AN- Oh my…wow seriously this…is sad. So actually this (and the next chapter) is a piece that I Wrote over a period of a week. So I wont lie and say it doesn't have a slow feel to it. Sorry about that…school just really got to me and seeing as how I only have my home computer to write on it took even longer.

You see…my shizzy Net Book I got 3 years ago started to have battery problems at the end of summer and then just about 15 days before Christmas it starts to magically shut down randomly. So I've been on the home computer (shitty 2003 Microsoft) until I get a real Laptop on Christmas! I cant WAIT!

Anyhow, I wrote this and…thinking about this story I decided the chapter was too long being 10 pages. IF it was any of my other series I guess 10 pages would actually be short lol. This chapter is a bit…cruel apparently? I let my 2 friends read the un edited version (before I spelled checked it) and there like "Your mean!" and I was like "I'm sorry I wrote it at like 10 at night on a school night. Give me some credit!"But really I'm not that mean…right TT^TT Just please keep reading! The next chapter is better! I think…I mean I did write the second half over like 3 days haha Procrastination queen at your Service.

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"N-Nezumi…" I could easily tell that he was feeling uncomfortable about the situation, but I couldn't help but let a smirk cross my face as he stuttered my name. The oblivious boy who new nothing about sex, the one who new nothing about life in particular, was all mine to so whatever I wanted to do to him. This such thing could also possibly be used in a term such as taking advantage of him. But If I never taught him this he would never learn. His needs might come first but mine shouldn't be avoided. I thought this as I kissed and nipped at his neck that was scarred with the snake that curled around his body. His scar that clamed itself on his skin as a reward for him living…living for me.

"Shhh, Sion." I grinned to myself as I pinched his pink nubs causing him to groan and cringe away. He hasn't told me to stop so I wont. Chances are, even If he did tell me to stop I'm not sure if I would be able to. His majesty put himself in my dreams making me crave for him more than I do daily. More than I should in the first place. Someone like Sion…shouldn't be able to make my head turn the other way when it comes to the facts on staying alive.

"Ne-Nezu-Ugh!" He grunted as I bit down roughly to make a small dent into his fine skin. The thought still in my head on how I kept him alive…why I keep him alive.

I touched him, my hand slithered down and cupped his erection. I'm sure he wasn't even positive on what was happening to his body. Unless he learned it in NO.6...maybe I doubt him to much.

He flinched away from my hand and I glared at his blushed face, closed eyes, away from me. Did he not like this? Did he think this was disgusting? Does he not know how sex works?

"Sion." I growl came from low in my throat as I gripped his chin roughly to look at me, his eyes opened, crimson brimming with clear tears. He's so innocent…so oblivious, so…stupid. But the way he is just so unknowing makes him cute…makes him irresistible. And he is all mine. No man…in this world. Not just the inside and outside parts of the wall. All over would not be able to deny the fact that this male would make any man want to jump him. Would cause them arousal at first glance.

I gave him a kiss, forceful, "Mmph!" he let out a strained voice that I ignored, squeezing his jaw enough to slide my tongue into his mouth. My hips rested on his legs, straddling him enough to pin him down so he wouldn't be able to move.

I removed my mouth, not because he needed to breath but because I wanted to leave another one of my own marks onto his skin. Letting my tongue slide along his jaw line."N-Nezumi…" He groaned out, it made me hot, "S-Stop…please."

That made me angry. He wants to learn, he doesn't, he says he cares about me yet when I want to finally give him what he asked for he doesn't desire it? "Shut up…" a snarl erupted from the bottom of my throat, while I touched his crouch again with my hand, only to feel he wasn't hard anymore. Letting my erection freely rub against his hips.

My teeth sunk into his skin again making him jump and flinch away from my pearly whites, "S-Stop…Nezumi…it h-hurts." He begged me but I wouldn't have it

"You. Are. Mine. Sion, no one else can have you." I bit down possessively again making him shiver, I don't think in want. Almost in…fear.

"N-Nezumi…stop Nezumi. NEZUMI!"

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My eyes shot open as I heard the scream of my name. My erection clearly showing in my pants to anyone who was close enough to see, and for anyone actually being in the line of site from the way I was laying down. Which was fortunately at the wall seeing as how Sion was in the room…he must of have been cooking the usual stew before now…which he stared at me with concern, his scarlet eyes looking me over as his hand rested gently on my shoulder.

I shook him off and closed my eyes, not to fall back asleep into the nightmare, but to try and soften my hard on and try to ignore how grimy I felt from the cold sweat drenching itself over my body from the horrid dream…one of which I wouldn't want to happen. One that was sick and caused me to shudder right now from the possibilities of it coming true. How I could even…get turned on from the dream made me mad at myself as well as annoyed.

"Nezumi…you were shaking. And I called your name a few times but I didn't know if you would want me to wake you up…you always said that-""That dreams are useless and good for nothing. They make you weak. So the fact that I was having a bad dream, as you may call it, wouldn't of have mattered at all if I would wake up or not." I muttered annoyed as I stared at the corner of my pillow…covered with my teeth indents and saliva. Almost pitiful…

"R-Right…this is...the most you talked to me in awhile…" He said slowly as if he had done something wrong. But no, he never did anything wrong. It was always me. As I slowly, but surely, willed away my problem I sat up and combed my hand through my bangs before taking down my hair to let it flow onto my shoulders. After stepping out of bed, I rushed to the restroom without even taking another look at the white haired beauty.

Its true I haven't talked to him much…two weeks to be exact. Throwing myself into my work because in all honesty it was two weeks ago his gentle adventures into my mind had become a feuding rivalry with what I am scared will happen and what I wish. They started without me wanting them too…its not even like I have a kink which involves harming people. And I defiantly wouldn't hurt Sion when and if we do have sex. I Know I wouldn't force him and if he says to stop…then again would I be able too?

"Fuck!" I shouted to myself as I turned on the faucet, splashing water on my face, getting the sweat off my brow as well as trying to wake me up from these wretched thoughts. After a few seconds of watching the water plop off my face in droplets I took a semi-clean rag from the floor and dried it off, quickly tying my hair up afterwards.

"Nezumi…" I heard a small whimper come from the doorway. He seemed really cautious as if he knew not to set me off…much like a dog.

"Hmph…"

"What's wrong? You have been acting…weird lately and…"

"Nothings wrong…" I lied through my teeth, not being able to look at his big red eyes worried about me. I only knew how he looked because he is so predictable, "I'm going out."

"B-But…its getting late and I mean…the Stew is almost done. Plus it's the first day you aren't working late which means you are actually home with…me." he continued to ramble on as I put on my boots before sliding on my jacket and wrapping the super fiber cloth around my neck, half paying attention to him.

"Hm…"

"Was it something I did Nezumi? Ever since that…date, you barley talk to me or look at me. You don't even laugh tease or yell at me. Your always working and…was the kiss not satisfactory enough? Am I-"

"Shut up…" I glared at him with tired silver eyes. It didn't matter if I had been sleeping, it felt like I've been awake for days. But even so I didn't mean for it to come out so…harsh. "I'm. Going. Out. Doesn't mean I'm leaving forever. I need…air." I said, again not looking at him.

"That's not what I was saying though!" He yelled a but frustrated. I just held a strait face while I threw my money pouch into my pocket.

"Nothings wrong with you Sion…" I spoke the truth but according to him he can never tell if I'm telling the truth or not. And he will never find out…as long as his association with No.6 still stands. I wouldn't be able to bare losing him to the city. Why do I feel that way though? It cant be just because of the government…I know it. But it also cant be what I'm thinking…it cant be…love. That's preposterous.

Clicking my tongue against the roof of my mouth I began to leave the underground apartment. I only stopped as I felt small hands grab hold of my arm and pull me gently making me halt all movements. Seeing as there is only one person in the room it had to be Sion.

"What do you-" I started annoyed and frustrated mostly to myself but was cut off by a pair of soft lips that were only lightly chapped, most likely from nibbling on the bottom, touching mine. My eyes wide while his closed. I couldn't really believe that he initiated something so simple as a peck. His lips slowly rubbing against mine, doing nothing else. Then again…I haven't taught him anything let along really touch him to teach him anything. So I'm not surprised all were doing is resting our lips against each other…

I pulled away, giving him a hard stare while his face fell to the floor, not allowing me to see the blush completely develop his face as he spoke to me, his eyes not even glancing into my own, "You…I just…" He didn't make a full sentence but I could tell what he meant. He felt sorry if he did something wrong, and he was frustrated with me if it was because of I that was acting so out of order. And since I was going…out he wanted me to make sure I was safe…seeing as it is almost dark out and way more street thugs will be roaming about.

I let a sigh escape my lips when gently lifting his face up with my fingers to his chin, having his eyes stare into mind not knowing what I was going to do. Like I was going to punish him for doing nothing wrong. I just kissed his forehead gently, not saying another word before I finally left, and shut the door

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Why am I taking this all out on him? He doesn't deserve it…it's just I cant look at him without thinking about how I could actually hurt him if we continue with this little agreement that we have started. I know, we just started and we haven't even gotten farther than a simple peck but…the thought of hurting him while his defenses are completely turned off around me… makes me hate myself even more. Since he truly believes I wont ever hurt him…even accidentally.

"Tch." I clicked my tongue against the roof of my mouth softly while I tried not to slip on hidden ice under snow or slush. I'm starting to get a headache…from actually caring for the kid! I wonder if he's cold…or if he has been cold because to be honest…he hasn't slept with me for a possible week and a half. The fact that I might have a dream like the one from last night that would actually make me hard in the morning made me not want to risk Sion being in the same bed as me…I don't even want to ask him how cold he was because in truth I was cold myself. I'm surprised he doesn't hate me or he hasn't given up on me yet…

Then again in a real relationship if you truly do care for the person that catches your interest you wouldn't really give up on that person, even when you would break up. Correct? Not saying he truly cares for me in that way, or at least he doesn't know he does. I'm just saying that this whole situation, although completely my fault and not planned, could be something to teach him…to not give up on me.

I felt a snowflake fall against my cheek making my head look up at the gray clouds. Slowly letting the snow fall, but by how the clouds were moving I wouldn't be surprised if an actual storm would come soon…making me actually be forced to stay in the same room as Sion for a day. Its not like I need to go to work. I've actually been working excessively to be out of that underground room. But to be honest…it wasn't just to get away from Sion (even if that was a major part of it) it wasn't even me trying to earn the money back that I spent on that cherry pie for him.

Its cold…getting colder and the fact that the scarlet eyed male had only a hooded coat (and my scarf when I didn't want him to freeze) made me scared for his safety. What if he would get sick? I can take care of myself just fine because I know what I can withstand, but if he actually got sick I wouldn't know how to care for him exactly. When he almost died from that bee…my heart was beating rapidly, scared that he would die. The first time I felt that frightened for a human life. He's changing me. Or maybe he already changed me…

Frowning to myself I continued to move through the streets as it got darker out, my hands calmly put in my pockets as I walked. It might of started to snow softly, but the night still had a nice air to it. Something I don't think everyday.

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"Yes? Can I help you Nezumi?" the younger women who helped her mother own the store gave me a small look as she obviously tried her hardest to get my attention. I just gave her a cold look before shamelessly looking around the small place"You were the only one still open…" I spoke mostly to myself as I tried to find the certain objects I wanted.

"Well…I saw you actually coming. I was about to close shop since well…when it gets dark you know-"

"I know, its dangerous. More dangerous than it is in the day, especially to a women such as yourself." I looked at her, not saying it to be sexist. I was just speaking the truth. A 17 year old girl with an old but low cut shirt was enough to make any thugs in the west district jump her. They wouldn't feel any guilt raping an innocent girl and even killing them.

"Yeah…I know." She spoke a bit softly while moving side by side on her toes, trying her best to make me fall for her. I don't like women like that…the desperate kind who would love nothing more than to have someone with looks. Even when that shouldn't matter in a place such as this. "I know it is such a chance to go out alone at night. I know what can happen."

"I'm not going to walk you home." I said sternly when walking a little bit away from her and to the small isle that I wanted. "You should of thought of that before you carelessly left your doors open for me. That is idiotic."

She didn't answer me back and I didn't look at her trying to pay full attention to the clothing that would keep my Sion warm…did I just call him mine again? I shook my head out of it, probably looking a bit odd to the girl who kept staring at me with hope in her eyes, but I don't really care.

"If…you don't mind me asking, what are you doing here Nezumi? You never come here…only once but that was to get information about the facility." She asked a bit confused. I actually am not surprised by her slight confusion.

My eyes scanned the many scarves previously warn by people in No.6, in all honesty it made me sick. But I cant help the fact that when we need something such as clothes I, as well as everyone else, has to wear such fabrics. But this…was something I never even thought about doing…ever. Not even for myself. I don't know…how to pick a gift out for someone. I'm good at analyzing people and situations to the best of my abilities, and I know this is more of a necessity rather than a gift, but I still would like him to actually enjoy what I get him, not just lie about it to make me feel better. I want something that will make him look good and that will keep him warm. I want something that will just…be the complete package. You can imagine how confusing this is for me…try and think how confusing it would be for Sion. I had to chuckle softly at my own thoughts.

"Nezumi?" The girl looked at me with an even more confused face, like I was going crazy from my own thoughts. As I've said before, that is so true.

"I need a scarf…and some gloves. I just don't know which ones to get…" I said a bit pathetically. I knew I sounded completely horrible just the way I had spoken, but I couldn't help it. I would never ask for help, especially for something like…this. But to say…almost an I'm sorry for ignoring him more than I do normally I wanted to finally get the objects I've been planning to buy him since the first snow.

Her eyes lit up as she smiled like I had just asked her to marry me, "And what is this for? A special girl or…is it for that other boy. What's his name? Sion?" She asked with a little hope for the latter. It seemed Sion is known mostly for being with me…

"Yes, its for Sion." I looked at her, hate coming to my eyes if she would say one bad thing about him. I didn't know if it was the way I looked at her or if she wasn't going to criticize his oblivious head in the first place, but she didn't say anything about him.

"What exactly do you want to get him? I want to finish this as soon as possible because…well to be honest I want to leave here before It gets anymore dark." She said sort of sad, seeing as I already told her I wasn't walking her home.

"You've seen him, so I don't need much explaining on what might look…good on him. I need something to survive the winter as well." I spook with little to no emotion, still trying to swallow the dream I had just last night.

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AN- I know, it might seem like a shizzy ending but that's only because I cut it in half XP I'm not that mean…please don't review that. But be nice. Sion was very happy you people reviewed! He gave Nezumi a kiss because of it -3-

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