Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads
I remember the days Nick and I would ride out bikes around our neighborhood. It's moments like those where I really love the simple little things in life. I loved those days, I still do. When you grow up, not matter how much, mature, get older, you look back on little things and you realize how much you love them. Like when you were a little kid you loved picking flowers or helping out mom or dad or going places. You loved and hated first days of school because you were decided and afraid to meet all the new people who would become your friends, acquaintances, and enemies. I remember every day I spent with and without Nick Jonas. That's what happens when you love someone. You remember everything.
I need your grace To remind me To find my own
I also remember the way he made me feel. It was almost like there would never bee two more most perfect people for each other like he and I were. Like him and I were made for each other. I know it sounds insane. I'm told that every day of my life. I spent my days being told that I was stupid and foolish. I'm still told today that I was stupid and fooled by young love. I disagree with the people who say that completely. I have no doubt in my mind that the way mi life has turned out is the way the god intended for it to be, I have that faith. In fact I've been told that Nick and I have the same romance as Allie and Noah. Now I've read The Notebook and to be honest with you, I'm not 100% sure I disagree.
If I lay here If I just lay here
Would you lie with me And just forget the world?
I also remember that days Nick and I would just be together. And I don't men that perfertedly. I mean we would just sitaround silently looking at the stars or watching a sun set. Or the days we would lie around the house and watch movies or TV together. I also remember the says we would joke around. The days we would get into trouble for startign food fights. Or for being to loud for laughing about something that to most other people really want funny. In my mind any kind of lover can be passionate, it's sort of the first stage, but it takes real love and real lovers to be silly.
Forget what we're told Before we get too old
Show me a garden That's bursting into life
Now as you grow old there are some things that you will remember more than others. Thats something you learn with time. I was a very live for the moment person when I was younger. I still am today. Either way a day I remember clearley was the day my life would change forever. I had been spending the day with Nick. That was normal at the time, but that day he had been acting paticularly strange. I would ask him over and over again what was wrong, but when I did he would just smile and say nothing. What really worried me was that it was a genuine smile, which ment nothing was wrong. We had spent the day going back and forth to all these diffrent places. Each time we got to a new place Nick would ask me if I remembered where we were and I would reply something that had to do with a memeory that we sharred. Such as where we first met, where he first talked to me, where he first asked me out, where we had our first date. You know that kind of stuff. I;ll admit I was flattered by how much he remembered. That is untill we came to a place I didn't remember ever being. "Miley do you remember where this is" Nick asked and I stoped, puzzled, I had absalotley no memory of the place and it bothered me. Finally after a king time of thinking I sadly shook my head and replyed "No I don't remember" and he surprizingly smiled widley at me. I'll admit I was extreamly taken aback by that fact, but I was more taken aback when he got down on one knee. "You will now" Nick said taking a dimond ring out of his jacket pocket and proposed. I of course said yes emediatly. Hey you're only proposed to by the love of your life one time and I was licky enough to have found the love of my life at a young age.
