A/N: So this song, it seriously fits Raven almost perfectly.
Lose Control, by Evanescence
Dear Die-ary(1),
Robin told me how he felt. After a week. Why the hell did it take so long? I mean, it took so much of my control to admit how I felt about him, but the part that took the most was when he decided to kiss me today. He (luckily) returns the feelings, but I hate it.
It's so stupid. Absolutely unnecessary. I mean, we can't even be together. He definitely likes me, but… I told him he needs to be with her. She… she's the one that can help him the most. He can be with her without something getting destroyed.
It makes me think of how it would be like without these stupid powers connected to my emotions. I always wonder what it would be like to lose control. Just once. With him. If I take that risk, I could be putting hundreds of lives in danger. So I can't. Never. But what if I could… If I could, I would be able to freely love him. As much as I want to. Whenever I want to. Losing control… it's one of the only things I want most in life. Losing control without any risky aftereffects…
END.
A/N: (1) From JTHM, who I do not own. The great artistic GOD does, Jhonen Vasquez.
~klrob