tell even with his mask on, "Yup, i sure did~ And for your information i iknew/i what i was doing...i was slightly unstable, but not insane, Ibiki....and since i can see your face, Iruka-kun, you seem pretty surprised. Didn't you know i was a murderer? Wasn't it just sooo obivous?" he said, sarcastically.

Ibiki glared, "Heh....same old Kakashi....emotionless. You were nearly crying when i spoke of your past, but now i as i re-tell what you did to my parents your unphased and actually sound happy about it?!" he yelled, angerly.

"Tch...course i do, you knew what your parents were doing...were doing to me and my mother, the bastards. They had a right to be killed by me in a painful torture since my mother couldn't do it because she was so fucked up...Ibiki why don't i conutine this story and fill in some places you skipped over," Kakashi said, coldly as he looked back at Iruka, "...Listen up and listen good because i will not say this again," he spoke more seriously now.

Ibiki muttered under his breath, but sat in his seat quietly as he glared at Kakashi, ready to jump in at any time.

Iruka stared back at Kakashi and to him it seemed that Kakashi's normal eye had taken a hint of sadness in them behind his usual cold and nearly hollow blue eye. He couldn't help, but stare into it, thinking about what had really happened to Kakashi that Iruka didn't know and probably would never understand even if he did.

Kakashi took a deep breath, "Let's back up some....like before Ibiki's parents death," he said before shutting his eye and leaning his head back against the wall. "...I'll start from when the 3rd Hokage found out 3 years later....he had sent a trusted AMBU to my house to imform me that Itachi-san had betrayed the village and was long gone by now, so they needed me to try and track him down since i was closer to Itachi-san than most people. Well, let's say no one answered the door and he opened it and was quite shocked at what he found....I wont add details for your sake Iruka-kun, but i was being raped again would be the best way to put it. The AMBU quickly knocked out everyone except myself who was curled up into a ball.....sadly still moaning from having....uhh...things in me," Kakahsi said, awkwardly, trying his best not to disturb Iruka's poor mind anymore than it probably was, "Well that AMBU actually took me to the 3rd telling him what had happened after helping clean me up and dressing me....the 3rd was shocked as well....for weeks after the people they had caught at my house, along with my own mother, were put into jail, i stayed with the Hokage and watched over Naruto since it was the only thing i really could do. I wasn't watched, but they did body examations on me to make sure i was eating properly and not harming myself. For the next two months i never spoke i word to anyone, Gai came over and would talk for hours trying to cheer me up and get me to say something, but he never got anything out of me....i was always in daze, thinking about other things like my family and old friends. After those two months ended the 3rd actually let me leave his house and watch to go into the village, so i thought hard on what to do and actually ended up at Prison to visit my mother. The guards almost didn't let me, but in the end they did....one guard lead me to a cell and i could see my mother, skinny and ill looking curled up in the back corner. I asked the guard for some pricviray, he hesited, but left and once he was out of my sight i slipped through the bars, it was amzaming i was small enough to do it. I had walked over to her and collasped, crying in my hands beside her, whimpering....she had....she had that evil, wicked smile plastered onto her face with her blood-shot eyes wide open while a trickle of blood travled down her chin....she had took the fork that came with her food and stabbed herself about ten times each of both of her arms....she had finally lost it...having withdrawns from all the drugs those men had put into her system she killed herself wanting the thrill of her blood pumping again." Kakashi then sighed and opened his eye half-way, it watered with depression, yet didn't yet spill over.

Ibiki was staring at Kakashi, "No....that can't be what happened, Kakashi....your lying, everyone was told that she was murdered by the men the AMBU had captured. There is no way that could be the truth....i mean why would it be?" he said.

Kakashi slowly glanced over at Ibiki and chuckled darkly, "Trust everything you hear, huh, Ibiki? Why would i lie about that....about my loving mother that was corrupted by people like your family dying!" he yelled, his depression slowly falling again from his dark-blue eye and sliding down his face only to abrosb in his mask.

Iruka's eyes widened a bit, looking from Ibiki to Kakashi again, trying to understand and put all of this together. Before Ibiki could reply back Iruka sopke, "Stop it...both of you, right now!" he yelled and stood up, clenching his fists, "Please...i like you both and i'm trying to understand these confusing things i want...need to know, so...please no more fighting until afterwards....Ibiki let Kakashi-sama finish his story and when and if you have a comment or onipion wait until after Kakashi-sama is done....alright?" he said looking at the both of them.

Ibiki glanced at Kakashi and then back at Iruka, "...Fine, but...only because you asked, Iruka-kun and just to let you know i don't like it," he said pouting slightly while crossing his arms and looking down.

Kakashi gently wiped at his eye, "Alright, Iruka-kun....now let's conutine," he said sitting in the window now.

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Kakashi closed his eye again as he took a deep breath, "...Once i had found my mother like i did i swore i would kill every single last one of those men who drugged and corrupted her and used me for their own sick pleasure...i knew all of their faces from those 3 years....they were engraved into my mind. So what i did was draw pictures of all of them and write the names underneath the picture if i knew it....i planned out every single thing i would do to each person....the men that were in the prison died in a jail roit, Rayyn died by Sasori....or at least they think so because the poision matched his. Ibiki....oh, Ibiki....your father was one of the two men who came every fucking day to drug my mother and rape me nonstop for nearly the whole day....your father and that other man, i swore their deaths would be almost as painful as what they did to my family...yes, i killed your father, but that wasnt all.....i raped and killed your mother infront of him before slowly killing him....i didnt know they had a son or i probably would have killed you, too, Ibiki."

Kakashi stopped for a moment and chuckled looking straight at Ibiki who was shaking in rage and slight fear. Iruka gulped slightly and couldn't believe that Kakashi....the Kakashi he thought he knew was so different than he really knew....it scared him how much one could hide.

Kakashi shook his head, "What people do, huh, Ibiki?" he muttered as he ran a hand threw his silver hair. "Anyways, ....I killed all of them except one....that man that always came in with your father, Ibiki. I couldn't find him anywhere, trust i used my AMBU as an advantage to find him and that still didn't fucking work. He's good at hiding. But that's a story to tell later....let's actually talk about what Ibiki did that would make you hate him so much, Iruka-kun~" he laughed letting his eye slide across Iruka's face and then Ibiki's.

Iruka had his hands interwinded with each other, shaking some as his nails gnetly dug into the back of his palms. '...I'm actually going to find out? aw man, i hope it isn't something too bad....i may never look at Ibiki-kun the same again....like i'm already seeing Kakashi-sama differently.'

Ibiki gluped slightly and glanced at Iruka, "I may not be able to stop you from telling Iruka what i did, but could you....at least....Leave out the details, Kakashi," he said holding back his nervousness of what Iruka's reaction will be.

Kakashi snickered, "Hell no....I'm going to explain every last detail, so Iruka can understand what the fuck you did and plus....you may be able to see me cry again once i releave that memory from my subconsiousness." Before Ibiki could reply with a angry, agruing tone Iruka nodded and said in a stern voice, "Fine....contiune, Kakashi-sama."