I woke up and it felt so surreal. I was wrapped in Emily's arms and I'm not sure how I got here. I must be dreaming, that's the only explanation on why we are wrapped in this intimate position. For once in a long time I wasn't having a nightmare so I was going to enjoy this while I could. My head was on Emily's chest so I leaned up just a little and just took in her scent, she has a sweet cinnamon smell to her. Sweet and spicy just like she is. Then I just start placing small kisses around her neck. It felt so good and then I heard something that can only be described as the sexiest sound in the world. She had the sexist moan I had ever heard. She moan again and then both of us stopped. I realized I wasn't dreaming. She was actually laying in my bed and I was actually kissing HER neck while she was asleep. I jumped up made an excuse ran to my bathroom and then left. I didn't know what to do. I just needed to get some fresh air and think without her so near me.

I can't believe I did that. I had worked so hard on keeping it a secret and now I'm going to lose my best friend. She will probably tell all the other girls too and all of them will hate me for doing that to Emily, because they will all think this a joke. I decide to just take a few minutes and then go and accept my fate. I was going to lose my best friend in the whole world over a stupid crush.

I walk into my apartment and try and find Emily, she isn't in my room so I go to ask San if she knows where she is, when I hear her. "I… I can't be rejected by her. I don't know if I could recover." I stop. She is in love with someone else. Someone she can't live without. I've been there when she has cried over Alison, over Maya, and over Paige, but she has never sounded this desperate. She has never sounded so in love. I can't take that away from her. I can't take her away from true love. I can never tell her. I'm going to leave her alone. I start heading back to my room when I run straight into Emily.

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"Hanna, how much of that did you hear?" she asked me slightly worried. I just shook my head, I didn't trust my voice. I felt heartbroken and I shouldn't. I'm her best friend. I could never mean more. I never meant more to anyone. Sean left me, Caleb left me for someone he only knew for a week. My father left me. Everyone leave, so of course I knew I wasn't good enough for her. I wasn't good enough for anyone.

She snaps me out of my inward talk. "Han, what's wrong, you look like you are about to cry. Talk to me, tell me what is the matter." I shake my head and walk towards my room, but she follows me. I sit on my bed and she comes beside me. "Hanna, please talk to me!" I look her in the eyes. "When do I get to meet this girl, who you are so in love with?" I spit out with an undertone of bitterness. She looks confused. "What are you talking about Han?" "The girl that you can't be rejected by. I've never heard you gush that much about anyone, not Maya, Alison, or Paige. SO who is she?" I practically yell. I know I'm acting like a jealous girlfriend, but I'm so hurt and I have no reason to be. She is looking at me like I'm crazy and then she is leaning towards me and kisses me and my whole world stops.

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I shake myself out of my day dream and realize she is looking at me. "Han please talk to me?" "Em….Em…I…" I try and say but every time I stumble on my world. "You what? Are you okay? You're scaring me." "Emily. I think I'm falling in love with someone." She looks at me in the eyes and I see a flash of hurt and a flash of sadness. "That's great Han, who is it?" She finally asks after a few seconds. "Who are you falling in love with EM? You were telling San that you couldn't be rejected, you sounded like you were in love. I want to meet this person someday." I say. I try and be supportive. She is my best friend and I want the best for her but I'm selfish and I want her all to myself. "youknowher." She says in a mumbled whisper. You barely understand her but you catch it. "SO who is it then?" I see her grab her phone and unlocks it. She looks through it for a few moments and I'm sure she is ignoring me now, but finally she hands me the phone with a picture of us on the beach from this summer. "It's you. I figured it out sometime around senior year. I couldn't get the thought of losing you out of my head. I knew were going to go to different school and I thought it would go back to the way after Ali's fake death. I realized that I couldn't live without you because you mean the most to me in the world. When I saw that gun aimed at your head last year, I lost it. I didn't think I could have recovered. That's what I was telling San, I couldn't recover from rejection. So can we get the rejection over with, so I can start the rebuilding of myself back up?" She says with tears streaming down her face. She thinks I don't love her, she is far from right, I wish she realized that. Then I decide I have to show her if I want her to understand how much I feel about her. I have to make her understand that I am falling in love with her too. SO I kiss her and it is the best feeling anyone in the world can have.

So I think I'm going to end this here. I think this sums up how they both feel and It leaves it at a natural place. If you want me to continue or do a sequel type thing leave me a review about it and I will see if I can work it out. If you have any cute prompts you can leave them also. I will try to write them. I ship any Emily couple so hit me up about it and I ship Glee also, so if you want to send me any of those. Im think about doing a little bit on the Rachel/Santana love I put into here, but I haven't decided just yet. I'm working on more fics as we speak, so look for them in the future. Thanks for reading and reviewing.