Dear Aaron,

I didn't expect you to reply to my email this soon. We just ended our phonecall but that doesn't stop me from writing to you. When you called me this morning I was already at work and this evening I was with Jack, we can't talk properly with other people around and there are so many things I'd like to tell you.

Now that Jack is asleep I have time to write to you properly and I can voice my concerns. Don't get me wrong, everything's right here at home, or at least, I hope it is. After work I picked him up from Jessica and took him home. Jess had already helped him with his homework so I let him play in the living room while I cooked us some dinner. I made mac and cheese and some mashed potatoes. Getting Jack to eat vegetables is always a struggle so I decided to cheat and give him some peas with his potatoes. He ate also those so I guess my plan worked. After dinner I told him he could go watch a cartoon while I did the dishes but he insisted to help me. I let him dry only the dishes being careful that he didn't drop those. I took care of knives and glasses, better be safe than sorry. I think he's overcompensating, you're not at home so he takes care of me, I think it's his way to be protective. You two are so much alike, he really is a smaller version of you! Has he developed your death glare already? Wonder how long before he starts wearing suits.

You and Jack are the most important people in my life, I never thought you'd want to be with me or that you wanted me to become part of your family, I wonder how I got so lucky. I never considered myself a real father figure for Jack, I consider him as if he was my own, I love him and I know he loves me but I don't think he sees me as his other dad, he still calls me "Spence", if he did, he would call me "Daddy" or "Papa", right? I don't want to push him, and you shouldn't too. I'm consider myself lucky that he loves me, I couldn't ask for anything more.

There's no reason for you to be jealous of Morgan. He's pretty straight and I'm pretty engaged, nothing's gonna happen between us. There were two separate beds in that room, we slept just one night in there for pretty much four hours. Morgan is a good leader, and Strauss doesn't hate him, which make things a lot easier. I have the feeling that being in four on the field instead of six will be more challenging than we had expected. We all miss you, you're far more experienced and, let's be honest, Morgan doesn't intimidate people like you do. You give the team a stability that we're missing now. It's too soon to give opinions, we worked on only a case so far.

Those things you said about that big shower intrigued me. If I close my eyes I can imagine us in that shower, completely naked and soaked wet, your strong arms encircling my waist as you hold me close and kiss my neck. I can almost feel your hands on me, stroking my hips, my stomach, travelling further down between my legs. I can feel your roughened fingertips on my sensitive skin, your lips on my neck as you stroke me to full hardness. Oh Aaron, you have no idea how much I miss you, I wish I could call you and tell you how good you make me feel, I wish we could relieve our needs together but it's too late. You're probably already sleeping, and I should be sleeping too.

I should go to sleep now, it's already late. I'm laying on our bed but sleep won't come. All I can think about is you alone in that hotel miles and miles away from home and my heart aches because I'm not there with you.

Call me tomorrow morning, I want to hear your voice.

I love you,
Spencer

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