Chapter 3
The next night came around, and Yui found herself at school as usual. Laito's words from last night kept echoing in her mind, 'there's no love between us, so I have no reason to stay'. And every time she rethought the sentence her heart became more numb. Her eyes stung from crying last night. How could she have been so stupid? To cling onto any tiny bit of hope that he could have developed love for her after they'd had sex. It was so stupid... She felt like she was going insane for ever liking someone like -that- to begin with. Yui didn't know why she loved Laito, she hated everything about him, yet yearned for him so badly.
The girl gasped as she bumped into someone in the school hallway, not paying attention to where she was walking. She hoped it wasn't someone who would make her pay for it. Looking up, it was Subaru. "S-subaru-kun, I'm so sorry." The blonde stuttered, getting an angry look in return. Or maybe he wasn't angry, his look was more painful, but Yui couldn't for the life of her figure out why.
His red eyes met her pink ones, staring at her long enough to make her uncomfortable. "Don't cry anymore." Subaru said quietly, walking past her then. Yui stared as he walked off, her face heating up. What was he talking about? It boggled her mind why he would care if she cried or not. Thinking about it no further, she left to find somewhere quiet to study, and possibly angst in peace- the library.
She had about an hour or two by herself until the person she was avoiding found her. He startled her from behind, wrapping his arms around her and whispering in her ear. "Bitch-chan, what're you doing in here? It feels like you're avoiding me, huh?" Laito asked, his voice mock upset.
"I'm mad at you." Yui announced quietly, staring at her book, pretending he didn't have her full attention. It was difficult to stay mad at him when he was this cheerful to see her...
"Hm?" The vampire grunted in confusion, wondering what he could have done. "Was it because I wouldn't stay with you last night?"
The girls face burned red, was she that obvious? "Yeah. It was... mean." Yui admitted, feeling stupid but not going to budge and give in to him. Not until he apologized.
"But I'm here right now, aren't I?" Laito brought up with a smirk, his tone easing her pain. That was true. He was with her now, must've been looking for her too. That meant something, right?
"Yeah, but-" The blonde began, getting cut off.
"Come with me, Bitch-chan. Since we're in the library, I have something I want to show you." Laito decided, making the girl mad again that he was ignoring what she had to say. She followed him out of curiosity none the less. Holding her hand up to her chest, she wondered what it could be. Yui didn't really see Laito as the reading type- but life was full of surprises.
He led her down around the back of library, the area eerily vacant. "I don't understand." Yui questioned, looking around in confusion. It soon became clear to her, as he pushed her up against the shelf, a few books falling to the floor from the impact. "S-stop, you're going to reck the place." The girl gasped, going to pick up the books before he grabbed her by the neck.
"Bitch-chan, you're so cute!~" Laito gushed, getting excited. He leaned towards her, pushing her against the shelf harder. His lips met her ear, his voice only a whisper now. "I want to fuck you senseless right here, so hard that you want to scream." The vampire breathed seductively, the idea absurd but kinda turning her on too. "But it's a library, precious, you don't want us to get caught, do you?~"
"S-stop, we can't!" Yui rejected, trying to push him away.
"You want me to fall in love with you, don't you?" Laito said sadly, as if the whole thing were out of his control.
Yui nodded, feeling her heart beat speed up in fear at what he was getting at.
"Well," He chimed, "It's going to take more than just one fuck to win me over, darling. The first time you were barely conscious. Now let's try this again, ne?" Laito grinned, "Tell me you want me to fuck you against this book shelf."
The blonde blushed, thinking over what he said. "So, if I do this, you'll love me afterwards?"
"Who knows." The vampire chuckled sadistically, making Yui's eyes sting with pain. She knew what he was doing. He knew what she wanted and he was using it against her. But there was hope... Maybe a tiny chance he was telling the truth, that he could love her and heal this unbearable void in her heart. "Only one way to find out though, huh?" He teased, kissing her cheek and down to her neck while she decided.
A tear ran down her face because of how helpless and cornered she felt. She loved Laito so much now, she had to take this opportunity to have him return her feelings, right? No matter how stupid it was. The vampire's fangs sunk down into her neck, and Yui closed her eyes as tight as she could, trying to hold back her pained sounds.
"Laito-kun..." The blonde moaned, her tone soft and breathless over his shoulder. She felt so horrible and used, the complete opposite you should feel with the person you love. More tears ran down her face as he gulped her blood.
He pushed his body up against hers, the bulge of his hard on pressed against her crotch. Yui blushed at the contact, enough to turn her on and lust for more. However, she still had her self control and it would take more than this though to win her over.
"Your blood is soooo good, Bitch-chan. It's the best I've tasted in a long time." Laito moaned, his cold breath on her neck making her shiver. Leaning forward, he kissed her lips, letting the girl taste her own blood, much to her dismay. Yui pulled away from the action, the hot red liquid smearing her lips. He chuckled then, "You know Bitch-chan, blood tastes much better from a lover, at least I think so. Think about that."
"W-what're you saying?" Yui gasped, wondering if that were his strange way of returning her feelings.
Laito licked the blood from her lips before speaking, "Hmm, exactly what it sounds like."
"But you said last night you didn't love me." The blonde frowned, not going to fall for this again, or any other tricks he had up his sleeve.
"Don't make that face, Bitch-chan." The red head said softly, leaning down to kiss her passionately. He looked into her eyes afterwards, making her heart skip a beat by how warm they felt. "I don't love you, but it doesn't mean I don't want to."
Her pink eyes widened and her heart started beating faster, her love for him feeling like it was being redistributed through her body. It was crazy how one statement could affect her entire being. "L-Laito..." She said with shock.
"I want to love you, Bitch-chan." Laito admitted, his eyes glimmering with passion. "I want it, all the good and the bad..." The boy moaned, giving her a few soft but excited kisses.
Yui's eyes watered, this time with happiness. She felt she could tell when someone was telling the truth and he seemed sincere. She wrapped her arms around the vampire, signalling to him she was okay with whatever he wanted to do. "Please take me, Laito-kun. Make love to me."
Not taking a moment to hesitate, Laito pushed her up the shelf, more books falling down as he perched her on it. The boy went to remove her pink panties, pulling them down her legs and putting them in his back pocket. Her slim legs went around his waist as he now went to unbuckle his pants, unzipping and then taking his rock hard member. "Bitch-chan..." Laito moaned passionately, his length trailing along her thigh, turning her on more and more in the process.
"Laito-kun..." She moaned in reply, mentally preparing herself for when he would enter her. Would it hurt as much as it did last night? Yui wasn't sure if she were fully recovered from that yet. The girl let off a soft whine when his sex met hers, pushing its way through and feeling like it was stretching her apart again. "I-it hurts so much..." The blonde panted, wrapping her arms around him for some comfort.
Apparently there would be no comfort from him. "Hmm, still? I'll make it hurt even more." Laito chuckled softly, picking up his pace and fucking her harder against the shelf.
Yui bit her lip, trying to hold herself back from screaming in agony. Why did it feel so terrible? But she kept doing it, she kept lusting for it. Maybe she did get some sort of twisted enjoyment from this. Having him close was nice and he was as close as could be when he was inside her. She wanted him all to herself and this was one way to have his full attention.
"You know, you haven't even told me that you love me yourself yet. Perhaps, you just like it when men fall for you, huh?" Laito mocked.
Yui frowned at how untrue that was. "Shut up. I'm not saying it until you do." The girl tightened her arms around his neck, trying to keep her mind off the searing pain from below.
"Hmm? Shut up she says? It makes me -so- hard when you say such things, Bitch-chan!" He moaned, picking up his pace. At least it would be over sooner. Yui just had to hold out and take it until he came. She wanted to have the title of his lover and the only way to do so was this- to please him so much he'd never think to get it from anyone else.
Maybe she was getting used to it because it was starting to feel a little bit good. Each time his length brushed by her clit, she felt a jolt of pleasure- like a reward for the burning pain that came afterwards. Clutching her arms around him tighter, Laito could feel her soft panting in his ear.
The vampire chuckled, "Bitch-chan is enjoying herself now?"
Yui nodded against his shoulder, feeling herself buck her hips towards him, only slightly so she didn't fall off the shelf. "Please bite me, Laito-kun." The girl begged, eager to have him as close possible, to have yet another part of him inside of her.
"I told you that you were a masochist." Laito grinned, not being able to resist biting into her neck, tasting her all-to-familar blood he enjoyed so much.
The blonde jolted when his fangs sunk into her, the action physically painful but it made her feel so good at the same time. She wanted to shout out how much she loved him but held herself back, fear of getting caught and also wanting to stay true to her word. He would have to tell her first. "Laito-kun..." Yui panted softly in his ear, settling to just repeat his name over and over.
His hard length stretched her walls, not bringing pain but surprisingly feeling very good. Every thrust from there on brought her to ecstasy. Laito could tell she was enjoying it too so he sped up his pace- fucking her senseless like he had promised. The pressure built up to it's peak until she eventually orgasmed, her body quivering in pleasure. Yui wanted to call out but she just softly whined so no one would hear her- except Laito.
"Bitch-chan..." The red head moaned, sounding more passionate than usual. As her body tightened around his length, Laito pulled out and came down her leg, the white sticky fluid dripping down. Both teens panted in exhaustion as the sex met its finale, looking into each others eyes.
Letting Yui fall on the pile of books, the boy leaned down to give her one last kiss, his lips tasting like her blood. "Was it good for you?" He winked, already knowing the answer. "You really are quite naughty, doing it in a library." Laito commented, getting up then, zipping back up his pants and re-doing his belt. As if it wasn't his idea.
Yui's eyes widened as reality sunk in. He wasn't going to leave her here like this... was he? "Laito, don't go. Aren't you going to help me clean up here?" The blonde girl begged, looking and feeling rather pathetic. Here she was, laying on a pile of books with cum dripping down her leg and no panties. Was he going to give those back? "G-give me back my..." She blushed then, holding out her hand. "You know..."
Laito giggled, taking out the pink garment from his back pocket and waving them in front of her. "You mean your panties, Bitch-chan?"
Yui nodded, feeling degraded.
"They're mine now!" The vampire exclaimed, smelling them briefly and blushing himself. "I love my Bitch-chan's lovely scent. I should show everyone and prove to them how much of a slut you are." He moaned, putting them back in his pocket afterwards. "Bye-bye!"
The blonde's eyes widened from shock. So he was just going to leave her here like some slut he was finished with? "You're such a jerk..." Yui whined, her eyes watering up with pain. There was something about the tone of her voice that made him stay, his eyes widening slightly as he heard the rest.
"I'm not a slut. I only want to have sex with -you-." A few tears spilled down her face and the boy gave her an uneasy look. "It hurts so much but... I want to please you... I want to be your lover, so I do it anyway. I know I wasn't going to say this first, but I love you so much, Laito-kun." The girl sobbed, putting her hands up to her face and covering her eyes. "I don't know why. It makes no sense to me either..." She choked out.
Doing something unexpected, Laito leaned down and kissed the back of her hand. Once it moved out of the way, he went to kiss her lips softly. It felt apologetic and warmed her heart. Maybe her confession had touched him? Yui flinched when she felt something against her leg, soon noticing it to be her panties as he wiped up the cum. Pink eyes watered more as he appeared to care for her. "But why...?"
"Why?" Laito chuckled with amusement, giving her a cute smile she didn't get to see too often. "Do you want me to say 'I love you too'? It's not like that, I just feel like it."
The girl nodded, "I see... Uhm, thank you." She admitted, honestly touched by his actions. Maybe he wasn't always an asshole afterall.
After cleaning up her leg, Laito got back up again and looked down at her, his expression one she'd never seen from him before. He looked like he was he was in pain or maybe frustrated. But... why? Did he feel bad for how he'd been treating her? Or was it because of her confession?
"I'm sorry if what I said... uhm, made you uncomfortable or anything." Yui admitted, getting back up herself. There were still the pile of books she had to worry about picking up too.
His emerald eyes avoided her glance for a moment, before he grinned and laughed as usual. "What're you saying, Bitch-chan? You better clean up those books, if I did that too I really would be turning into a nice guy. See you later." Laito turned around and began to head off, leaving the girl by herself. He seemed in all too much of a hurry to leave...
-x-
Yui laid in her bed later that night, thinking about the library scenario. Laito's pained expression kept haunting her mind and she wondered what could have caused it- wished she knew more about him. Was he hurt that he couldn't return her feelings? That hadn't seemed to bother him before.
Maybe she could ask him tonight. He didn't usually stay away for long and when he promised to see her later, he usually would. But tonight was dragging on, with no visit from her vampire lover. The blonde felt her heart ache. Hopefully she hadn't scared him away with her feelings. It'd be terrible if she could never see Laito-kun again. Was it even possible to scare him away?
Sighing, Yui got up out of bed, figuring she'd change into her pajama's since he didn't appear to be showing up anytime soon. She looked through her drawer, finding her pink night gown and slipping it on. Still no sign of him.
It was probably a dumb idea but she decided to go looking for Laito-kun herself, with no clue where his room was even located... Wandering around -this- place could get her into all sorts of trouble.
The blonde girl gently opened her bedroom door. It made a small creek in the process, causing her heart speed up in fear. Hopefully no one heard that. She tip toed down the hallway, feeling like some sort of burglar even though this house was technically her residence too. Where would she even go?
The decor of the mansion was dark and gave off an eerie feeling, especially being alone like this. The sound of foot steps suddenly caught her ear, making her happy that Laito-kun may have came to visit her after all. But there were also five other people it could have been... Probability wasn't on her side. Yui ducked down to hide behind a statue, hoping whomever wouldn't notice her... unless it was the person she desired.
The foot steps got closer. "I can see you behind there, you know?" Kanato said in his usual low voice.
The blonde blushed, coming out now that she had been spotted.
He had that usual irritated look on his face and was holding his teddy bear tightly in his arms. "Were you trying to play hide and seek? You suck at it." The vampire commented.
Yui flinched, but saw in the process of insulting her, he had also given her a good excuse. "Ah-yeah, that's what I was doing." She admitted with embarrassment.
Kanato stared at her briefly before he started laughing. The girl chuckled lightly, not finding it as funny as he apparently did. "That's so pathetic." He said between laughs, almost offending her. After he'd calmed down, the boy peered to his teddy bear. "Me and Teddy love to play hide and seek, don't we Teddy?"
He played hide and seek with a bear? Somehow that just made Yui sad, and kinda feel bad for him. Should she...? No, she had to see Laito-kun. But this scene was just pulling on her heart strings... She could always look for both. "I want to play hide and seek with you and Teddy." Yui offered with a smile.
"You're so bold to ask to play with us. Me and Teddy have been playing for years and you're just an amateur. But... Teddy says we'll allow it." Kanato explained. He could really be cute when he wasn't being a psychopath, Yui thought. She'd never had any siblings herself so it felt kinda like having a little brother- even though he was probably older than her.
"Okay. Who do you want to hide first?" The girl asked kindly, hoping he would choose to hide himself but also knowing how Kanato got when he didn't get his own way.
"Yui-chan can hide first." The purple haired boy decided.
"Okay, Kanato-kun." Yui nodded. Maybe she could afford to play this game for awhile, and then look for Laito afterwards.
"Well, are you going to stand there or go hide? I don't like to be kept waiting." Kanato said with irritation, causing the blonde to flinch.
"Ah- yeah. I'll go hide." She said, turning around and walking down the dark hall. The boy started counting backwards from 60. Yui had to hurry if she didn't want to make him mad. But where could she go? Her own room would be too obvious but she didn't want to disturb any of the other four vampires she were avoiding.
There were a few wooden doors Yui passed by, but she was too intimidated to go in. She really should have just stayed in her room, but at least Kanato was in a good mood- for now.
In the distance Yui could hear the boy reach zero. Finding the nearest door, the girl figured she better try her luck. And for once, it worked out. She didn't enter the bedroom of a scary sadistic vampire but just a small library room. Thoughts from earlier popped into her mind and the girl couldn't help but feel her face heat up. But, something like -that- wasn't going to happen with Kanato.
The blonde went to hide behind a chair in the corner, even though it wasn't the best it still looked like she tried at least. It probably wouldn't take Kanato long to find her anyway. He probably heard the door open.
Without a doubt, the door opened shortly afterwards and the short vampire stood beside her. "Found you." He announced, sounding unimpressed. "You really do suck at this. I hope you will have better luck as the seeker."
"I hope so." Yui said quietly, getting out and standing before him. She really -did- suck at it, unless she would have ran away and hid from this place a long time ago. "Try to go easy on me. I still don't know the mansion very well."
"Fine. It wouldn't be very fun if I was waiting around for you all night I suppose." Kanato agreed, "Good luck." He mentioned before walking off, presumably to find a hiding spot.
Yui just nodded, figuring she better count now. The girl counted backwards in her head, not wishing to disturb anyone by counting out loud. Apparently that was no good though.
"I can't hear you counting!" Kanato called angrily from outside the room.
"Ah-I'm sorry!" She fretted. "60... 59... 58..." Yui counted, paying special attention to try to hear where Kanato was going. Once making it to zero, the girl stepped out of the room, pretty sure he went to the right of the hallway. The steps to the roof caught her eye as she walked by them, stopping and heading back. Maybe he went up here?
The wind blew around her hair as she made it up the flight of steps. Maybe it wasn't such a good idea to be up here after all? Yui was almost about to head back when she saw someone sitting by the ledge. Her eyes widened when she realized it was the person she was actually looking for-Laito-kun. But why was he up here instead of visiting her? Should she approach him or just leave him be? He hadn't appeared to notice her presence.
No, she wasn't afraid of him so there was no need to run away. "Laito-kun!" The girl called, holding her hand up to her chest nervously. Laito peered back at her, his expression surprised as she came towards him. "Why are you up here?" Yui asked, not wishing to sit for her fear that she might fall off. And she wasn't exactly sure she trusted him.
"I could ask you the same thing, Bitch-chan." Laito grinned, propping himself up to stand with her. Yui could feel the adrenaline pumping through her body as he grabbed her hands. They were still so close to the ledge and she was never quite sure what he was going to do.
"I suppose you could." Yui said quietly, looking up at him and thinking about how gorgeous he was. The scene felt oddly romantic now, at least to her. "What if I said I was looking for you?"
The vampire gave an amused expression, chuckling lightly. "Well, were you or were you not? Don't tease me, it's not nice. It could mean a lot to me to have my Bitch-chan looking for me."
"I was!" Yui said happily, giving him a soft smile. It made her happy if it did mean a lot to him.
Laito smiled back, swinging her around in a circle happily. "You've made me so happy, Bitch-chan! To have you seek -me- out over all of my brothers!"
"Ahh-yeah." The girl smiled lightly, feeling uneasy of how care free he was being- when she was so close to falling to her death. She clutched onto him in fear, which might've been a bad idea since she was shaking.
"Are you quivering? You poor thing." The red head said in mock sadness, "Does being this close to the edge scare you?"
"A little bit. Just be careful okay? I'm not a vampire like you so if I fall from here, I'll die." She said, her voice stressed.
Laito leaned down, giving her a quick kiss before pulling away. "I wouldn't want my Bitch-chan to die. Then I couldn't have anymore of your sweet blood." He said sadly, pouting cutely afterwards. Was that -all- he wanted her for? At least it was something though.
"Yeah, that would be terrible." Yui said, partly sarcastic but glad Laito wouldn't snap and try to kill her anytime soon. "Say, uhm..." The blonde blushed, thinking back to earlier. She had to figure out why he gave her that look. "You looked... upset back in the library earlier. I was wondering why?"
The vampires' cheerful expression faded from his face and he went serious for a moment, looking off to the side like something was bothering him.
"Laito-kun?" Yui questioned when he went silent. If something were wrong she wanted him to tell her. Even if it were something that would hurt her to hear. "Is it because you know you'll never love me?" She asked sadly, hoping it wasn't, but if it was she wanted to know.
"Bitch-chan, do you ever stop talking about love?" Laito said sounding amused but it still didn't seem right. Was she annoying him? He stepped away from her then, chuckling to himself. "Ahhh, you had me so excited and then you ended up making me feel like -this-." He said bitterly, making her feel bad.
"I'm sorry. I just want to understand." Yui said apologetically.
The boy sighed as she stared at him- her expression worried. "You really want me to love you that badly?" He walked towards her again and Yui nodded, unsure how to react. She backed away from him, keeping her eye on the ledge so she didn't fall over. "Bitch-chan." Laito said softly, enough to get her to hesitate, to not think about what was happening as he pushed her and she lost her balance.
Yui didn't even have time to panic as she tripped over the ledge and fell backwards. Laito grabbed her arm just in time, the only thing stopping her from falling to her death. The blondes' breathing picked up pace as she began to panic. What was he doing? He wasn't going to let her die, was he? This must be some sort of joke. "L-Laito-kun, why?" The blonde asked, her eyes filling with tears at how scared she was.
"Why?" He said with amusement. "You know, you and I are more a like than you think, Bitch-chan- you remind me of the me from before."
"B-before what?" Yui asked, peering down at the landscape below her. She definitely wouldn't survive this if he let her go. Her vision became hazy as she became more terrified. Seeing he wasn't going to answer her question, the girl took a different route. "Please stop this, Laito-kun! You just said I can't die because you couldn't have my blood anymore!"
The boy raised an eyebrow. "You want me to stop, huh? The only thing I'm doing is holding your arm... If I stopped doing that then... But if you really want me to to..."
Her pink eyes widened before she interjected. "No, please don't let me fall!"
"Hmm, this brings back an odd deja-vu for me." Laito commented, scratching his chin with his free hand as the other held Yui's arm. She could feel his grasp slipping but he didn't seem to mind.
"Laito-kun!" Yui called desperately, hoping he'd snap out of it and pull her up already.
"Could you be quiet for a second? I'm trying to tell you something." The vampire said with irritation, paying no attention to her discomfort or just not caring. Yui listened none the less, feeling she had no choice in the matter.
"Well now that I have your full undivided attention, Bitch-chan." He grinned sadistically before continuing. "This reminds me of the time I pushed my past lover off a balcony. Ahh- It really is the best way to show love, to kill them. Especially to a vampire." Laito gushed, his cheeks tinting pink.
Yui stared back at him, her feelings a mixture of jealousy and pain. Laito... loved someone else before? No, not even someone else. He loved someone before. It was incomparable since he didn't even love her.
"Do you want me to show you I love you, Bitch-chan?" The boy cooed, asking her if she wanted him to let her go- to fall to her death and in return show his love for her.
The girl looked at him with fear, unsure of what to say. She wanted Laito to love her but she didn't want to die. But would she be fine with dying if he loved her in the end?
"Decide now, Bitch-chan. Do you want me to love you?"
To be continued...
(AN: Dat cliffhanger... wow that works literally too. XD What would you do if you were Yui? Thanks everyone whose been reading, reviewing, following, faving! ~ Please review this chapter and let me know what you thought. I wanted to explain too why I choose the name "If this is love, I cannot wait to part". It's a line from "Eh ah sou by Miku Hatsune". I think that song suits LaitoxYui very well but I prefer the english version by Miku-Tan and Ashe. I wish I could make a DL AMV for it but my computer sucks. . People who are good at AMV's, I would be so happy if you made that video for me, hehe. x3 )