WOWZERS, People actually like my stories So here's the third chapter you've all been begging for !
The stares that were shot at me were burning into my back. My flesh was crisping from glares. I know it was selfish of me to even think about something so drastic, but it stopped the two of them. That had to be worth it. I know it is. They sure don't see it in my point of view though. They see it as the stupidest act to have ever been made. I wonder if they're just a little relieved they stopped me. Well I hope they can understand why I did it. Not that I'm upset with my life. I love how my life is going...Sometimes...but i would never be at such a state that I would ruin everything. I felt a warm hand rub my back softly. I quickly caught attention to reality as my head jumped up. Turning around to already see Jacob. His concern look made me feel even worse. My body slumped down in apology. Give him a puppy dog look of my own. His sad face still stared at me. I saw his lips tremble as if he was about to say something.
" Bella- " " I know " I interupted. I really did not want to hear it. My conscious already brought my whole being down.
" I didn't say anything " He replied with a slight smirk. Swiftly I twisted my head back around.
" You're about to tell me how dumb I was to do something like that " I huffed.
" Well...Yeah " He admitted. I read him easily. My head turned to Edward. His face was expressionless. I guessed he was disappointed. So maybe i'm not the best at reading Edward Cullen. No one can.
" Edward...are you mad ? " I whispered. Actually terrified of his response. His glance shot at me. I felt my body move backwards fear. Breathing was a minium. I calmed myself.
" You shouldn't be mad, You two were killing each other...Someone was bound to get hurt I had no choice but to do what I had to-" His index finger closed my mouth with one cold touch.
" Thats no excuse for scaring me to death " His voice was hard and icy. He removed his pale finger from my now cold lips.
" You were...scared ? " I asked with hesistation of being snapped at.
" Of course, I was " He sounded displeased that I didn't realize this earlier. My pupils calmed themselves down on their own.
" Sorry " My apology was sincere as it was said in the whisper. Edward still look angry. His arms were weaved. I turned to Jacob as I heard him snicker.
" And You ruined my car " Jake laughed sadly.
" Sorry " Again.
" Is that all you care about you, mongrel ? " Edward's words were harsh and sounded like he whipped them at the so called mutt.
" Unfortunely for you...No, I do care about Bella...Possibly more then you " Jacob snapped back. Edward's glare directed to Jacob. He didn't flinch like I did. He just shot one back.
" Don't even start...Bella might go kill herself " Harsh. It hit me below the gut.I joined Edward in the stares. Jacob's eye contacted directed to me now. I tried to hold my glance of hatrid. I didn't hate Jake in the least. It was pointless. My head fell in defeat. I deserved the looks.
" Bella, your forehead is bleeding " Edward reminded me, his voice sounded concerned and loving. Soft.
" Oh, yeah...That was because I tried to smash Jake's window open " I touched my forehead. Wet. It smelt like salt and rust. Yuck.
" You used your head ? " Jacob scoffed. My face pulled down into anger.
" NO! I was kicking it and glass flew at me...Why the hell would I use my head ? "
" I don't know your doing alot of stupid acts today " My teeth grinded. He was going to far. I've learnt my lesson. He can stop badgering me now.
" Bella, lets get you cleaned up " Edward was already standing. He left his hand out for me to get up. I wasn't sure if I was allowed to smile. My mouth tilted in the crooked a direction. Edward smiled. I grabbed it tightly. I was forgiven. Jacob followed us into the house.
Charlie stood. Jaw hanging out. His surprised face made me grin nervously. Jacob was shirtless. My hair was messy. Edward and Jacob were all cut up. My forehead was dripping on the hardwood. Charlie swallowed. Stiffened.
" What happened ? " Was his only question.
" They had a fight " I admitted. It seemed pretty obvious anyway.
" I REALIZED THAT ! " Charlie snapped. I flinched.
" Mr. Swan, Please don't worry yourself. Bella is fine "
" Quiet you ! " He commanded my Edward. Edward just nodded. Don't let him boss you around! Wait he can't read my mind.
" Tell me what happened start to finish ! " Charlie demanded from me.
" Well...Jacob came over and so I guess they both were looking for a fight...I tried to stop it, Jacob put me in the car so I wouldn't interfear. They fought. Then went to the forest then...Uhhh " I stammered.
" She drove the car into the forest and crashed my car into a tree " Jacob finished. I was very relieved. I didn't even think about the excuse for the car.
" YOU WHAT ? ! " He roared. I laughed nervously.
" I'm fine, Dad " I reminded him.
" Yes, Mr.Swan "
" I said ' QUIET ! ' " Charlie commanded once more.
" Dad, Don't blame Edward ! " I screamed. Defending.
" I'll blame him if I wish, He called Jacob over here and started this whole chaos!" Charlie screeched.
" It was nothing, Charlie " Jake had the nerve to call my father by his first name. Charlie calmed himself down.
" I know its not your fault, Jake " Charlie mumbled holding his own forehead.
" How do you know ? ! " I screamed. Charlie opened his eyes.
" He called Jacob up and- "
" I know that but he just wanted to discuss it! Everytime something bad happens its Edward's fault! Why do you hate him so much ?" I snapped.
"Bella, calm down" Edward put his hand on my shoulder. Just by his touch I was able. Charlie swallowed. Edward flinched as he gazed into Charlie's eyes. Maybe Charlie was thinking about the night he found me in the forest.
" Let me see the damage"
" My forehead ? " I felt my forehead again, still pumping out the red liquid. Ew. My poor head. My poor hand for touching that.
" No, damnit, the car, Bella ! The car ! " He shouted. Oh, but I'm fine...Don't worry about me DAD.
As Charlie saw the destruction. He held his head tightly. I believed he had a head ache.
" You survived this ? ! " Charlie screamed.
" Yep " I popped the 'p'. What a mircale to survive and be yelled at.
" How fast were you going ! ? " Charlie asked.
" Uhmm...I wasn't...exactly looking " I smiled in complete guilt. That part of the story was true.
" BELLA ! " Charlie yelled.
" Its okay Charlie... " Jacob relaxed.
" No, its not, Jake! You put years into this car, Now Bella went and ruined it ! " I'm standing right here.
" I know, I know " Jacob said. My teeth gritted as I wanted to knock someone out. Not seeking attention or anything but my forehead is combusted in blood. Edward's cold hands fell to my shoulder's in support. Atleast someone cared.
" Bella, You're in big trouble ! "
" I realized " I said in anger. Oh, my conscious spoke out loud.
" What did you say ! ? " Charlie screeched. I ignored his scream and turned the other way.
" Your grounded ! " He told me. My jaw dropped.
" Why should I be grounded ! I stopped them from fighting ! " My fists fell to my hips.
" Don't back talk me young lady ! "
" I'll back talk if I want too ! "
" What did you say ! ? ! "
" You heard me ! "
" BELLA ! "
" CHARLIE ! " This was foolish. I even saw Jacob snicker. Edward stood behind me calmly.
" You call me Dad...Not Charlie...Only Adults can call me by my first name" Charlie explained. My eyebrows were full of rage as they pressed down. Jacob was no adult. Sure, he may look like one. But still, No adult. I call you 'Charlie' in my head all the time. Its not going to change now. My arms weaved. The passion of hatrid rushed through me.
" Baby, calm down " Jacob rested his hand on my shoulder. Oh, he did not just call me that. I wanted to scream at him. I feared Charlie would scold me for it. Edward looked the most displeased. Charlie looked amused by the nickname. Believing Jacob was winning. I held in my insults. Jacob turned to Charlie smugly.
" Charlie...why not we compromise on Bella's grounding...It wasn't exactly hurt fault y'know " Jacob said my exact words in a more relaxed and friendly tone.
" Your right, Jake " Charlie said. I seriously wanted to scream.
I combed through the strands of my own hair in frustration. Glaring heavily at my reflection. Causing myself pain from the prssure of pulling downward to the floor. I could hardly tell. My anger was distracting me from my own physical pain. I declare this the worst day ever. Okay...It might not be the worst, but it was very terrible. I can't believe Jacob and Edward went so far that they both transformed into...monsters! Now I'm getting punishment for actually stopping them.
Buying a junk car. Fixing it with...Jacob Black. I shuddered at the name. The hissed under my breath. He started the stupid fight! He just kept picking at Edward until there was nothing left of his self control. Stupid Jake. Oh not just that...He shoved me in his damn car in the first place. If he knew me at all he should of atleast realized that I wasn't just going to sit and watch on that event. Stupid! Ugh! I can't even explain how stupid that was. I feel like screaming.
As soon as I got in the house I screamed in my old, comfy, pillow. Charlie yelled at me frantically. Then gave me a private lecture. More screams. I hate it. Now Edward and Jake are going to be at each others throats. Whats even worse was...The treaty was barely standing on a thread. When Charlie went in. Emmet came over. Ready to spring on Jacob. Around the same time as Quil and Embry came around. In the same mood as Emmet. Jasper and Alice came only a few minutes after Emmet. Then Sam came. I was even more terrified. Luckily nothing happened. If something did...I wouldn't be able to stop anything.
The trust was now on a limit. Its all my fault. Another sharp tug towards my hair. I'm grateful Edward can't read my mind. So much was running around in this tight space of mine. I placed the hair brush down fimrly. A very heavy sigh that overwhelmed my body. The feeling that i was about to collapse. I want to cry. I can't though...I wouldn't. I really didn't want the attention. I had no time alone, except for now. Edward was probably listening though. Watching maybe.
My hand cramped. I didn't realize I was clenching to the counter to hold my balance. I stiffened back up. Pulling down on my tank top. Placing every strand into perfection. I left the bathroom.
Edward looked stressed as he was already leaning on my closet door. I exhaled. Pulling myself together with a fake smile.
" Hi " I whispered pulling the door behind me. He didn't respond. He was just starring at the ceiling. I wandered to my bed sadly, since I did not recieve a reply. Sitting lightly on the bed as if I was as breakable as glass. My eyes swiftly looked up. Studying him. Examining his scar on his right cheek. It didn't look like a human did the damage. The claws of Jacob were carved in his face. Jacob was just as bad, except he healed faster. The marks had vanished by the time he left.
Edward's eyes were black now as he looked at me. I stumbled back. Those eyes literally scared the living out of me. All though it wasn't the way I wanted.
" Well... ? " He muttered. I didn't exactly know what answer he wanted from me.
" Well, today couldn't have gone any worse " I said simply. Edward's glare shot harder now. My whole chest became frozen.
" Is that a joke ? " He asked me with venom in his voice.
" No "
" ...You tried to kill yourself, Bella " His voice was calmer now. I groaned.
" No I didn't ! " I shouted louder then I should have. Edward didn't seem to mind.
" Then what was that little stunt ! " He stood over me. My head tilted up to still share his glower.
" I don't care ! I wasn't actually going to do it! It was worth it though! " Edward pressed his hands on the bed. Falling back. Him Towering over me. Heart stopped again.
" Your life isn't worth stopping a stupid fight between me and that...that...MUTT ! " The word made me flinch. Moisture swelled in my eyes. Jacob was no mutt.
" You two were killing each other ! " My voice stammered into a different pitch. He covered my mouth. Guessing he didn't want my rebuttle.
" That doesn't concern you . . . "He shot at me slowly. I mumbled my snap into his palm. He glowered. There was a reason why his hand was over my mouth. No comebacks. My hands wrapped around his one covering my mouth. Trying to pull it off. It was like I had an iron plate placed over my lips. So cold. I forced myself not be childish and bite his hand. I'd probably chip my teeth.
His glower was almost as cold as his touch. He slowly removed his hand. It doesn't concern me? He knows damn well it concerns me. I was the reason why they were fighting. It concerns me! It does...A tear fell down my face. Edward looked shocked. I quickly wiped it and sat up.
" Bella...Are you... " He didn't finish his own question. My back turned to him, avoiding any glance at my tears pouring out. Frantically I wiped every single tear that spilled out. They kept flowing. An automatic sniffle. I scolded myself.
He wrapped his arms around me and craddled me in his chest.
" Sweet Bella " He rocked me back in forth.
" I'm sorry I upseted you " He apologized sincerely. I inhaled quickly. I didn't want attention. We had bigger problems. I tried to pull myself together. He wouldn't let go of me. I was relieved in a way, though half of me wished I was being craddled in warm arms. Jacob. Every broken piece of me seemed to merge from his love. " Of course ...It does concern you, I mean I guess thats how the fight started-"
" So it is my fault " I whimpered into his arm.
" No...Jacob and I just lost our agression. It was rather childish "
" What about the treaty. . ." I asked, My eyes could hardly stay open. The battle against Jacob's invincable window worn me out. Edward noticed my tired expression and put the covers over me.
" Lets talk about it later. . . You're about to pass out " He couldn't finish the setence without a laugh. I didn't want to sleep though, I wanted to talk this through. Make the fight between Jacob and Edward erased from history. So the treaty could be saved.
" No, I'm f- " My yawn took over. Edward laughed again.
" Sleep Bella. . . Forget what happened. . . " My eyebrows arched in anger.
" Thats impossible. . . " I murmured.
" You have to get up early to meet Jacob at the junk shop " He reminded me in a hiss.
" I don't want to. . . I'm the one that saves you both and I get punished " I lied, I was looking forward to see him. I didn't want to buy him a car though with my money.
" It bothers me more then you. . . Charlie did it so Jacob can get his chance with you while I'm away " He frowned.
" I figured " I informed him. You didn't have to read his mind to figure out that one.
" Go to sleep " He commanded, caressing my face with his cold hand.
" Fine. . . " I said stubbornly, yet tired. Things could not get any worse. . . Correction. Things could get worse. . . I just have to use all my free will to stop it.
Jacob's P.O.V ;
I sat in the car eagerly. Bouncing in my seat in excitement. Patting my knees waiting for her. She was mine until the car of my choice was finished. Let me tell you, I'm going to take my sweet time on this car. No Edward until it was finished and running to my delight, That should be enough time for me. I know by the time its finished Bella will be confused on who she really loves.
From my rear view mirror I saw the replusive truck of Bella's pull up into the junk yard. I smiled brightly. It was about time. I couldn't blame her though. It is pretty early. Dawn approached behind Bella's truck. I got out of the car, That belonged to Quil. I was too hyper in the early morning. Bella's truck came to a complete stop infront of me. I tried to hide my huge grin but it was impossible.
She opened her door slowly and stepped out tiredly. She closed the door behind her, revealing her outfit. White skirt, A little light blue tee. I felt my heart flutter looking at her tired face. She yawned as she walked over to me.
" Bella " I said happily.
" Jake " Her voice was stern. I opened my arms expecting a hug. She opened her eyes a little wider and cocked an eyebrow.
" What ? No hug ? " I asked with a smirk.
" Hes watching just to tell you " She whispered to me. There was no point in whispering. He would easily hear every word if he was watching.
" So let him watch. . . Let him see how tight I can hold you without breaking your body " I challenged. She grimaced and walked right passed my open arms.
" I'm mad at you. . ." She annouced as she stretched. I let out a laugh then stopped myself as I followed her into the junk yard.
" What for ? " I asked although I knew the reason. She was strangely sexy when she was angry.
" You know damn right, Kissing me without choice for the SECOND time. Fighting with my boyfriend, Locking me into a car ! Telling my Dad a crazy story to make me buy YOU a new car ! " She set her case. Those were alot of reasons.
" First of all . I don't remember you regreting that kiss, Babe " Bella turned around so quickly I thought she was going to fall. I was ready to catch her but she just shot me this look. Like this look that she was possibly going to strangle me. I'd like to see her try.
" Second, Edward was the one bitching at me on the phone he got what was coming to him " I weaved my arms. She made a tight fist.
" Third, I was protecting you from that beast you call your boyfriend, He was not himself even I could tell and I hardly know the leech ! " I spat the insult. I saw her bare her teeth in rage.
" Fourth, You're the one who drove my car into a battle "
" THATS NOT TRUE! YOU AND EDWARD BROKE IT YOURSELF!" She screeched, Stomping her foot to the ground.
" Well what was I suppose to do?! Let you drive over the cliff for the sake of my car! " I snapped right back. I watched her flinch in fear. I felt my anger rise. I tried to think of Sam and Emily. The large scar of Emily planted on Bella's heart shaped face. I shook my head and made a fist to control myself. They were shaking. My face relaxed.
" Bella. . . I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell. . . Just thinking of you. . . dead makes me angry. . . " Her face wasn't filled with anger. . . It looked more depressed.
" I'm sorry " I repeated coming closer to her. Bella's back was now infront of me.
" No you're not. . .You wished you finished that fight, You wished the man I love was dead. . .Do you even care about my feelings?!" My arms wrapped around her and I sniffed her hairline. The overly sweet scent of the vampires was smothered in it, If you went deeper into the scent. . . Bella's was there. Irresistable.
" Of course I do. . . I just. . . I can't imagine you with anyone else but me. . . It makes me angry that I can't hold you without a limit. . .I'm sorry but I do wish he was dead, He should of died long ago . . ." She sighed into my arms. It felt nice. I held her tighter. I didn't want to let her go.
" Its not like you're imprinted to me, Jake. " She answered.
" It feels like I am. . . I don't want to be with anyone else Bella. . . I don't understand how you can't see that " My arms felt two raindrops. I looked up but the sky was clear. She was crying.
" Edward won't like you holding me. . ."
"What about you. . . what about your wants ?" I asked, I felt like I was going to cry.
" Jacob. . . " Not Jake. She hasn't called me Jacob in a while.
" Isabella " I couldn't help but smile using her real name. I felt her stomach jitter with a laugh.
" Ew, Don't use my full name " I turned her around with a quick spin to see her smile. It pleasured me to see a smile. It felt like so long since we were both like this.
" Why, its cute." I held her chin up so she would meet my gaze. I watched her face burn from a blush. I wanted to kiss her so bad. I could feel the bloodsucker watching though. I wouldn't care if he killed me for it. I was addicted to the taste of her lips.
Our eyes stayed glued to eachother. I prayed she would come closer. It wouldn't be my fault if she wanted to kiss me back. Please. . . Please realize, Bella. I'm the one who can keep you happy and alive. I can be the one you love. Please kiss me. She shook her head. I felt defeated but I kept the same smile on my face. She coughed and stepped back in embarassment.
" We're here for a car. . . So lets get one " She reminded me the real reason why she was here. Her punishment. She seemed to be enjoying it although. I sighed. I really wanted a kiss. . . I hope she would realize soon. "Alright, lets find me a car!" I clapped my hands then rubbed them together. She grimaced. "With my money. . .My hard earned money" She frowned. "I'll cherish it" I grinned.
"Hmph!" She tied her arms together and walked into the junk cars setting. The big bright numbers of Prices. They were no works of art. Alot had many dents. Spots with no paint. Broken windshields. If I get the worst one. . . Then maybe I could get more time with her.
"How about this one ?" she asked pointing at the chunky red minivan.
"Its cheap and can be fixed easily, Just add a new coat of paint and its finished!"
"I can see why its cheap . . .Its ugly Bella. . . Worse then your truck!" Her jaw dropped.
"Why does everyone hate it? I think its cute!" I wanted to tell her she was cute.
"Yeah cute like a homeless guy!" She frowned.
"No! Its cute and old like a grandparent, You know what I mean?"
"No" I answered.
"You have no imagination" She informed me.
"I think Edward would agree that my fantasies are quite real" I smiled at her. Although it wasn't helping the situation. She arched an eyebrow.
"What do you exactly imagine that makes him so mad?" Bella asked innocently. So pure.
"I'll tell you when you're older" I chuckled heartfully. Her pupil's shrunk.
"JAKE!" She pushed me with full force. I didn't move still. I couldn't help but continue to laugh.
"Thats so wrong Jake! I'm surprised he didn't do anything!"
"Yeah, Yeah. Hes a real gentleman" I felt my eyes roll automatically.
"Yeah he is! You could learn a thing or two from him!" She continued to search through the disgusting cars.
"Like sucking a innocent human being dry? . . . Or how to avoid sunlight until you are as pale as a piece of paper?" I wasn't in the mood of saying anything nice about the leech.
"The pack can read your mind to so. . . they. . . saw . . . that?" She ignored my question. I nodded.
"They get quite annoyed" I admitted. Bella blushed that everyone who could read my mind was viewing such things, Which was quite alot of people to her surprise.
"Thats awkward Jake." She kicked the dirt.
"Sorry. . . I can't help it"
"Your very open with this. . . Its creepy" She made a twisted smile. "Thanks . . ." I murmured, a little pissed that I was called creepy over something that wasn't my fault.
"How about this one?" She asked again. It was decent with a little work It could be something I could be proud of.
"Not bad" I admitted.
"Cheap too!" She nudged my arm with her pale elbow.
"Mmmkay, Lets get it" I agreed. She smiled with relief.
"Good. Lets go buy it from that guy and get out of here."
"Back to the leech ?"
A pause.
" No. . . I'm hungry" I then felt relief with her. She wasn't dying to go back for once. A smile was painted on my face. "Alright. . . I'll pay half" I suggested. Her head twisted to me.
"Really?" "Yep" "You don't have any money to offer" "Thats what you think . . . I got a few hundred saved up" I felt proud that I wasn't broke. "Thank you." She then gave me a hug. It came to me in surprise. It was usually me badgering for the embracements.
Edward can't blame me if I hug her back. She started it of course.
We sat in a cheap diner just around the corner from my house. Edward allowed lunch, She told me he was gone. I was a little bit more calm now that he wasn't breathing down my neck. She seemed a little depressed when she came back after she finished talking wih him.
I guessed it was because I was hugging her and itching for a kiss. I realized just now he could still read my mind. I felt a little bit embarassed that everyword wasn't safe anymore. There was not one secret I could hide anymore.
"Hows it going?" Quil asked. His voice echoed in my head. Just when I was wanting time alone in my head. . .
"Fine, We're eating now" I told him. Bella was at the counter ordering food. I insisted she waited for a waitstress but she seemed more hungry then a pack of starving wolves.
"Thats good. . . It sucks how we got to babysit you" Embry said. I didn't realize he was there.
"Yeah I have better things to do then watch Jake try to make a move then fail" Quil sounded bored and tired.
" No one asked you to watch me"
"Sam asked us" The said together. Surprised that I didn't know earlier.
"I already have the leeches watching my every move, Its not like Edward is here. . . You can leave me alone" I said sternly. I wanted them to fullfill my orders as if I was the cheif.
"Sam doesn't like the idea of leaving you alone with an ally of the vampires" Quil reminded me.
"I don't give a damn what Sam says! Bella is different its not like shes a bloodsucker"
"Not yet atleast" Embry hissed.
"Shut up. . . I'll die before Bella is turned into a blood sucking beast" Quil scoffed at my promise.
"If that's the case I'll be sure to speak at your funeral" I felt my frown grow tighter.
"I'm coming over." Embry annouced.
"To the diner?" I asked dumbfoundly.
"Yes"
"No, your not" I ordered angerly.
"Why not?" He sounded delighted by my mood.
"Hey, Wait up Embry I'll come too." I felt my hand wrapped around tighter on a fork.
"No!"
"Come on Jake! Let us hang out with Bella, Its not like your on a date with her. . . We can ACCIDENTALLY pop into the diner if we wish"
" I'll kill you both later"
"See you soon" Embry laughed. My eyebrows focused downward. Way to ruin our time alone.
"Hey! Little help here Jake!" Bella struggled with out meals. I stood up quickly and took both plates and sat them down.
"You'd make a horrible waitress" I stuck out my tounge.
"You'd make a terrible waitress! AHAHAHAHA" Embry mimicked in my mind.
"You'd make a better hooker " Quil added.
"Shut up!" I told them.
"Shut up Jake" She pushed me lightly. I hardly felt it.
"Shut up Jakeeee" Quil mimicked poorly.
"You're dead." I informed them both.
"Hungry?" She asked me. I smiled. Trying so hard to ignore them both. I liked it better when they would just want and keep their lame jokes to themselves.
"Yeah, I didn't eat breakfast" I stabbed my fork into the scrambled eggs, Imagining it was Quil.
"Me either" She joined me and took a sample of the eggs. She moaned in pleasure.
"These are good!" She admitted taking another bite. I could hear the snickering of Quil and Embry. I wanted to bang my head against something to cause them pain. Quil then imitated Bella's moan and added something sexual that I didn't catch.
"Whats wrong, Jake ? You seem kind of irritated. . ." She put down her fork to listen to me intently. I sighed.
"Quil and Embry" I answered. She tilted her head. "What about them ?"
"They're listening" I grinned.
"Oooh Embry! Jake told his girlfriend on us. . . What do we do?!" Quil mocked.
"Well we're here now we'll deal with them inside" Embry said with a laugh.
"Are they bothering you?" She asked and laughed.
"Yes" I held the 's'.
"What are they saying ?" She seemed so interested.
"They're coming in to see us" I rather not tell her that Quil was imitating her sexy moans.
"Oh, Okay" She scooted down in the booth. I felt a little bit more then angered. Either Quil or Embry would get to sit beside her. The doors opened and there they were. Big smug smirks. I wanted to knock them both out and place them in the alley way.
"Hey Guys!" Bella waved. Quil strutted over proud as ever.
"Hey Bella. . . Jake" He nodded to me as if we only just met and knew Bella forever. Embry stood in front of me.
"Move Down, Jake" He commanded. I did what I was told and glared at them both. Quil sat down next to Bella and grinned at her. She smiled back then turned back to her meal. I pulled my plate away from Embry and Quil's reach. I'm not willing to share with these fools. Quil frowned as he could grab the bacon on my plate. He turned to Bella and stole hers.
"Ay! Put that back" I told him. He smiled and put it in his mouth, chewing slowly. Bella laughed.
"Its okay, Jake"
"No its not. . ." I muttered.
"So, what are you kids up too?" Embry asked. As if he wasn't watching my every move since I awoke.
"Not much, We bought Jake his new car, The guy is delivering it over tomorrow" Bella informed after she swallowed.
"So more dirty adventures in the garage, I guess." Quil added with a laugh.
" You bet, lots of more oil " Bella answered, For someone older then me she sure wasn't tuned into the sexual puns. She made it worse.
" Oooh you use oil now? " Quil placed his hand on his cheek listening intently. Amused by her mistake. He wouldn't let me or her hear the end of this one.
"We always have. . . " Bella answered looking at me confused.
"Haven't we?" Both Quil and Embry watched my answer with big smiles. I nodded then hid my face down into my breakfast. Quil and Embry held in there laughter.
"Yeah, I use to get it all over me!" Bella laughed.
"I'd have to take such a long shower" My face burned. I wish she would know what they meant and slap them both. Oh, if only the leech was listening. All of us would be dead.
"I bet" Quil nudged her.
"Maybe I can help next time" He winked. Once again, His winks always creeped me out.
"If you want you can" She nibbled on her eggs.
"I'll join too" Embry snickered.
"The punishment wouldn't last as long then" Bella said. Quil bit his lip and held in his giggles.
"Okay, Seriously can you guys leave ?" I asked.
"Why, Jake? This is fun." Bella admitted with a bright smile.
"Yeah, Jake! Its fun" Quil and Embry said together.
"Get out!" I pointed at both of them.
"No way" Embry then stole my bacon.
"Ergh! You two really get on my nerves!" I growled viciously.
"Why , Jake ? They didn't do anything wrong " Bella stood up for them naturally. If she only knew.
"Yeah Jake we did nothing wrong. . . Just creating conversation" Quil smiled innocently.
"Finished" Bella pushed her plate away from her and leaned back in the booth. I looked down at the clean plate.
"You really were hungry" I laughed, forgetting about the idiots infront of me.
"Yep, car hunting always makes me hungry" She smiled at me. I found myself smiling back. Quil broke our gaze as he stuck his head in both our views.
"Not to interupt your love scene but . . . Want to buy us some breakfast Jake, Buddy ol' pal?"
"Hell no. . ." They ruin everything, Its not even funny anymore.
"Come on! You owe me."
"Since when?"
"I let you borrow my car to drive down to the junk yard, Not to mention I got to watch you and Bella now" He didn't even hesistate to stop himself. Embry decided to join in too.
"Since the fight we got to be extra close. . . No offense Bella"
". . . None taken. I'm sorry." She played with her fork dimly.
"Not your fault" Embry smiled.
"Yeah, Its Jake's fault" Quil patted Bella's back.
"Mine?!"
"Yes, You're the one going around picking unwanted fights." Quil glared at me. I chose to stay quiet on this topic.
"Don't blame Jake" She begged.
"Then who should we blame? The vampire didn't start this one"
"I'm mostly the blame. . ." Bella mumbled.
"Mmm, You stopped it though. We're thankful" Embry told her in his most grateful tone.
"Thankful? For What?! Almost killing herself?!" I whispered loudly trying not to attract any unwanted attention.
"She wouldn't go that far. . . Idiot" Quil insulted me coldly. How would he know. He hardly knows Bella.I crossed my arms, I really did not want to discuss this anymore. Bella seemed depressed now. Way to go idiots. I wondered if it was really them that made her sad or was it just me. Accusing her of suicide.
"I'm going to go" Bella stood.
" I'll drive you " I stood up with her.
" I'll walk "
"Are you crazy? Its way to far and its going to rain" Bella's face seemed motionless.
" I'll live, I need the excerise." She side stepped passed Quil, Whose eyes we're glued to her skirt.
"I already paid for breakfast" She mumbled
"I'll see you tomorrow" I saw her walk out the doors. I bit my bottom lip.
"Nice going Jake" Quil annouced. I ignored him and followed her out.
"Bella! Hey! Wait!" I ordered speeding my steps. She turned around and waited for me. As I towered over her she gazed up at me with distant eyes.
"Yes?" I rubbed my eyes tiredly.
"Whats up. . . You okay?" I asked trying to rub the sleep out of me.
"I'm fine"
"Doesn't seem like it" I kicked the grovel under me.
"I'm just scared." She answered looking at her flip flops.
"Scared? Of what? Edward?" I made a fist.
"No, The treaty." I sighed.
"What happens, happens. . . Theres nothing you can do about it" I watched her swallow.
"But it's my fault its on it's last leg. . . Its because of me that we need to be watched over when we're together. . . Theres nothing I can do to fix it?"
"You can choose me" I offered with a sly smile.
"That'd make things worse"
"So. . . You would choose me, But you want to protect the packs? I teased. I smile although I feel bad.
"Jake, I'm going now" She turned. I grabbed her wrist.
"Bella. . . Will you please think of it." There was a long silent pause that smothered us both. I let her wrists loose.
"Bye" I felt my face droop.
"Bye." I replied sadly. Maybe there was no hope for us. How am I suppose to live without her. Her body disappeared from my view.
Bella's P.O.V ; D
My body fell onto the soft bed. It was only noon and I wanted to sleep until the next morning. I wondered if it was because I wanted to see Jacob again tomorrow. I 'm so confused about him and me now. We were the best of friends. . . Not even . . . Its stronger then that. We we're soul mates.
We were both freaks and we loved our company. We balanced each other out. Like adding some salt into something sweet. But its . . . different now. After the kiss everything seems different, Like we're an actual couple. I guess before it seemed like that to alot of people. It was like I wanted him to hold me.
Like I wanted him to kiss me. At this moment I was glad I had no one else in my head except for myself. I crouched up and saw Edward sit on the edge of the bed smiling.
"Tired?" He asked sweetly. But I love them both. I can't possibly choose.
"Yes" I let myself fall back down.
"I can't stand him getting close to you. . . He was about to kiss you again." Edward crawled ontop of me and kissed my forehead. I didn't know how to answer.
"Yeah, I know" I wasn't going to lie, Edward always could catch me when I lied.
"He was thinking such crude things. . . Like he was addicted to the taste of your lips, He was begging you to kiss him. Realize it was him that was the better choice" My face burned as Edward told me the information. My arms wrapped around his shoulders.
"You were jealous" I smiled. Edward rolled his eyes then smiled with that perfect crooked grin.
"Maybe"
"You already have me" I reminded.
"For now"
"Don't you start. . . I had a rough day" I yawned.
"It only just started, Love" He kissed my nose lightly.
"I know. . . I think I need a nap, I woke up so early. . ." I cuddled my head into the pillow .
"Carlisle wants to talk to you though" He layed beside me.
"Can I do it when I wake up ?" I groaned. I didn't want to move.
"Sure. Its just he wants to discuss your limits with the mutts"
"Please don't call them that. . . If you knew them you would think differently."
"I see them differently Bella, I see them for who they really are. . ."
"I'm going to sleep if you're going to be like that . . ." I clenched onto the pillow tighter.
"What's wrong? Did he do something when I left?" Edward played with the back of my hair.
"No. I'm just tired and I'm get sick of hearing the both of you slag each other!" I closed my eyes tightly.
"Alright. . . I guess the less sleep you get causes Bella to be cranky" He nibbled on my ear. I sighed and tried to go to sleep.
"Night Edward."
Fire or Ice ?
So there's chapter threeeee, it only gets more DRAMATIC throughout the story !
so be sure to review, Because I only give another chapter when you do because I like to feel pressured xD
4th Chapter and 5th are already written, like a super long time ago soo...just review and you got yourself more of the story !
Sorry for any typos or grammar issues because I got really lazy on this one.
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