Mmmh... Disclaimer: Don't own Naruto, Youtube, Facebook, IMVU, Skype... I don't think I'm forgetting anything...
Warning: VIOLENT WORDS! Yes... Cuss words -le gasp!- Well it is rated M for a reason xD
Authors Note: Yeahhhh You'll notice Gaara's a little.. OOC, for a reason xD

Chapter Three - Depression

Days has passed since then, his side having a little pang every once in a while. Naruto was now sitting in the Study room a few doors down from his dorm room. On the chat site IMVU, having a good time freaking people out with a scary voice box or vb. It would creepily call out mommy, giggles, a doll house theme or things of the like. Those in the room became scared, shouting things trying to find out who it was that held such a vb, finally they figured it out and booted Naruto from the room for about 20 minutes.

Frowning he stayed in his room, a room made form one of his favorite anime's. The whole place was sand covered, houses made of sand and just to the side was a swingset he would always leave his avi on. The swings reminded him of his favorite Charater, just sitting in the room waiting for people. Except this day, he had invited one of his best friends, a boy named Chey into his room just the other day. Coming in the study room and immediately logging in he was surprised to see that Chey was still in his room.

Clicking on the Go icon and entering his room he sat next to him waiting for him to speak. However there was none, so Naruto assumed he fell asleep with his computer on yet again. This would happen frequently.

Sitting there as he checked his facebook and started to play some of his "favorite" songs on his YouTube account. Since he admined a facebook page, the owner wanted more posts of anime and music. Obliging to the creators wishes he looked through his playlists. However, it wasn't a great time to do such a thing.

Bloop. He heard the familiar sound of the Skype notification sound. He was talking to Hidan, Hidan went to sleep for a few hours being tired from waking up expectantly Now that he was back Naruto smiled with an almost loving expression. 'Well I'm glad you're okie at least :o'

'c: Yup Yup and I know. Say would you like to webcam some other time with me? Just asking. -x-' Hidan wrote making Naruto stare at the words almost sadly. 'Hm yeah sure. When? When I'm at home? O-o. My headphones kinda broke.'

'Sure Sunday? :o'

'Left my other pair at home. Yeah sure o wo' Naruto rocked the chair back some resting the back of his head on the brick wall. 'We are going to a pancakeshop~ me gonna eat lots of pancakes there in my cosplay~ =3=' At this Naruto smiled, 'xD NICE'

'Yup yup xD'

'Must. Have. Pictures. xD' Naruto smiled almost brightly, Hidan liked to also cosplay as their favorite anime character, although he did it in both real life and on IMVU. Naruto adored getting pictures of the silver head, it made the butterflies in his heart flutter. ':D Imma let people take them, =,= do crazy face while I'm eating = x ='

'Awe that'd be cute :D'

'Yup yup, this time I can use my dads camera so I should be able to take pics.'

'Sweeet :D'

'Yup yup c:'

'I go to mine next week.'

':D Nice.'

'CAN'T WAIT. UGH SO PUMPED!' Naruto's brows furrowed together as he smiled truely excited for the school week to be over with and finally get to go to Nakakon. 'Good . o . I was too but no noooooooope~'

'Pfft, if I was there you would be.'

'Thanks to them people.'

'I'M FUN TO HANG AROUND and people get more mad at my comments xD'

'I know but you life to far away ^o^'

'I know D; Get your ass over here D:'

'^-^ C: You buy the plane ticket for me? Then I will come up there :D'

'Okie . o . xDDD I wish.'

'Indeed.' Naruto smiled as they continued to just write yup yup or emoticons until Naruto had a feeling in his bladder. He frowned and wrote 'BRB' jumping up not worrying if Hidan wrote tyt or not. Almost running to his room and swinging the door open, his roommate in bed with his girlfriend watching a movie stopped him in his tracks again. He hated when his girlfriend was over, but the fact that he hasn't seen her in a few days made him think otherwise. Passing them by he fast walked into the bathroom to relieve himself of the aching pressure. "Aaah.." He sighed flushing the toilet and walking out to wash his hands with the intoxicating smell of his Milk and Honey hand soap.

At the same time he was wiping his hands clean of the dripping water his stomach started to growl. Looking down he rubbed his tummy and looked around the room. Sighing as he would then have to make some ramen in the bowl that he needed to clean made him think about just starving until tomorrow. However his stomach won the fight as he cleaned the bowl and prepared himself some ramen and chips.

5 Minutes later Naruto was fast walking back to the Study room where all his belongings were. Sitting down and slurping up his noodles with the long chop sticks he bought at the Chinese Super Market in the big city, or what you could call the big city in Missouri. 'Okie, back.' He smiled and bit into a huge chip he picked up with the same chopsticks.

There conversation was boring, talking about how cute his profile picture was. Of course Hidan protested that he was indeed 'not cute' but Naruto argued against his ridiculous claim.

Suddenly Naruto felt a weight bare down on his shoulders. Frowning at the familiar feeling he tried desperately to will it away, to come back another day. However his feelings were to strong and his mind wondered as well as his eyes to the dark room before him. Light coming from his laptop as well as the door, the yellow dim light barely casting much light to see. Naruto scrunched his eyes, some would say to look like an asian.

Hidan and Naruto liked to roleplay, or rp, and so Naruto did just that. Acting as if Hidan was right beside him the whole time. '-huggles his arms tightly biting his bottom lip-' Naruto did just that, only hugging his own arms then Gaara's. 'Huggles him back by putting my arms around his tummeh- :o you ok? -looks down at him-'

'-bottom lip trembles as he shakes his head-' The tears that were threatening to fall soon cascaded down his cheeks. 'What's wrong then... -keeps looking down at him-'

'Oh my God.' Naruto typed at the same time as he spoke, it all made sense now. His mind conjured up that he was a horrible person, the lonelyness he felt was due to not having any friends. No one to keep him company at night because he would get irritated at them for speaking to him for so long and so brightly. Even though Naruto loved to converse with others, their happy attitudes could only be enough for a few hours to a day at max.

Tears flowed from his eyes more and more as his mind wondered to more depressing thoughts and actions. 'What..?'

'I... Am a horrible person.'

'How come...'

'It's the only explanation I can think of.'

'?'

'I'm having a freak out! Freak out! Fucking hell!'

'Tell me what's wrong? Pc again?'

'No.. God I'm so lonely. -trembles as he cries- so fucking alone it hurts.' Crying even harder as he grabbed onto his golden locks and tugged almost tearing the frail pieces out of his scalp. His eyes widened as his bottom lip trembled and he made the heart clenching moans and sobs of gasping air. 'And then I make people worry over something so stupid and people leave me...' Just as Naruto typed spoken words... Hidan's online status turned to offline. Naruto's eyes widened at this fact, feeling as if his heart broke into pieces. He left me... Was his thought staring unbelievable at the little icon that tore his heart in two.

Hidan just left me... After... After he said he would be there for me... We had both said... We would be there for each other in our time of need! His mind cried out, ducking his head between his arms pulling at his hair and crying loudly into the table. The brick wall behind him looking like a good invitation to bang against, hoping to crack his skull in two, like his heart.

A yellow flashing light caught his attention, it was IMVU. Clicking said icon his friend Chey was online, 'I'm awake now :3' He wrote. 'What's up?'

'I'm having a panic attack, I can't breathe I'm crying so hard.' Naruto wrote in response as he ducked his head down again. His whole body ached his mind only wanting peace from the cruel word he inhabited. 'D: What happened?' He asked clearly upset. 'Am I going to have to kick someone's ass? Cuz you know I will. Just point in the direction of the one who hurt you. D8' He wrote, yes, clearly mad at what happened. '-points to himself- It was my fault, I'm thinking depressing thoughts again...'

'Why, what happened? .n.' Worry laced the words he wrote almost making Naruto smile... Almost. 'He said he would be there for me when I got like this because I'm always there for him in his time of need and he lied to me.'

':I' Chey write unsure of what to write, Naruto bit his bottom lip as he sobbed, his vision blurring and making it difficult to write and read. his eyes stung at the unfamiliar feeling of crying. 'Fucking hell -bites bottom lip his eyes becoming more red- I was crying over that fact too. People always fucking leave me, I'm a horrible person, I'm unbearable to be around, no one likes me... Fuck' Hitting his head against the table, his nose almost going numb to the unfamiliar pain. 'Ahem.'

Pain shot through Naruto's being at Chey's words. 'I wouldn't be here if what you said was true.' Right of course, Chey's with me... He's been here for a long time now.. For me.. The tears flowed even more at his own stupidity. The pain in his heart just kept tearing him in half until finally he was unable to feel a thing. The tears flowed from his swollen and puffy eyes in a constant stream, his eyes looking at the wall across from him like he was in a daze. 'I can smack him up a bit if you'd like. Cause I'll do it. Seriously.' At this Naruto smiled slightly. 'I know you would -smiles faintly- but it's ok. Thank you though -rests his head on Chey's lap-'

'If you insist.'

'-nods- My eyes are red... D:'

'-Pats with more tissues- Nohh, they're not allowed.'

';^; I sowwy.'

'It's ok. Your eyes are forgiven.' Naruto chuckles softly, he loved how Chey worked, how he could be so kind while being mean at the same time. He knew it was jokes and that Chey cared for his friend. 'My eyes are tired... My face is hot too.' Placing his hand on his forehead he felt the heat radiating, his head throbbed as he shut his left eye away from the pain. 'Sleeep then. Sleep cures everything.'

'I don't wanna sleep right now.'

'Then what do you want to do?'

'Stay with Chey... -cuddles-'

'8I Otay.'

'Haha, my eye lashes still had tears on them. Weird.' Naruto wiped the tears from his lashes, his face feeling flushed and red as he tried to cool down. The feeling and need to cry no longer in his system in which he was thankful for. He loves Chey very much, and the fact that he was there for him when Hidan wasn't made him even more grateful, and he just doesn't know how to express such feelings in words nor actions.

He smiles as he stares at the pose they're in, sitting side by side eyes closed and leaning against ear other. Naruto's heart was breaking and tearing into pieces at the loneliness and darkness that surrounded him... In his time of need, be it a coincidence or fate, his best friend Chey was there to help him piece the broken heart back.

Though his heart still hurts from the betrayal from Hidan, he knows now to not talk about such depressing affairs with him. He will forever hold his peace and try to hide his pain behind a mask of happiness.

This Chapter... Is for my friend on IMVU, Chey... I love this person dearly, they helped me out when I was alone and seeking a kind word and what not. This chapter is for you~ I'm sure there will be more chapters where I dedicate them to you. I love you Chey :D