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We drove through the whole the night, only stopping for gas and food, until we found a small motel just outside of Iowa. Dean went to get us a room, while Sam and I got the bags, I was still a little worried about Sam, he was like a walking robot, except whenever he closed his eyes, he would get restless and start screaming her name, that's the only time he showed human emotions. He hasn't said a word to us since the day jess died. I pulled out mine and dean's duffel bag, and walked toward the motel.
I spotted dean walking toward me "we`re in room 217," he said, chucking the keys at me, I caught them in the air, rolling my eyes as dean rushed back to the car. I opened the door to the room, I looked around impressed, it wasn't too bad considering the other ones we had stayed at, and it had a flat screen TV with cable, two queens and a small couch. I dropped the bags on the bed furthest from the door; I sighed and jumped on the bed. Sam walked in and did the same, I looked at him, he had his eyes closed, as if he was trying really had to concentrate.
"Where `s dean," I asked curiously, dean was crazy beyond explanation, but even he wouldn't leave us, not when one of us was hurting, Sam opened his eyes and turned to look at me.
"Parking his beloved car," he said giving me a small smile, I nodded, glad that he was finally speaking to us. I got off the bed and was about to walk in to the bath room, when I heard Sam call me, "Alex," I turned to face him, "yeah Sam," he looked at me for what seemed like ages, "it wasn't your fault," he said closing his eyes.
I stared at him, my throat feeling tight with emotion, I didn't know what to say, because it didn't matter what he said, and it was my fault. I was the one who didn't tell them about my visions, if only I had told them, and then jess wouldn't have died. I shook my head, a tear escaping. I turned back and walked in to the bath room, I closed the door behind me, sliding on to the floor. I buried my face in my hands and took a deep breath, I wanted to cry, to let it all out, but I remembered what dean used to say to me " don't give in Alex, no matter what, be brave for me and Sam, "I took a another breath, and stood up, gripping the sink tightly for support, I looked at my reflection in the mirror.
I didn't even recognize myself, my long hair was everywhere, I had deep dark circles around my eyes, and my skin looked so pale. I looked away sighing, there was no need for me to wallow in self-pity, and it surly wasn't going to help anybody,
Deans POV:
He hated where everything was going, he hated that Sam `s girl friend died, he hated that his little sister, his baby, was having some weird visions. He should`ve being able to get her to trust him enough to tell him what was happening to her.
Dad had trusted him with her and he was letting him down, as well as her. He run a hand through his short cropped hair, he had purposely taken longer to park the car so he could think. Their life was fucked beyond words now, visions, deaths and a missing dad. He just wished his little brother and sister could have a normal life, they shouldn't have to life this way. "game face on dean," he told himself, he had to be strong for both of them , he believed that no matter what, they would get through it all because they had each other. He parked the car, and got out walking toward their room.
Sam`s POV
He couldn't explain these wired dreams, it was about jess, their mum, Alex and dean, and every time it would be the same, he would spot the demon, he would start the exorcism and then everything would go black. He sighed defeated, there was no point trying to make sense of it. He couldn't believe jess was dead, that she was gone forever. Killed exactly the same horrific way as his mother , what broke his heart though more than anything , was the look in Alex's eyes, the look of pure guilt and hurt, she blamed herself, he blamed himself, dean probably blamed himself, that's what sucked most about being a Winchester.
He couldn't talk to Dean or Alex for a whole two days, he didn't know what to say to them, he didn't mean to scare them, and he just couldn't sort out his head. Now all he wanted to do was hunt something evil.
Alex's POV
I took a deep breath and got out of the bathroom, dean was sitting on the couch flipping through channels, while Sam was on his laptop doing research, I walked over to the bed furthest from the door, since dean insisted that he sleep on the bed closer to the door, that way whatever decides to attack them would have to face dean first. I closed my eyes, putting on my iPod, I was lost in my thoughts, that I nearly missed Sam and deans conversation, I took the earphones out and looked at my brothers. Dean looked at me, "Sam's got a case," he said grinning, I flashed them a smile, and I for one really wanted to kill something.
I looked over at Sam who was concentrating on the case, he seemed less robotic now, I was really glad, I was about to call Sam when dean chucked a pillow at me, " go to bed dimples," he said smirking
I just stared at him frowning, "I'm not tiered Dee, besides I slept the whole way here, "I said trying to fight of a yawn, Sam looked between me and dean and chuckled.
"You should sleep Alex," he said grinning at me, I pouted, crossing my arms across my chest, "I promise you, I'm not tired Sammy,' I said annoyed, dean chucked another pillow at me, I groaned annoyed and chucked it back at him.
He quickly got up and whacked me with his pillow; I moved out of the way and hit him with my pillow. He grinned throwing more blows my way; I ducked each time and hit him with mine, soon enough he had me pinned o the bed. He climbed on top of me sitting on my stomach.
-He grabbed my arms and started tickling me, I started laughing and trying to move out from under him, "dean.. sto..Stop..Pl..Please..Dee," I managed to choke out through my laughter, this only made dean tickle me more, "are you going to sleep now," he smirked as Sam walked over to us, "Sam..Tell..Dean..st..Stop," I said laughing so hard tears escaped my eyes. Sam grinned down at me, and then looked at dean; He grabbed my foot and started to tickle me. I broke out in a fit of laughter and quickly tried to pull my foot away but Sam had a firm hold on it" Sam, no, stop….plea…Sam….st…Sam…"I said laughing, sa…stop…st…Sam" I took in a big gulp of air and calmed my shaking body. "Please…no more Sammy…I have to pee." he laughed and stopped, dean climbed of me.
He smirked at Sammy, then turned to face me "are you still not tired Alexandra," I sat up trying to stabilize my breathing, "I'm gonna get you back for that guys," I said, moving towards the top of the bed. I glared at Sam and dean, and they started laughing again. "You're sharing tonight Sammy," dean said walking in to the bath room.
Sam changed in to sweats and moved over to my side of the bed, I waited till dean got out of the bathroom, then walked over to my bag and got my Justin bieber shorts and top , I pulled out my face wash and walked in to the bath room, quickly changing, I walked back in to the room. Sam and dean were in bed, "night dean," I said as I climbed in beside Sam, I curled up beside Sammy, he wrapped his arm around me, "night dimples, night Sammy" dean said as he got under his cover, turning off the bed light beside him.
I woke up to an empty room, I looked around alert, but relaxed as soon as I heard the shower running, dean came out fully dressed, the guy was crazy, he was fully showered and dressed within three minutes. I stared at him stretching my arms, "where's Sammy," I asked sleep making my voice deep.
He grinned at me, then roared with laughter, "what!" I asked self-consciously, he continued laughing, "Dean, seriously what!" I asked slightly annoyed, he looked at me pointing at my hair.
"You looked like a lion, after a rough round with dad," he choked out smirking; I shot him a look, grabbing my bag and walked in to the bathroom, just as Sam came in with breakfast.
"What's up with her," I heard him ask dean, I quickly got out of my pajamas and got in the shower, I was done in all ten minutes, I stood in front of the mirror trying to do something about my hair. I finally settled for a messy bun on top of my head. I got my make-up bag and put a bit of eye-liner on, going through my bag, I pulled out jeans and a purple tee. I walked out of the bathroom to find my brothers sitting on the table; I took a sit next to dean, who handed me a small box.
"I'm having chicken tenders for breakfast?" I asked cocking an eye brow, I slowly opened the box, Sam grinned at me. When we all finished our food, Sam started by telling us about the case he found.
He pulled out his laptop, "uh.. Small town, not too far from here, six people dead so far, all work in the same school, police passed it off as suicide's, um.. There are three students, all female and 3 teachers all female as well." He finished looking up
"Sounds like a nasty vengeful spirit," I said
Dean gave Sam a look, "like the lady in white, "he said smirking
I looked between the two in confusion, Sam shook his head at dean amused, while dean grinned wider, " do I even want to know, "I asked Sam, he grinned then shook his head."
"Yeah, sounds like a spirit, differently our kind of case, "he said grinning
Dean shook his head laughing, "get ready to leave in an hour, I'm going to pick up something, " he said picking up his keys and walking out the door.
Sam stayed where he was, I moved to the bed and sat down flipping through the channels, I was about to give up on finding something decent to watch, when I saw that the vampire diaries was on, I screamed happily turning the volume up, Sam looked up and stared at me, "what's wrong," he asked getting up to stand by me, I looked up at Sam.
"Nothing, uh... just I love this show Sam," I said laughing, "well okay then just watch it, "he said raising his eyebrows.
Sam left me to watch the show, I was so hooked on vampire diaries, that I didn't even hear dean arrive, he came in with a some food, " you guys ready to head out, "I was about to say no when Sam pointed at my packed duffel, next to his ,I shot him a smile and he winked.
"All done Dean, "I said when I caught him glancing between me and Sammy, he chuckled shaking his head, he walked out the door quickly grabbing our bags.
Once he left, I walked up to Sammy and gave him a bear hug, "thanks Sammy," I whispered against his chest, he smiled down at me "any time kiddo," he said ruffling my hair, I smiled following Dean.
We pulled over in front of a cheap motel by the school; Sam went to check us in, while dean and I worked on the fake IDS. I went to the bath room to have a quick shower before we made our move; I wished I was 15 already, having dimples and being 5 feet 3, made me look like a child. I stared at my reflection in the mirror, to add to the whole child thing, I have golden blonde curly hair; I had a quick shower, walking out of the bathroom I noticed both Sam and dean were talking in whispers. They stopped talking as soon as I walked over, "what's up, "I asked suspicious,
They looked at each other, then Sam cleared his throat, "well...um..We were talking about the case ...and we figured that the best way to...um...Figure out what we're dealing with is to um…enroll you as a student, he said quietly
"What!" I shouted furiously, were they having a laugh, they both know I hate going to public school. They had one of their silent conversations, I spent twenty minutes trying to convince them of a new way, until dean stood up, " you're going dimples, end of discussion." he said using his- I'm your- big-brother-what-i-say-goes-voice, I sighed giving in, even I knew better then to argue with dean when he was annoyed. I slumped down on the bed, "fine, I'll go but I don't have to like," I huffed.
"Get your ass up dimples," I heard someone say, "Five...minutes...Kay" I replied sleepily. "Five..Four..Three...two..one" I heard dean counting, " okay I'm up," I said rubbing sleep from my eyes, I looked up to see him holding a bottle of water above my head, I glared at him, " what!, "he asked trying to look innocent, I grabbed my bag, and took off for the bath room annoyed.
I skipped the shower quickly brushing my hair; I hated school, why did I have to be the freaking teenager here. It's not that I couldn't socialize with people; it was more that I preferred older people. I also have a temper; I had my first fight in 1st grade. Some kid was taking the Mick out of my cloths, so I punched him, after that I just got in to more and more fights, till dad gave up completely and pulled me out of school.
I sighed pulling out my favorite pair of jeans , they were high waisted denim jeans, I chose a white crop top, that said do I look like I give a fuck on it, It looked quite sunny outside so I was only wearing that. I grabbed my brush quickly running it through my hair few times. I let my hair fall down, applying a bit of lip gloss and some eyeliner. I walked out of the bathroom.
I nearly killed it at the scene before me, Sam and dean were both in suites, "what happened to you too," I said smirking at Sam's uncomfortable expression.
"Does this suite make look fat," Dean asked looking annoyed, I scoffed rolling my eyes, well some things never change. When we stopped outside the school, Sam and dean had already filled me on their jobs, they were both applying as substitute teachers, Sam as math's teacher and dean as a history teacher.
We walked towards the heads office, they had an old record of me, so they thought I needed to be told the rules again. Sam and dean headed off in to the staff room while I sat with the head teacher.
"Alex, I've looked at your record and you seem like a very bright student, but don't let that temper get in your way," she said while I sat there bored out of my mind ,thinking she was done I got up to leave. "Alexandra wait a moment please, your t-shirt is inappropriate, we don't allow our students to wear clothing with writing on," I stared at her as if she had to two heads, I seriously considered punching her right then.
"Are you serious," I asked her shocked, she nodded "its part of the school code," she said seriously
Was she being serious, "are you for real, what about freedom of expression," I asked her annoyed, " "Alex this is not up for discussion okay, I'm just telling you now, don't wear something like that tomorrow, clear," she asked standing up. I scoffed and rolled my eyes.
"Alex, "she said sternly. I looked at her trying to hold in laughter," crystal" I said sarcastically. She smiled widely," you may go now," she said sitting down.
I turned to leave grabbing my bag, I pulled out my schedule , great I had double English first, I was in room G435, where the hell was that, I looked around for two minutes I couldn't find it.
I was too busy looking down at my schedule, when I collided with someone, I landed on my ass dropping my bag an stuff in the process, " watch where you're going ," I snapped looking up to see my attacker. I looked up to find a tall mixed race boy, god he was so good looking. "I'm sorry," he said helping me up. Shit why I'm I so rude and why is he apologizing when it was my fault, "don't worry about it, to be perfectly honest t it was more my fault then yours," I said offering a smile.
He laughed quietly." I'm Tyler," he introduced himself, "and I am late and lost, "I replied shaking my head. He laughed again "you're the new girl In my class I take, what's your name," he asked smiling, he had the most deepest green eyes, you could actually lose yourself in them. "Alex and yep I'm new" I said showing my annoyance, "it's not that bad Alex, come on I'm guessing you have English,"
A/N Thanks for reading and please review, comic nerd I appreciate your advice and thank you a million times. So not much action going on but I'm getting to that, if anyone has any ideas about what they want to happen please let me know.
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