A/N: Just thought I should mention that only a few things are from Legend of the Seeker like the Agiels and the Mord'sith. And the Agiels aren't connect with Lord Rahl, more like they are special torture sticks. They also do not harm the user only the one it is used on. And also there is such thing as a Rada'han. And a shout-out to Dawn for reviewing. Thank so much! Please review!
Disclaimer: I do not own Merlin or Legend of the Seeker and if I did Merlin and Morgana would have been together and I'd have Katie McGrath as Denna instead.
Merlin sat huddled in a corner in his cell as rats gnawed on his feet. He felt hopeless. He couldn't even use his magic. The Mord'Sith had placed this collar around his neck that suppressed all his magic called a Rada'Han.
He had never felt so alone and helpless in his life. The Mord'Sith made sure of that. Torturing him until he begged for it to stop. Humiliating him. He could still see the smirk of pleasure on Morgana's face.
Morgana.
He loved her and he still did. No matter how evil she can get he'll still love her. Merlin doesn't know why. She's tortured him, betrayed him and the kingdom, and she hated him.
He loved her.
He hated her. He hated what she had become. She was once a confident but kind women. Ready to help the needy. He loved her since he had got to know her. She helped him get Mordred out of Camelot. She helped defeat the Avanc.
He had tried to ignore his forbidden feelings. He had loved Freya. But he loved Morgana more.
And it broke his heart to see her like this. Cold and cruel. Closed off from the world.
He didn't want to serve her or the Mord'Sith or Morgause. But he had no choice. He would either die or serve them.
They would kill him.
He needed a plan.
He was always (mostly) an optimistic. Cracking jokes even when he was probably about to die. Reassuring everyone everything would turn out fine.
This time that wasn't possible.
Maybe it was the pain. Maybe it was his love for Morgana. Maybe it was because he was the one who made her this... This... Monster.
But he knew one thing.
He would be theirs willingly or not.
Morgana laid in her bed. She held the Agiel that he had used on Merlin, feeling the blood stain her finders.
Merlin.
The clumsy, big-eared servant. The only one she had trusted with her secret. She had magic.
He betrayed her. He tried to kill her. Then she figured out he had magic all this time.
Morgana felt tears coming and quickly thought of Merlin being whipped.
Then she burst out in tears for no reason.
She did not have feelings for the boy.
She did not have feelings for the boy.
He was a traitor and Dollophead. (She did not just repeat one of Merlin's stupid insults.) An idiot. A liar. A murderer. He killed a part of her that she would never get back.
She did not have feelings for the boy.
She hated him. She couldn't possibly love him. Or like him in an sense.
She did not have feelings for the boy.
"Mother!" A raven haired, sea green eyed boy exclaimed. As Morgan threw some water on his face.
"We are going swimming. You need to learn how to swim."
"But-" The boy protested.
"No buts." Morgana helped the bit take off his shirt and she slipped in the water in her shift and beckoned for the boy to come in the water.
That wasn't to be. The boy ran a sprinted towards the forest. He was intercepted by his Father.
"Emrys! What are you doing?"
Emrys whimpered. "I-err... I was... Mother wanted me to go swimming." Merlin sighed and picked him up and took him to the lake. Merlin took out a bag of sweets and showed it to Emrys.
"Look." Merlin said and winked at Morgana, still in the water. Emrys grabbed at the bag but Merlin chucked it into the water.
"No!" The boy jumped from his father's arms and ran into the water diving in.
Merlin took off his jacket and shirt and glided into the water. He smiled at Morgana.
"You little monkey." Morgana teased. "That wasn't very nice." Merlin glided closer to her.
"It worked. Don't I get a reward?" Merlin asked, grinning.
"Hmm..." Morgana closed her eyes and brought her lips to her husband's mouth. Loving his warm lips and the way his hand trailed down her hips as she laid her hands on his chest...
Morgana bolted upright. She was married to Merlin in that dream. They had a son!
What was Merlin doing to her?
A/N: I am still working on my other stories but I really think this one is going to be finished first. I'll try to upload soon! Review Please!