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"Kimberly Crawford, will you marry me." Ricky said shifting his hair in a way he thought was cool.

"No." i said simply.

"Why not?" he asked frustrated. how dumb was this kid and why cant he take a hint?

"other then the fact that i HATE you and i'd rather marry a frog. i'm already engaged. to jack actually." i said smirking and even at this insane position, i smiled at my engament ring.

"oh Jack Brewer. Kim, let me refraze that. Kim, you are marrying me."

"and still no."

"Yes."

"no, no ricky i have a choice." i said like he was a baby.

"Wrong." ricky said like a buzzer on a game show.

"What are you talking about?" i asked confused.

"One button kim. on twitter, myspace, facebook you name it! Jackieboyz secret goes out."

"What secret?"

"Hmm.. your adorable when you play dumb." he smiled. i raised an eyebrow.

"Fine. i'll play along." Ricky said. "five almost six years ago. Jack lived in a small place in new york called the Five towns. about an hour away from the city- New york city that is. One day Jack went to the city. Jack with his hero complex, thought somthing suspecese of the guy and followed him. the man went under a broadway stage. and left there a blue package. When he left, Jack checked what was left there. It was a bomb." Ricky fake gasped. how did he know this story? not even his mother knew it. just jack and me. and apparently Ricky and his body guards too.

"Anyway. Jack's grandfather taught him all about different bombs and Jack was able to deactivate it. He called the police and left before they came. yada.. yada... moving on. Next Day on the cover of the news paper. they said they where looking for that 'hero'. they wanted to award him. unfortunately, the terrorist was also looking for him. So Jack convinced his mother to leave and move to Seaford Florida."

"That storys not true!" i lied - badly at that.

"Marry me kim."

"I- I" i hesitated. he smirk and signed for the guys to go to the car.

"Remeber, everyone reads my Twitter. you wouldn't want to put your little Jackie in danger. Would you?"

"Why should i trust you?"

"What choice do you have Kim. i'd love to know."

i stayed quiet.

"i thought so."

still quiet.

"Tenand i will post it."He thretened.

"Ten."

"Nine."

"I-" i turned around because i felt i was crying. i knew he was smirking " Fine i'll marry you." i said sadly.

"I thought youd see it my way." He grabbed my arm and spun me around.

"Tell Jack and i press that button" he warned. i kept my hair blocking my face but nodded.

then, he tried to take off Jacks ring but i smacked his hand away.

"one button." i took off the ring he put his ring on my finger. it was HIDIOUS- a girly girl dream and my nightmare. Pink with hearts and crowns and just...eww. how old was i 3?

"Later my love." He said and pulled my face to his. forcing me to kiss him. he tried getting through my lips not really asking for permission and i sobed. When he finished he left.

I broke down crying. like a 2 year old. jumping head first on the matt and breaking down.

Jack POV

I was laying in my bed when my cell phone went off.

"Hello?" i answered.

"Jack!"

"Hi Mrs. Crawford." i asked slightly confused.

"Is kim with you?" i sat up.

"She isn't home yet?" i asked.

"No"

"Don't worry mrs. Crawford. i'll find her." i said

i went to the place to place looking for her until i came up with a ingenious idea. Check the Dojo. She always went there.

KIM POV.

it was acouple hourse and didn't stop crying. i would bet my life that nobody has felt what i did now. my hear almost litterally broke. it physically and emotionally hurt. I was going to Hurt Me. Most importantly Jack. I already hurt myself with the kiss with Ricky. Even if i didn't kiss him. but Jack. i was supose to be with him for ever and always not ricky!

now i'm doomed to a life of blonde hair kids that belong to ricky. baking dinner- for Ricky. Being force to kiss- Ricky.

No longer futer Mrs. Kim Brewer

Now I'll be Mrs. Kim Weaver.

i sobbed louder. i wanted Jack. but even if her was here. he cant help me.

the bell rang signaling another person entered the dojo.

"Kim?" Jack called. and continued to walk he saw me on the floor. "Kim!" he ran to me.

"jack." i said not wiping away my tears. i tried to get up but i felt weak. my knees buckled and i fell back down. Jack helped me up and hugged me tight.

"What happened? you had us worried sick." Jack said not letting go of me. just givving me little kisses on my neck. the last kisses i'll get. i glanced at Jacks ring in my right hand and Rickys on my left finger. so this is it. its over. I lost me. For a good cause. i needed to do this because i love jack.

"Kimmy? What happened?" he asked again.

"Jack, i.. i need to talk to you."

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