Song no. 3 is here and this was requested by ImtheBlondie O.o

ARIGATO IMTHEBLONDIE O.o

HERE IS SONG NUMBER 3: The Last Night By Skillet (I like Skillet too ,so GOOD CHOICE ;) )

"Johan, whats wrong? you said you wanted to see me"

Judai was worried, that was clear, but he didn't know exactly why. Maybe it was Johan's tone of voice on the phone. There was also something tugging at his memory... about the cuts on his wrists...

"I called you so I could say goodbye"

Goodbye? Why? Johan always said he was okay- oh... no, please not that, memories of Johan's homophobic parents flashed into his minds eye.

"Please don't do this Joh-" He could feel the wetness welling in the corners of his eyes.

"Don't cry Judai" Johan's hand moved to stroke his cheek, wiping an escaping tear away.

"please... don't" Judai's hands were clenched fists in Johan's shirt, his head leaning on older males chest.

"I'm fine about it, honestly-"

"You're not Johan, YOUR NOT JOHAN, YOUR HURTING" The anger inside boiled to the surface of his mental volcano, hating how Johan couldn't talk to him about the problems he was having at home.

"YOU TOLD ME YOU WOULDN'T LIE TO ME AGAIN, PLEASE, tell me the truth" Judai's chocolate eyes were filled with the pain and sorrow he felt, but not just his own. Johan's feeling were also mirrored in his eyes, memories of his parents never letting him have a male friend over to stay, even for 5 minutes. Johan taking the beating from his fathers belt buckle if he was late home from school, it was because he was with a male friend. If his grades weren't the top grades, it was because he was interacting with a boy at school too much, these were his parents suspicions.

Johan's only peace was from cutting himself, the blood running away with the hurt and sadness... until he met Judai.

Judai could do what cutting himself couldn't. Cutting himself was relief from the feelings he got from his parents abuse. Judai was relief from the feeling and happiness from living.

Judai WAS his reason to live, to see that smile, to hear that laugh, to feel the touch of his embrace after scoring the winning goal for the school's football team.

To him, Judai was LIFE... until last night.

Johan's parents had seen the marks on their son's wrist and had constantly been beating him, hitting away his sanity, only to be left with the INsanity, what had decided what he was going to do that night.

Judai looked into Johan's eyes, hoping that there was the tiniest bit of sanity left to convince him to LIVE.

The insanity had taken over Johan completely.

There was no sane part of Johan left, no part of him to convince him to stop.

There was only one way left to help Johan... one he hoped he wouldn't regret...

"I'll do it with you"

Shocked eyes were replaced with happiness, happiness that he wasn't going to be alone after all.

"Thank you, Judai"

A knife in Johan's hand slid across Judai's wrist, the cut deep enough to let the blood run free of its fleshy prison.

The same knife slid across Johan's own wrist, blood escaping fast.

"Thank you, for everything"

The water ran, the sink sloshing the red tinted water around and down, liquid life pouring down the drain, their lives, pouring away...

Another hand extended to hold the other unharmed hand,

a squeeze of encouragement,

a smile to another as life drained from the eyes,

dropping to the tiled floor,

the blood loss taking effect on the two teens,

dulled eyes closed as screams were heard from innocent bystanders, just entering the abandoned cookery room.

That was their last day alive, and the first being together in the heavens, no restrictions on their feelings for each other.

I hoped you enjoyed :D especially ImtheBlondie O.o :3

ARIGATO MUCHLY
PLEASE R&R

PLEASE, KEEP REQUESTING THERE IS NO LIMIT (I left the caps on again -_-)

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