Finally last part out :D
Still in english with quite terrible grammar, but we'll just have to live with it ^^
Enjoy! And don't forget to R&R! (I very much need it now _ )
Day 3: Harry Potter
Hi, it's me. Found this in an abandoned drawer in my room. I think Dudley got it a couple of years ago but to ever expect him to use it was a little to ambitious of his mother. So, I figured he wouldn't miss it. But... what to write, right? Everybody already know everything about me. Sometimes they seam to know even more than I do myself. A bit ironic I think. It's not how it's supposed to be. But then, what in my life is really how it's supposed to be? Oh, thats right. Nothing. I think that's the reason I'm writing this. To tell the lucky person who finds this, someday, how my life really was. Then at least they would know it wasn't like it was written in the papers. The papers can go throw themselves. It's not the life of Harry Potter I want people to now about, 'cause that guy's quite boring really. "The chosen one", "Saviour of the Wizardingworld" and all that shit. I want them to know about Harry. Just Harry. Cause I can promise you that he's a much more interesting guy. His life is much more fascinating so to say.
First, I'm not out saving the world every other day, instead today I'm lying on my bed to tired to move anything but my hand. I haven't slept well at all these past days. Probably because of nightmares. Ask my cousin, he knows. I woke him up last night, then he did the same to me. Only I have bruises left and I don't know if I'll ever dare falling asleep here again.
Second, I really want to do my homework and I really want to read, to learn stuff. Just like other, normal kids with normal lives. To bad the rest of my family doesn't. If my beefy uncle hadn't locked all my thinks inside the little cupboard under the stairs, were I spent my first eleven years of life, maybe I could have done those things. But if I would even dare get them out of there, if I would ever overshadow my cousin in any way, I wold pay hell for it. But enough of this depressing stuff. Let's get on with something fun.
I got loads of letters from my friends last week. To bad I couldn't reply most of them. They mostly consisted of pleas from Ron anyway, telling me to come to the Burrow soon and save him from boredom. Well, guess what, mate. I don't have the funniest time of my life either. I would love to have somebody come and save me from this hell to. At least you have somebody there to love you. Somebody there to feed you when you're hungry. Mmh... wonder when I last got a normalsized meal. That was quite I while ago, I think. Er... sorry I zoomed of.
But hey, let's not get melodramatic now. You can't go through life without looking on the bright side of things sometimes. Soon I'll get back to Hogwartz and I'll meet all my friends again. Nice to finally here from Hermione to and not just Ron (sorry, mate). Wasn't she supposed to go skiing again? Weird, I thought she said it wasn't her thing. Most be some guy she's met that she's going with, but I hope not. Then what would I do with Mr Jealous? It would be fifty times worse than last year and that was bad enough, thank you very much. I can't believe they can't just get together some time? Sure, I would feel a little like a third wheel, but it sure would be more bearable than irritating comments behind eachothers backs and angry glares over their shoulders. It even seems like Snape noticed, but they're still completely oblivious to it all. Especially Ron. Man, he wouldn't recognize love if it so jumped up and down before him, screaming his name.
So you see my point? Harrys life is more interesting than "The Chosen One"s. When you tell the story from this point of view it almost seams like he could be anyone. And he could be, if it wasn't for the small fact that a murderous maniac was after his head. That detail kind of ruins the whole illusion of me ever living a normal life. And worse is, I just seam to pull all I now and love, deeper and deeper into the mess which is my life. And what the hell can I do about it? Nothing. Not a damn shit. So, dear readers, welcome to the magical and perfect world of Harry Potter! Here you will meet you end.
Happy hols,
"the Boy who lives for now"
Thank you very much for reading! 3