Jacobs POV
When I saw my twin run away I felt like a wave of guilt worse than I have ever felt in my life, but I tried to squash the feeling im feeling right now.
I said to the guys as smoothly as I could" Guys, hey I have to go before Izzy tells dad" but Embry being Embry just had to notice for he said suspiciously
"Why man are you scared she will tell your dad?" Embry said incredously the guys also stopped laughing and looked at me disbelievingly. I was starting to get pissed of what they said about my sister. " Don't you fucking dare talk to her like that" I said angrily.
What gave him the right to talk bout my twin like that. Quil asked me suspiciously "Man a few minites ago you were talking about her like that and for the past 2 years, why would you care?" Then it was like a ton of bricks hit me and I saw what I have been doing to my own twin sister my other half my moon. I really need time to think so I apologized to the guys and told them I was freaking starving. And I drove straight home for me to think.
When I got home I saw my dad leave a note in the kitchen counter. Going fishing with Harry and Charlie be back later Dad
So I tossed the note to the trash and grabbed a pair of Gronola bars and head to my room. My room was your typical teenagers room dirty, filled with junk and photos.
But I saw a photo that got my attention it was of us me, Bella, mom and dad it was taken during our birthday. Seeing the picture reminded me of the time
When we used to be best friends and happy when I didn't tease and push her around playing nasty tricks on her just when it was just us Bella and Jacob not
Izzy, just Bella. When I finished my little daydream I tossed my clothes to the floor and lay down on the bed, thinking. I started to think about the last 2 years
And what I became and how stupid and selfish I was to my own sister and remembering my mother last word to me and my sister.
I know im going to die, So I want you both to promise me to always take care and love each other. I Love You both
And when I remembered my mothers last words before falling asleep to never waking up the tears fell to my face as I thought what I have done and dad I
Failed my mothers dying wish. My last thought before letting the darkness consume me was that Tommorow I will beg forgiveness to Bella and I will never hurt you again.
Failing to know when he awakes his sister will be gone not to be seen for many years and harboring so much anger and not knowing how will it take to ask for forgiveness .