Author's note: This is the third letter. Once again just after the season 2 finally.
To Ursa of the Fire Nation:
Dear Mom,
I'm so sorry. I don't know what's wrong with me. Did I betray uncle or did he betray me? I'm so confused. I need someone's help and I want to trust and believe what Azula says but a little voice inside my head won't let me believe her the way I trust you and uncle. Should I do what you always said when I was little about trying to get along with Azula or do you agree with uncle now and think that Azula is insane? You said remember who I am but I don't think I ever knew who I was! Sometimes I just want to give up! Sometimes I just want to give Azula the throne and live my life the way I want, but I don't think I can do that. I might have been able to that when I first left home but I found the avatar and that got dad's attention.
Uhg I'm so confused there is no other way to say it! I love uncle! He's more of a father to me then my real dad! So how was it so easy to just betray him! Now it's tearing me up inside. I don't know how Azula can be so careless about it. It's as if uncle really was a traitor to her. I guess he would be counted as one after helping at the North Pole but that would make me one also and I care about nothing more then the well being of the Fire Nation and it can't be treasonous to care about home!
I'm still looking for you. I haven't done anything to betray Azula's trust yet because I hope to learn more of where you may be from Azula, if she ever slips up. I don't even know where to start. I don't even know what country you're in! I'll find you. I will.
Love your Searching Son,
Zuko