Authors note: Hey guys! Sorry for the 2 months of not posting. I was busy with a contest all of February. March was just a me procrastinating and trying to figure out this story. To make it up to you guys here is one of two new chapters I will be putting up. I can't say how often chapters will come out due to me work two jobs but I'm going to try one to two a month. Once again sorry for the wait.
Disclaimer: I do not own Victorious.
Cat P.O.V.
Jade's lips were soft and tasted slightly of liquor. I feel her push her lips into mine causing my heart to flutter. She licks my bottom lip, I part my lips. She pulls away for a second, licks my top lip, kissing me once more before sucking on my bottom lip. I think I'm about to faint when I feel a sharp pain. Jade is biting my bottom lip with a purr before she let go.
I couldn't catch my breath, panting, I lick my bottom lip and taste cooper. I touch my lip to confirm that it was bleeding. "Owwie." I furrow my brows.
"That's what you get for robbing a kiss from me." Jade runs her finger over my bleeding lip, collecting a little blood. She brings it to her lips where she sucks it clean then biting her lip.
'Robbing? Robbie!' I forgot about Robbie! How can I be making out with this girl when I am in a relationship!? I know I have been drinking but I don't feel that drunk? Am I?
"Oh no. Oh no. Oh no." I repeat to myself as a put on the black shirt I was given.
"You okay?" Jade asks as she watches me rush to get the shirt on.
"No!" I shout as head to the door, unlocking it.
"Cat." Jade's voice causes me to stall. I stop and glance back at her, I see my shirt forgotten in her left hand. I don't trust myself to go get it.
"I'm sorry." I say in an exhale as I turn to the door and rush down the stairs.
I make my way towards the window as fast as I can. Weaving around people, until I bump into Beck.
"There you are." He states, stopping me in my track, he puts his hands on my shoulders.
"I can't talk, I have to find Robbie!" I try to walk away, shouldering his hands away, but I stop when I hear Robbie's voice. He's a few feet behind Beck.
"Cat, I'm right here." Robbie's voice filled with concern. "What happen to your lip?" he reaches out to touch it but I turn my head way. "Where is your white shirt?" He grabs my upper arm, looking me over.
"Can we just go. Please?" My voice cracks as I beg, grabbing and pulling his free arm towards the door.
"Oh, okay... sure." He's voice soft and understanding. He turned to Beck. "We're going to head out. Thanks for the party."
Beck nodded his head, "Alright dude. Drive safe." He pats Robbie on the back.
I drag him away. We reach the elevator and I'm desperately hoping Robbie doesn't question me. Luckily, he doesn't say a word until we get close to my parents house.
"Are you going to tell me what wrong?" He asks with caution, his eyes never leaving the road in front of him.
I bite my lip, feeling tears form from the pain. I take in a shaky breath. I feel Robbie's hand on mine. "It's okay Cat. You don-"
"I kissed Jade!" I blurt out causing his hand to retract. "Robbie. I'm sorry. I don't know what happened, I mean I do. The bartender split a drink on me. Jade then took me upstairs and gave me this shirt, I got stuck taking off my shirt and and she got close. Then we… we..." I struggle to finish my ramble.
"Cat." Robbie's voices causes me to stop and look at him. "It's okay." His voice was calm, he let out a small chuckle.
"Robbie! How is it okay? I...cheated." My voice grew heavy.
"You didn't cheat on me. It was just a kiss with a girl, it happens all the time at parties."
"...It does?" I question meekly with a sniffle.
"Yeah, you're fine." He tells me as we pull into my parents driveway. "If it was a guy it would be a different story." He puts the car in park and turns to me. "You still haven't told me about your lip." He runs his thumb under it.
"I don't remember." I don't know why I lie.
"Well, as long as you are okay." He shrugs it off. He gives me a quick and gentle kiss. I wince at the tenderness, but I'm not sure he noticed. "Goodnight." He whispers.
"Night." I wave as I get out of the car, closing the door quietly to not wake my parents. I sneak through the front door, and all the way to up my room.
I plop on my bed, my thoughts racing in my head way more than usual. I run my finger over my bottom lip.
'It's not the same,' I think to myself.
'Robbie's kiss was so soft and caring. While Jade's... different. They both felt nice but... '
I shake the thoughts away. I groan to myself pressing my palms into my eyes, I sit up in my bed.
'Should I sleep or shower…?' I debate with myself for a little.
I decide to take a shower, getting up from my comfy bed, I make my way to my dresser to pull out clean clothes before heading to the bathroom.
I try my best to be quite but the floor squeaks in some spots.
"Shh floor!" I whisper to myself.
A few more steps and I find myself in the bathroom. I put my clean clothes on the counter and make my way to the shower handle, turning toward the hot side.
I begin to undress myself carefully taking the shirt off so I don't get stuck again... 'I don't wanna wake up anyone with half a shirt on.. Or would it be half off?' I think to myself as I pull the shirt fully off. The back of the shirt catches my eye, I didn't know there was a design on the back. I hold it up examining the strange design. It was a skull with a latex bunny mask.
I tilt my head, eyebrows meeting in the middle with confusion.
"Cat?" A voice calls behind the bathroom door. It causes me to jump, holding the shirt close to my chest, and I squeak.
"Cat, are you in there?" the voice asks again, I realize it's my brother.
"Frankie! You scared meee!" I whine to the door. I hear a faint laugh. "Ugh. What do you want?" I ask a little annoyed.
"Nothing, I heard running water. I thought it was raining but when I looked outside it was dry out... then I thought maybe dad was taking his morning shower but it's like two in morning." Frankie went quiet. I made my way closer to the door.
"Okay, it's me, so you can go back to bed." I inform him.
"Do I have to Catrina... Can I just watch, like, TV or something?" I could hear him press his head to the door.
"Yeah, but stay in your room and keep the TV volume on low. Kay?"
"Kay Kay, Kitty Cat." He stated before I heard him walking towards his room.
I let out a sigh. I realized that I still had the shirt to my chest. I brought it up to my noses inhaling the smell of her, and I shiver at the memory of her lips on mine. I shake the thought out of my head, placing the shirt on the counter, continue undressing and take a quick shower.